I Sort Of Just Want To Die And I Hate Myself A Lot And I Just - Blog Posts

vent post vent tw vent i dont have anyone to talk to so ill vomit my vitriol in the tags i am not having a good night its very bad actually this whole month has been bad i sort of just want to die and I hate myself a lot and i just cant handle this. cant handle any of it. and i should be able to im unemployed i have notthing going in at all i should be more energized and do things and remember things and i cant and im failing and i hate muself im falling apart and everyone hates me