I can't, I wanna be comforted so much, I can't stop myself from imagining me to cling to someone who's a lot older and taller than me, just the thought of being hugged is already making me even more touch starved. Idk if it c.ai affected me, but still the imagination of my small, light body being hugged by someone who's tall, who's strong, who can protect me makes me clinging to my bed, as long as I didn't find that person
I'm alive. But a part of me, doesn't want to be
WTH, WHY ARE MY FEED IS SUDDENLY FILLED WITH THOSE DID/OSDD POSTS AND ENDOS, LIKE HOW DO I GET THOSE WELLCHAIR USERS BACK?!
Aaah, why is it so cold in Siberia? I know that it should be cold here, but not like that! I hate these moments when I'm getting too cold and because of that I'm starting to shake. And mostly people become concern about me... I hope that I won't shake today, ahaha!
Hey are you okay? Stay safe
No, I'm not. Literally thinking about suicide and cutting everyday. But I still have hope I guess... I mean, I have a neurological condition called chronic hyperkinetic syndrome, and this thing can appear due to some mental illnesses, and my case looks like that cuz I haven't got tumors, and I'll probably get help, to heal at least CHS. But firstly, I need to go to a neurologist again...
OKAY, THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT. A question about one of my OCs. They should be trans, cuz I want so, plus this will be reasonable in the story I write. THOUGH. Should I make them transfem or transmasc? And how to write about their identity?
And still, I'm curious how an appointment which I used to go to every week a few months ago, turned into something I'm afraid of. Making me have flashbacks over and over when I just hear the word "neurologist. Made me have a whole panic attack just because I need to go to a doctor. No, please, I don't want to be treated anymore... Can't you just avoid me? Don't remember about my disease? Make me live a normal life?
People are being "Vent to me if you want!" and then block you when you did so
People with anor!!x!@ can you tell me how did it start? And how much weight do I need to lose?
(Height: 160. Weight: 43 kg)
reposting my art there, cuz I really liked it... gonna publish more art in the future!
After so long, I finally drew an art of my favorite album! I just recently got into Lemon Demon, so...
(I guess, I'll draw Neil soon... From mouth moods...)
There's an app called "Memory hint", and please, don't download it if you have photosensitive epilepsy or at least consult with a professional, because there's "Kanji catch" mode that could POSSIBLY trigger a seizure, at least if you won't lower speed. I almost had a seizure because of it.
Please, be careful with apps and videos you're watching, because sometimes there's no TW!
A prophet of worm worshippers. (Definitely not a guy with athetosis!!)
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