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THINSPO FOR 7/26/2017 gosh she is so pretty

What “pro-ana” means to me

Of course I’m not “pro” ana. None of the people who post with this tag are. None of us want you to develop an eating disorder. None of us want you to starve yourself, harm your body, and hurt your mind. Come on, who the hell would wish this on anyone? 

I’m not pro ana.

I know what “ana” is. It’s not something anyone in their right mind would support. I’ve been living with an eating disorder for over 10 years now. That’s my whole teenage and adult life right there. I don’t remember what it’s like living without it. I don’t know what having a normal relationship with food feels like. I don’t know how people go about their daily lives without obsessing about what they eat or how they look.

I’m not pro ana. 

“Ana” isn’t something you get out of. I’ll go through a restrictive phase, then relapse into bulimia, and every once in a while, feel like I’m getting better and healthier. It never lasts. It’s as if my eating disorder went to sleep for a while… took a little break, and then came back a little stronger. It always does. 

I’m not pro ana. 

If you’re not dealing with an eating disorder, or if the content on my blog is triggering to you PLEASE don’t follow me. Please don’t think eating disorders are an easy way to lose weight. Please don’t take any dieting tips from “pro ana” blogs. Please, please, please don’t starve yourself. Don’t harm yourself. Binging, purging, restricting, fasting are terrible ideas. Run while it’s still time. 

I’m not pro ana. 

I’m “pro” supporting my sisters and brothers who struggle with an eating disorder. If I post something with the tag “pro-ana”, it doesn’t mean I encourage you to develop disordered habits… it means I’m here for you. I’m right there with you. 

I don’t support eating disorders, I support people going through them. 

I Dare You

1 note — 1 hour of fast 1 reblog — 4 hours of fast

Don’t be weak, reblog.

🍃If you post about any of the following please reblog so I can follow you🌿

🌱Thinspo/Thinspiration 🌱Meanspo/Sweetspo 🌱Anorexia 🌱Eating Disorders 🌱Weightloss 🌱Fasting 🌱Diets

Back to 94lbs

why am i doing this?

1. short legs will look longer if they’re thin 2. my arms will not be hidden away in sweaters and jackets, because they’ll be thin enough to flaunt 3. i will finally have a thigh gap 4. my stomach will be flat, or may even cave in 5. i will finally get to see my hip bones 6. my ribs will show up without any effort 7. my chubby cheeks will be hollow and my cheekbones will be out for display 8. my jaw will be sharp, and my chin will be SINGULAR. 9. my collarbones will be deep enough to hold water 10. my boney shoulders will pop out when i finally choose to wear tank tops 11. my frail fingers will finally have jewelry to adorn them, rather than be stuck on them 12. i will finally have friends 13. i will not be afraid to go out as i know that i will be the one ppl will want to hang out with 14. i will get the parts in my school plays and dances 15. i won’t have to question wether a girl or guy likes me because even they don’t, i will like myself by then and won’t need the approval of anyone else 16. i will get praised by friends and family members, and questioned by people asking, “how did you do it?” 17. i will be able to rock any style of clothing 18. i will be able to pass off any hairstyle 19. makeup will not be necessary, but if i need added glam, it will be there at my disposal 20. i will finally realize the potentials of self control 21. i will become someone else’s thinspo 22. i will be lighter and i will not need to worry about sitting on someone’s lap or being carried by someone 23. the number on the scale won’t be important anymore as long as i keep my perfect figure 24. i can focus more on my grades bc my weight will already be perfect 25. i will naturally crave fruits and vegetables rather than gross, junk food 26. my petite figure will fit into anything, grab it off the rack and it looks stunning 27. i will be able to fit into anyone’s clothes and look good in them 28. when i wear dresses, the cut, style, or pattern won’t matter bc i will look good in anything 29. people won’t be grossed out at you when they see you eating 30. people will actually want to sit with you for lunch to see what you eat so that they can be thin, too

🖤💀🖤

me: knows that food is the main trigger, tries to come to the kitchen only once in an hour only to drink some water, isolates myself from any of food images

also me: spends the entire day on the kitchen watching at all food I have with a really watering mouth and mad eyes