atfreedomsdoor - arashel
arashel

this blog is mainly just for random thoughts of mine & life updates. tw for topics related to sh and suicide

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3 months ago

without my mom constantly shoving food down my throat i probably just wouldn't eat. i wish she would just leave me to my fate

3 months ago

the demon thing visited again guys why does he hate me so much😭😭

3 months ago

feeling lonely? get an imaginary friend! when you're feeling happy, they can make your day shitty! and when you're feeling shitty, they can make you feel even worse! what's not to love!!!!

3 months ago

i'm not a good person at all but people like me anyway, ig i'm just too charming

3 months ago

im actually one of the loneliest people on earth I talk to 2 people and literally no one even wants to be my friend what did I donwrong

3 months ago

I love them but I also want to shoot them dead because they like attract friends and I have 2 Dms in my entire account im going to fucking crywhy am I so unlovable.

3 months ago

just remembered that i'm a real person with an actual body. why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why

3 months ago

we need more people like me in the world. i'm too good

3 months ago

i was made to have 3 bowls of soup for breakfast. THREE. what is my life😭😭

3 months ago

GUYS I JUST HAD SUCH A GOOD BOOK IDEA. the only problem is i can't write anything😭

3 months ago

i am so normal guys. i am going to be normal

3 months ago

i'm actually going to lose my mind this has been going on for far too long

3 months ago

when i hurt myself and it actually hurts

When I Hurt Myself And It Actually Hurts
3 months ago

side note though, my arms STING. i still managed to do a good job

what loser uses jackets to cover up self-inflicted scratches and bite marks instead of scars? what a coward

3 months ago

what loser uses jackets to cover up self-inflicted scratches and bite marks instead of scars? what a coward


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3 months ago

me !!!!!!

Im the doctor who's my patient

3 months ago

i'm gonna shoot myself ghahahsjdjdkskskskskskskskxkxjkskskahdhfhcndjksoskxxjkxksksjs genuinely why am i like this. DEATH PENALTY FOR ME PLEASE

3 months ago

remind me never to speak to anyone ever again, i'm gonna puke


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3 months ago

as someone who spends an unusual amount of time thinking about the vibes of various words, objects, and shapes, i have to admit that GAD and ASPD have crazy aura purely in terms of sound

3 months ago

okay i ruined your life but did you not have fun? exactly relax


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3 months ago

i have a fear of existing in public, everything about it is just so terrifying

3 months ago

my life is actually very ruined

3 months ago

sometimes i snap back into reality and it's like wow i need to go puke now

3 months ago

why is it that everyone seems perfectly capable of forming connections with others except for me? what's wrong with me? i genuinely don't know. even after trying to adopt the mannerisms of others, my efforts are all in vain. why? what am i doing wrong?

3 months ago

i have this horrible problem where i think everyone is obsessed with me. it's actually so serious, i need to stop lying to myself

3 months ago

unfortunately the world is going to end because i am officially in a bad headspace. you should all die this is the worst

3 months ago
More Products Of My Chronic Boredom.

more products of my chronic boredom.

edit: since so many of you are completely misconstruing the purpose of this meme, the reason why HPD isn’t mentioned on this post is because this is specifically talking about the personality disorders that i have and the demonisation i’ve experienced.

3 months ago

i can feel my soul trying to eat me from the inside out as i struggle to maintain any sense of normalcy in regards to my feelings towards them

4 months ago

my friend made a playlist for me !!!! i'm so happy

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