this blog is mainly just for random thoughts of mine & life updates. tw for topics related to sh and suicide
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without my mom constantly shoving food down my throat i probably just wouldn't eat. i wish she would just leave me to my fate
the demon thing visited again guys why does he hate me so muchðŸ˜ðŸ˜
feeling lonely? get an imaginary friend! when you're feeling happy, they can make your day shitty! and when you're feeling shitty, they can make you feel even worse! what's not to love!!!!
i'm not a good person at all but people like me anyway, ig i'm just too charming
im actually one of the loneliest people on earth I talk to 2 people and literally no one even wants to be my friend what did I donwrong
I love them but I also want to shoot them dead because they like attract friends and I have 2 Dms in my entire account im going to fucking crywhy am I so unlovable.
just remembered that i'm a real person with an actual body. why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
we need more people like me in the world. i'm too good
i was made to have 3 bowls of soup for breakfast. THREE. what is my lifeðŸ˜ðŸ˜
GUYS I JUST HAD SUCH A GOOD BOOK IDEA. the only problem is i can't write anythingðŸ˜
i am so normal guys. i am going to be normal
i'm actually going to lose my mind this has been going on for far too long
when i hurt myself and it actually hurts
side note though, my arms STING. i still managed to do a good job
what loser uses jackets to cover up self-inflicted scratches and bite marks instead of scars? what a coward
what loser uses jackets to cover up self-inflicted scratches and bite marks instead of scars? what a coward
me !!!!!!
Im the doctor who's my patient
i'm gonna shoot myself ghahahsjdjdkskskskskskskskxkxjkskskahdhfhcndjksoskxxjkxksksjs genuinely why am i like this. DEATH PENALTY FOR ME PLEASE
remind me never to speak to anyone ever again, i'm gonna puke
as someone who spends an unusual amount of time thinking about the vibes of various words, objects, and shapes, i have to admit that GAD and ASPD have crazy aura purely in terms of sound
i have a fear of existing in public, everything about it is just so terrifying
my life is actually very ruined
sometimes i snap back into reality and it's like wow i need to go puke now
why is it that everyone seems perfectly capable of forming connections with others except for me? what's wrong with me? i genuinely don't know. even after trying to adopt the mannerisms of others, my efforts are all in vain. why? what am i doing wrong?
i have this horrible problem where i think everyone is obsessed with me. it's actually so serious, i need to stop lying to myself
unfortunately the world is going to end because i am officially in a bad headspace. you should all die this is the worst
more products of my chronic boredom.
edit: since so many of you are completely misconstruing the purpose of this meme, the reason why HPD isn’t mentioned on this post is because this is specifically talking about the personality disorders that i have and the demonisation i’ve experienced.
i can feel my soul trying to eat me from the inside out as i struggle to maintain any sense of normalcy in regards to my feelings towards them
my friend made a playlist for me !!!! i'm so happy