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I've been through a sort of "bUrn out" for the past 2 months or so and gain3d back 3-4kgs, feel free to bulLÿ me into loosing them ☀️
What I ate today:
- Broccoli (140g-49cals)
- Bass (50g-63cals)
- Watermelon (4g-2cals)
- Strawberry (6g-2cals)
- Pineapple (90g-45cals)
Recommended calorie intake: 1510cals
Total of calories eaten: 160cals
PD: I did so well today, I hope I don’t f*** it up later!!!!
My best friend is the moon. She always listens to me when i need it. I love smoking c1garettes white talking to her. She is the only one who understands me. Love you moon xoxo.
@NA HELP!!
Guys please i know this sounds bad, but could you 1nsult me or something? Like i swear the meanspø is not f working and i need to get back on track rn.
Please comment me sh1t.
I NEED TIPS!!!
I’m just starting with anå, what vitamins should I take???
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Diet Coke and cigs are the only things keeping me alive. ♡
I’ve been binging the entire week fml… Somebody hold me accountable that I’m gonna restrict again from tomorrow 😭
Does anyone know if ana groups on Kik are still a thing? And if so, does anyone have a group I can join?
Anyone wanna be buddies? So we can talk and motivate each other? :)
They made me throw away my weight loss pills….. Now I’m anxious and scared I will gain weight again 🥲
I bought weight loss pills and they’re 10/10 💊✨
Hello guys today I don’t have a oneshot for you guys but I need to tell you guys something very important about me. About a week ago I was admitted into a Psychiatric hospital for depression, anxiety and suicidal ideation. I also was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa. Yes I have an eating disorder. Tomorrow I will be going into a 3 month Program for Eating disorders I will not be doing any more stories of spn until I am recovered and better.
Thank you for taking the time to stop and read this post, I am going to get better.
oh my gosh, when i was in treatment for an eating disorder i was so scared to tell the people around me for this exact reason.. at one point i would frequently speak about diet culture and weightloss to the thinner girls without even clocking because i was so stuck in my head that these girls were thin and i wasn't. it was lowkey triggering to even be friends with one of them, which isn't something that's even her fault. after a while she figured out that i had an eating disorder and she would make comments sbout the way i looked (she told me to get a nosejob, told me i ate a lot, would make comments about wanting my "big thighs") she now goes around telling people that i said something sour about her appearance. the truth is, i ate so little during that period of my life that i was so fatigued all the time so i genuinely do not recall saying anything about her appearance, it's all a blur to me. i can't help but feel guilty about it.
people calling girls with eating disorders "spoiled brats" and "attention seekers" as if these conditions aren't life threatening; when u have an eating disorder that induces starving, you think of only yourself and how people are perceiving your body. you think that you need to be a skinny dainty princess 24/7 and immediate panic sets in as soon as you are forced to eat something or go over your caloric limit because the mindset is that you will gain a large amount of weight if you have that food/calories right then. however the people that hate, don't see this as mental illness taking action, they take it as a deliberate action of disgust against other womens bodies.
i remember discussing eating disorders in a group therapy session not long ago and a girl who was plus size, said that a lot of the anorexic girls are so scared of gaining weight and it had a huge toll on her cause she knew she was a lot bigger than them so she took it as a deliberate fatphobic action against her because no one wants to be fat. she said that if these girls would hate on bigger bodies, how is it any different if bigger women do the same back?
both parties are insecure
and what these girls fail to realise is that when girls with eating disorders think about being thin, they don't compare themselves to bigger girls. they crave for the validation of control, controlling hunger. they compare themselves to the version of them before where they had no control over their hunger. it felt like the one thing you were doing right in life because if you had the will to starve yourself for however long you wanted, that would conform to your sense of self control and knowing you could control a part of your looks despite constantly having a distorted view of your own body. at a certain point you even become addicted to the feeling of hunger, that control is taken away when you are made to eat over a 'safe' amount.
point is, developing an eating disorder has become something that is looked down on in a manner of disdain, when in reality these girls need all the support they can get without judgement.
ppl rly hate girls with eating disorders tbh. did anyone else notice this
"Are you okay? I noticed that you lost weight..."
People with anor!!x!@ can you tell me how did it start? And how much weight do I need to lose?
(Height: 160. Weight: 43 kg)
