What Is It About Getting Older That Makes Every Interaction Feel So Fucking Sentimental? Like Saying

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i think actually the key to successfully doing tumblr (and especially doing fandom on tumblr) is realising that your blog is your little house and you can post about whatever you like there. once you realise you are just living in and decorating your very own silly little online house you start focusing on what makes you happy rather than constantly performing for & compromising your tastes for & placing all your self worth on little scraps of clout, and you will be a lot happier for it

it’s okay to feel. it might be messy and confusing and rough and tiring but it’s so much worse to keep all that pain inside. you don’t need to tough it out all the time or internalise your struggles. let yourself work through your emotions. you deserve peace and you deserve support.

You have to trust that there will be people who won’t abandon you. You have to believe that you are deserving. You have to fight your trigger/patterns by knowing what they are and where they came from. You have to forgive yourself for not knowing any better. Accept your underlying fear of abandonment and powerlessness. Try to take deep breaths when you‘re overwhelmed by your emotions. Do your best to withhold your subconscious need to control. Allow yourself to be in the Now. And trust that you can deal with the outcome, no matter what.

authenticity is so magnetic.

why do i need to come out ? if you still think im straight then that’s on you

due to not wanting to, i will not. thanks.

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the only thing “dark” about “academia” are the thoughts i have when i see my assignments piling up