NO IT’S NOT! One Month Before School And I’m Still A Huge Mass Of Pure Fat And I’m Totally NOT

I have a huge amount of bitches and motherfuckers to take revenge on.

Alsoo, I could barely fit into these shorts a month or so ago (the pic from the left is from late May) ! Now I have to tighten them completely!! Luv that for me

💤 my dash is so slow 💤

Reblog/like this post so that I can check out your blog, and follow you too. If you reblog instead of like, I’ll be way more likely to check your blog out. Also, if you follow me, you’ll get a follow back for sure, if you post the things I’m interested in.

Anyway, these are the things I’m looking for:

✨ thinspo ✨ low-cal recipes ✨ sweetspo/meanspo ✨ workouts ✨ weight loss tips ✨ things about mental illnesses in general ✨ anything else about eating disorders

I am scary about reaching my UGW

Okay, now we are doing everything to reach our ultimate weight goal🔐. We are dreaming about that wonderful day when the scale starts to show those numbers ⏱, we count every single calorie in food, we count our steps 👣, we exercise daily till we pass out 💪, we do 12, 24, 36, 72 hours of fasting regularity. We starving ourselves and working so freaking hard just for reaching our UGW😷. And when we will do that, we know, we will be fully happy. But what’s next? Are we going to start eating normally? I think not. We will be really scary to get back where we started. But also we won’t be able to continue our starving, because none of us want to be in hospital’s bed 🏥. So, that’s why I am little bit nervous about reaching my UGW. I want it so bad but also I am frightened. Endless diets, numbers, calories is my life, everything I have, all my dreams and nightmares. I just forgot how normal people live. How the hell I will live without trying to get skinnier and skinnier? Does my life would still have the meaning when I stop starving myself? So, do you ever try to imagine your future life and feel a bit scary about it, or it’s just me? 😣

🍏 Body check; ~110 lbs (5'3") • I don’t have access to a scale, and yes I just did a body check on a hill✌🏼

I need new thinspo blogs to follow!!!!

reblog if you:

~are 17+

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I'm too small for size 0 now

you’re my goal

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Emoji spell to make the most of Autumn 🎃

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