Atfreedomsdoor - Arashel

is there ever a better reason to hate someone than pure jealousy?

one of my most persistent fantasies is me giving myself an incredibly deep wound and then cauterizing it myself. it's unlikely that i'd ever go through with it, but still, a girl can dream😔

i will kill myself. this is too much for me

seeing people out here just...existing?? with ease?? without thought?? WHAT.

as someone who spends an unusual amount of time thinking about the vibes of various words, objects, and shapes, i have to admit that GAD and ASPD have crazy aura purely in terms of sound

you wouldn't even be able to comprehend how absolutely TIRED i am. just absolutely drained. fully depleted of energy. not even "no will to live," i'm just EXHAUSTED

i've been awake for less than 3 hours and i already have a headache. what is this

unfortunately i AM crazy. sorry to anyone that hoped i might get better

i'm actually going to lose my mind this has been going on for far too long