this blog is mainly just for random thoughts of mine & life updates. tw for topics related to sh and suicide
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please for the love of god stop leading me on
wow all my friends fucking hate me!!
"i'll try including everyone better form now on!" why. why can't you exclude everyone. everyone except for me. god you're too nice
the people i like are always people with 569282803 other friends WHAT IS THIS CURSE
haven't gotten enough attention lately, my mood is beyond foul
my lips randomly decided to hurt who's gonna make me feel better
fuck i wanna read jurdan fanfic but my bed is calling me...
the voice in my head always telling me to give up maybe i should just listen atp
when my friend's being super nice to me but then i remember she's nice to all her friends (i'm just one of her hoes)
"omg it sucks that you two aren't as close anymore!" - the words of a huge ass liar :3
ugh just remembered my friend has other friends. why am i not enough? i'm literally the best. whose company would she prefer over mine? this makes no sense. whatever she was annoying anyway i'm better off without her
i'm so cute why's no one in love with me
when they don't reply to my messages so now i'm left wondering what i've done wrong
how do i make/keep friends when im literally just a naturally mean person
i spend a bunch of time overthinking only to make an impulsive decision in the end, such is the plight of a fool
damn i miss when we were close but now you fucking hate me
"i love you" liar. you just told me you hate me and you won't even reply to my messages. some kind of love this is
maybe if i didn't hurt people's feelings on purpose i could actually be considered a good person
self-pitying + superiority complex is actually a crazy combo someone save me from this fate
calling my suicide attempt my "little stunt" bc it sounds so much funnier that way
i want someone to want me
guys maybe i should try to be a better person
when i'm doing okay but then the Bad Feeling hits
guys maybe the power of friendship will save me i care about her maybe we can still have a great friendship i really liked her i hope i still do
shit i'm really pathetic
did i ever like her or did she just give me the most attention
gosh if i wasn't the worst i could've been a good friend. this really sucks
fuck she realized how horrible i am this is over isn't it
when i get constructive criticism so now our entire friendship has been a lie and they've hated me from the start
i'm perfect. i am better than everyone else. i'm the best. i am better than everyone else. i'm perfect i'm perfect i'm perfect i'm perfect i'm perfect i'm perfect