I Wanna Be Really Thin But I’m Afraid Of Losing My Hair ? 

I will get thin.

@queenbadperra there are exercises like leg lifts that you can do that target the inside of the thigh, not everyone can or ever will have a thigh gap nothing to do with weight just with genetics, girls with thigh gaps have hips that are slightly further apart then girls without, but if you do side leg lifts I think that's what their called you should start to see some change

How can i get a thigh gap?

I have no idea  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

The feeling of an empty stomach…

Why I need to be skinny:

- In the past, my friends used to video chat with me, and I would ALWAYS be eating something, and they kept laughing and joking about how much I ate. It made me feel like complete, utter shit. And I don’t ever want to feel like that again. 

- No one ever looks at me like you look at attractive people. Everyone always looks at my friends, my skinny, beautiful, worthy friends. I’m clearly the fat ‘duff’ in the group. 

- No one ever invites me to things because I’m the ‘ugly’ last choice.

- I don’t want to feel so fat anymore. I want to feel weightless

- I want people to see that I can be skinny, pretty and better than them all. 

- I will prove everyone wrong. 

- People will get crushes on me

- I will finally be worth something. 

- I will finally be happy with myself

- I will finally love myself

- others will adore me.

- I will make my family proud

I am scary about reaching my UGW

Okay, now we are doing everything to reach our ultimate weight goal🔐. We are dreaming about that wonderful day when the scale starts to show those numbers ⏱, we count every single calorie in food, we count our steps 👣, we exercise daily till we pass out 💪, we do 12, 24, 36, 72 hours of fasting regularity. We starving ourselves and working so freaking hard just for reaching our UGW😷. And when we will do that, we know, we will be fully happy. But what’s next? Are we going to start eating normally? I think not. We will be really scary to get back where we started. But also we won’t be able to continue our starving, because none of us want to be in hospital’s bed 🏥. So, that’s why I am little bit nervous about reaching my UGW. I want it so bad but also I am frightened. Endless diets, numbers, calories is my life, everything I have, all my dreams and nightmares. I just forgot how normal people live. How the hell I will live without trying to get skinnier and skinnier? Does my life would still have the meaning when I stop starving myself? So, do you ever try to imagine your future life and feel a bit scary about it, or it’s just me? 😣

I Dare You

1 note — 1 hour of fast 1 reblog — 4 hours of fast

Don’t be weak, reblog.

8/4/17 lowkey rant

So yesterday me and my sister were talking and we ended up on the topic of thinspo because we were looking up studyspo and things like that for bullet journaling and she freaked out and though someone’s username said thinspo and she looked concerned and said she feels bad for those people who have accounts like that and that she’s worried about that because of how unhealthy it is and she thinks it’s so fucked up and I just kinda say there mute and not sure of what to say I think she notice because she kinda just pat my shoulder kinda like “it’s okay if you have/used to have that” I think that’s what she meant but Idk I’m continuously posting and reblogging this crap and I don’t want to get better I’ve been dedicated for about 2 and half weeks now (my ed has been up and down and obviously it’s really fucking down) but I want to be unhealthy thin I know it’s bad I know I’ll be basically killing myself but who cares I want to be thin I want it more than anything

reblog

if your starting weight is higher than 130lbs 🙃

REBLOG THIS IF YOU ARE AN ACTIVE THINSPO ACCOUNT.

I need new thinspo accounts to follow and reblog from because I’m slipping and I need to get my shit together.

NO IT’S NOT! one month before school and I’m still a huge mass of pure fat and I’m totally nOT OKay