atfreedomsdoor - arashel
arashel

this blog is mainly just for random thoughts of mine & life updates. tw for topics related to sh and suicide

263 posts

Latest Posts by atfreedomsdoor - Page 4

3 months ago

please for the love of god stop leading me on

3 months ago

wow all my friends fucking hate me!!

3 months ago

"i'll try including everyone better form now on!" why. why can't you exclude everyone. everyone except for me. god you're too nice

3 months ago

the people i like are always people with 569282803 other friends WHAT IS THIS CURSE

3 months ago

haven't gotten enough attention lately, my mood is beyond foul

3 months ago

my lips randomly decided to hurt who's gonna make me feel better

3 months ago

fuck i wanna read jurdan fanfic but my bed is calling me...

3 months ago

the voice in my head always telling me to give up maybe i should just listen atp

3 months ago

when my friend's being super nice to me but then i remember she's nice to all her friends (i'm just one of her hoes)

3 months ago

"omg it sucks that you two aren't as close anymore!" - the words of a huge ass liar :3

3 months ago

ugh just remembered my friend has other friends. why am i not enough? i'm literally the best. whose company would she prefer over mine? this makes no sense. whatever she was annoying anyway i'm better off without her

3 months ago

i'm so cute why's no one in love with me

3 months ago

when they don't reply to my messages so now i'm left wondering what i've done wrong


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3 months ago

how do i make/keep friends when im literally just a naturally mean person


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3 months ago

i spend a bunch of time overthinking only to make an impulsive decision in the end, such is the plight of a fool

3 months ago

damn i miss when we were close but now you fucking hate me

3 months ago

"i love you" liar. you just told me you hate me and you won't even reply to my messages. some kind of love this is

3 months ago

maybe if i didn't hurt people's feelings on purpose i could actually be considered a good person

3 months ago

self-pitying + superiority complex is actually a crazy combo someone save me from this fate

3 months ago

calling my suicide attempt my "little stunt" bc it sounds so much funnier that way

3 months ago

i want someone to want me

3 months ago

guys maybe i should try to be a better person

3 months ago

when i'm doing okay but then the Bad Feeling hits

3 months ago

guys maybe the power of friendship will save me i care about her maybe we can still have a great friendship i really liked her i hope i still do

3 months ago

shit i'm really pathetic

3 months ago

did i ever like her or did she just give me the most attention

3 months ago

gosh if i wasn't the worst i could've been a good friend. this really sucks

3 months ago

fuck she realized how horrible i am this is over isn't it

3 months ago

when i get constructive criticism so now our entire friendship has been a lie and they've hated me from the start

3 months ago

i'm perfect. i am better than everyone else. i'm the best. i am better than everyone else. i'm perfect i'm perfect i'm perfect i'm perfect i'm perfect i'm perfect

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