Doctors tomorrow. I hope they don’t weigh me. I know I’ve gained and I don’t want to see that number.
Currently doing my cardio ( bike ) I have two more hours to go so I’m watching youtube videos at the same time xx
Stay safe my loves <3
155 pounds today. So shitty that my period comes and literally throws me 3 pounds behind, like 3 days of the diet I’m on never even happened. Fuck my body.
Anyway today is abc diet day 10, and it is a fasting day…I’m worried I going to fuck up but hopefully I can get through it…. ⚠️pic not me⚠️
Losing weight is like quitting smoking. You have to really and truly want it before it becomes reality. And I mean really and truly.
More than you really and truly want that snack, sweet or extra helping at dinner.
One day, you’ll look like her. Don’t give up, stay strong. I believe in you 🌸
i need to lose at least 10lbs before school starts.
1. short legs will look longer if they’re thin 2. my arms will not be hidden away in sweaters and jackets, because they’ll be thin enough to flaunt 3. i will finally have a thigh gap 4. my stomach will be flat, or may even cave in 5. i will finally get to see my hip bones 6. my ribs will show up without any effort 7. my chubby cheeks will be hollow and my cheekbones will be out for display 8. my jaw will be sharp, and my chin will be SINGULAR. 9. my collarbones will be deep enough to hold water 10. my boney shoulders will pop out when i finally choose to wear tank tops 11. my frail fingers will finally have jewelry to adorn them, rather than be stuck on them 12. i will finally have friends 13. i will not be afraid to go out as i know that i will be the one ppl will want to hang out with 14. i will get the parts in my school plays and dances 15. i won’t have to question wether a girl or guy likes me because even they don’t, i will like myself by then and won’t need the approval of anyone else 16. i will get praised by friends and family members, and questioned by people asking, “how did you do it?” 17. i will be able to rock any style of clothing 18. i will be able to pass off any hairstyle 19. makeup will not be necessary, but if i need added glam, it will be there at my disposal 20. i will finally realize the potentials of self control 21. i will become someone else’s thinspo 22. i will be lighter and i will not need to worry about sitting on someone’s lap or being carried by someone 23. the number on the scale won’t be important anymore as long as i keep my perfect figure 24. i can focus more on my grades bc my weight will already be perfect 25. i will naturally crave fruits and vegetables rather than gross, junk food 26. my petite figure will fit into anything, grab it off the rack and it looks stunning 27. i will be able to fit into anyone’s clothes and look good in them 28. when i wear dresses, the cut, style, or pattern won’t matter bc i will look good in anything 29. people won’t be grossed out at you when they see you eating 30. people will actually want to sit with you for lunch to see what you eat so that they can be thin, too
Tonight I’m going out with my friend ! We’re probably gonna drink a beer, and then I’ll do some cardio