Why Do I Need To Come Out ? If You Still Think Im Straight Then That’s On You

due to not wanting to, i will not. thanks.

this is not wasted time. time spent healing and growing and letting yourself feel all the things is never wasted.

You have to trust that there will be people who won’t abandon you. You have to believe that you are deserving. You have to fight your trigger/patterns by knowing what they are and where they came from. You have to forgive yourself for not knowing any better. Accept your underlying fear of abandonment and powerlessness. Try to take deep breaths when you‘re overwhelmed by your emotions. Do your best to withhold your subconscious need to control. Allow yourself to be in the Now. And trust that you can deal with the outcome, no matter what.

“Lie beside me and let the seeing be healing. No need to hide. No need for either darkness or light. Let me see you as you are.”

— Jeanette Winterson, from Art & Lies: A Piece for Three Voices and a Bawd

ok well im going to build a good future for myself whether i like it or not

woman listens to song she used to love when she was fifteen 10 dead 20 injured 

hope girls grow up knowing that there are infinite ways of being a woman. hope girls grow up loving themselves for who they are.

we need to slow down a little I'm so serious. all these quick short videos on tiktok, ig reels, and youtube, artists releasing quick little songs for the trend, tv shows releasing episodes at once, people using chat gpt and google ai overview because they get answers quickly but no validation done for the source, we need to sloww downn i really do not think our brains should be running this fast

a new lesson i’m learning lately is how to preserve and maintain my inner peace, to remain calm, to remain relaxed, to exhibit more patience and understanding. mainly while being in environments and surrounded by people who intentionally or unintentionally, will try to disrupt it.

“Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror. Just keep going. No feeling is final.”

— Rainer Maria Rilke, The Book of Hours  (via abattoirette)