•★ So I tried to throw up today again but after 20 minutes I only got rid of like 1/5 of that I ate. My family will make sure I eat during weekend but I thought that maybe I could throw up after every meal. Unfortunately it's not so easy... ★•
•★ B0dy check from today. I'm not really satisfied... ★•
•★ I did 25 hours fast because I was forced to eat something but I spat most and threw up the rest. I've never done it before so I'm kinda proud of myself. Definitely will use it once more ★•
That's so real, I always write all my thoughts but never share them
Dream.
••★ thrift store blessed me with this gorgeous belt today ★••
please, ignore my body.
•★ b0dy check the day after I binged ★•
45 hours of fast and a binge right after coming back home... I feel disgusting
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21 hours and 30 minutes already. I hope I won't have to eat..
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•★ First 24 hours. I'm going for more ★•
•★ I feel so unreal lately. Like it's not me and my life I'm living. I look at myself in the mirror and I feel like I'm looking at someone else. Or sometimes I can't even tell how I look like because every time I look at myself it's different. I do things and then I'm not sure if it really happened or I just told myself it did. ★•