reblog if you:
~are 17+
~struggle with an ed
~is an active blog as of 3rd of May 2019
I’ll check you out and follow ya!
i HATE being on my period because i’m so bloated and i have insane cravings and i always want to give up and i can’t even weigh myself because i’m too afraid to see how much i’ve gained just from being bloated
Don’t any of u guys give up. Still not at my UGW (115) but I went from 160lbs to 130lbs right here.
I just upgraded EVerywhere tho lmao I can’t stop laughing.
WHERE DO YOU GET YOUR MISO SOUP 💞💞💞
what's your diet like? as in depth as possible x
it honestly changes everyday but basically for summer - i eat my first meal at 11:00 ish; today i ate a bowl of blueberries and strawberries + drank a glass of lemon water (it’s often a bowl of fruit and some mint and lemon water)- 2nd meal is usually at 1:30/2:00; i ate a popsicle + green tea (i literally eat a popsicle every day; the ones we have r 60 calories and super good so) - final meal is at 4:30/5:00; i almost always drink instant miso soup for dinner lol. it’s literally a godsend, only 35 kcals and rlly filling. so this is what i had today! it’s not always like this, but it follows smth along these lines. bc i don’t rlly exercise or do anything rn, it works for me, but honestly for those of you who do, pls eat more than this! be safe and healthy pls!
This is porn
The feeling of an empty stomach…
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So yesterday me and my sister were talking and we ended up on the topic of thinspo because we were looking up studyspo and things like that for bullet journaling and she freaked out and though someone’s username said thinspo and she looked concerned and said she feels bad for those people who have accounts like that and that she’s worried about that because of how unhealthy it is and she thinks it’s so fucked up and I just kinda say there mute and not sure of what to say I think she notice because she kinda just pat my shoulder kinda like “it’s okay if you have/used to have that” I think that’s what she meant but Idk I’m continuously posting and reblogging this crap and I don’t want to get better I’ve been dedicated for about 2 and half weeks now (my ed has been up and down and obviously it’s really fucking down) but I want to be unhealthy thin I know it’s bad I know I’ll be basically killing myself but who cares I want to be thin I want it more than anything