I Can't Stop Thinking About...

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ultraviolence

izzy stradlin x reader x nikki sixx

you were sitting in front of your vanity, watching yourself in the mirror while you were trying to cover the purple bruise nikki left you the other night after a big fight started for something so… little.

it was the wedding day and you were almost ready to go to church, the hair was done and you were wearing the gorgeous white lace dress that you had chosen three weeks earlier.

after you were done with covering the bruise, the bouqet was the only thing left , that a friend of yours should have bought it to you 30 minutes earlier

you started thinking about how your life was gonna change in a few hours, you were going to marry the love of your life, nikki sixx. he wasn’t perfect, he had his flaws but we all do right? sometimes he would hit you, but it was like he said: it was your fault, you were the one who drove him crazy everytime, you were the one who annoyed him when he was angry. and in the end you would be able to take a few kicks or slaps, he was the love of your life ,it didn't matter he wasn't perfect.

after ten minutes someone rang at the door, you tough it was the bouquet, but it was actually… izzy? “what are you doing here?” you asked him, shoked for his appearance. you and izzy had a particular relationship, you met through mutual friends two years ago and since he was introduced to you, you never stopped thinking about him, you never had a real relationship but, whatever it was, despite the on and offs, it was better than any relationship you'd ever had. But then you met nikki, things with him at the beginning were much easier and you ended up giving up on izzy, even if you often caught yourself thinking about him.

“listen, i know that you are going to marry him in a few hours but…” he stopped , looking at the black bruise on your right wrist that you forgot to cover.

shocked, he knew how violent nikki could be but he still hoped he wasn't with you too. just seeing the look in your eyes was enough for him to understand what you were going through.

“ don’t marry him, don’t do this to you…” he said in a low tone voice after some seconds of silence . he actually came to tell you that he still loved you but after seeing the purple mark on your right arm he totally forgot about his primary plan, now he had to convince you to run away from nikki.

“I can’t, it’s too late… everything is ready for the wedding” you replied with tears in your eyes, incapable of liying to him. you knew you were going to lock yourself in a cage.

“ it’s never too late, y/n” he simply said. Then he placed a soft kiss on your lips and went away.

as you watched him go, still trying to process wath just happened, you realize that he was right, it wasn’t too late, you still had two hours.

The soft music played while you were walking to the altar, you seemed calm to all the 200 guests but not to izzy ,who, somehow, found a way to sneak into the wedding.

in fact you were scared and you didn’t know if you would have had the courage to run away from nikki.

“Nikki, do you take Y/n for your lawful wife , to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do you part?” the priest asked.

“Yes, I do” nikki said while looking at you, smiling.

“Y/n, do you take Nikki for your lawful husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do you part?”

you looked at nikki with guilt in your eyes, incapable of saying “yes, i do”, he was confused trying to understand what was happening. after some seconds of silence the guests started to whisper, each one confused by the situation.

you saw izzy leaving the curch, he would probably have waited for you outside.

you looked again at nikki saying “sorry but i can’t do this” and then you ran, away from nikki and the life you would have had with him.

outside of the curch you saw izzy and you already knew that he was your future.

Izzy Stradlin, 1988 MTV Video Music Awards Pre-Show

pls

Dear and beloved Izzy Stradlin.... make music, lazy old man, I love you hon 💋🫀

(Reblog if you think the same)

Learned that Izzy used to go by Izzy Bell and I think that's adorable

More Izzy Stradlin photos (^^)

Me and Izzy girlies be like:

That's weird, I don't remember seeing this photo before... I think I'm going crazy.

i don’t permit any male to think of me sexually unless he’s a member of the og lineup of guns n’ roses

i'd purposely get him mad so he could scold me like this