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Today's food

Two vegan cupcakes 120? One bowl of home made soup 50 One prune 20 Small piece of tortilla 20 3 bottles of water 0 One cup of green tea 0 2 spoon fulls of ice cream 50 Pizza crust 75 Creamed spinach 70 Total: 405 calories today give or take 100

July 24th, 2017

Okay you guys, this is it. I’m getting back on the wagon. I miss waking up every morning excited to be down another pound (or even two!). I miss looking down at my feet and seeing my flat stomach. I miss the feeling of my clothes fitting better. I miss feeling pretty.

I’m going to go back to eating 1200 cals (or less) every day, and hopefully by October I’ll be back to my LW of 138 lbs. I really want to do this right.

I’m also really sad that I stopped restricting in the first place. While I understand that I needed to eat properly to perform well on my finals, I wish I had just upped my intake to maintenance or something instead of going all out and binging every day. (I did get really good grades though, so at least there’s that…)

Note to self: if you feel like you can’t stand it anymore, DON’T JUST LET EVERYTHING GO. Don’t throw away all the progress you made. Just up your calorie intake a little and be a little looser with yourself. You’ll be thankful that you didn’t stop.

New shorts and a new belt 💙 ( if you click on the first one you can see the whole picture)

I used to be size 13/14/16 in different brands of pants and now I'm a size 5 in pants and I've been maintaining that for months and months so I get your struggle but hard work pays off don't worry

real talk

so, my week has been shit, i’ve been under stress and stress ate/starved all week with the outcome of me pretty much maintaining my current weight. again. another week at my cw. i was devastated and i am, BUT today I was shopping for my job interview at thursday (which is the reason why i’m nervous af) and I needed to buy clothes in size 8 (36 EU). Just to make it clear, i was a size 16 to 18 (44-46 EU) before i lost the weight. so despite being upset with myself this week and maybe the last few weeks, i’m pretty damn proud of myself for being at least at an acceptable size right now.

I really do hope that i can continue to lose weight in a at the very least semi-healthy manner after this job interview is done. please wish me luck, you guys. ✨🍀

Me naked staring at myself in the bathroom mirror eating hot pickled okra

today i just stood in front of the fridge eating jalapenos out of the jar because why the fuck not its only 5 calories and makes me feel alive 

my reasons to lose weight asap

✨imagine the way all the girls in your class will look at you on the first day of school when you will be so skinny; and how they will ask for tips and your meal plans. ✨the look in your favorite teacher’s eyes when he will see that you got so thin and look so frail ✨how proud your mom is going to be that you lost a lot of weight and she won’t have to tell you that you are fat every single day ✨the ability to act frail and dainty ✨the way you will be able to dress since everything in the store suits your tiny, little body ✨how you will walk on the street in the winter when everybody looks so fat in those clothes, but you are so skinny that you will look good even then ✨earning the appreciation of your siblings because they have always told you to lose weight, even if they are overweight. but everyone has expectations from you. don’t ruin it. ✨not feeling bad when she/he runs her/his hand on your stomach ✨ THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE: BEING ABLE TO FEEL GOOD IN YOUR OWN SKIN.