Does This Even Make Sense - Blog Posts

Reblog if you've found friendship because of your fandoms.

Questioning if you're AIAB is a crazy experience. The thought of my parents having potentially had me get surgery as an infant for the sake of conforming to the "binary" of AGABS, or the possibility of nobody knowing that my body is like this or what's up with it, feels so weird. It makes me question if it's all in my head, but then I look at diagrams, and think about my family history, and think: "It does NOT fucking look right", and have a mini existential crisis for the 100th time.

no guys car seat headrests Twin Fantasy album is so curtwen from Spies are Forever.

they're lovers but because of their time period they pretend to be 'brothers' with how close they are. "and you'll bring him home to meet your mother and say, 'ma, this is my brother'" that's literally them!!

we got sick </3

I’ve always been a regulus kinnie, but recently I’ve felt like Evan and Barty’s weird kid if that kid had reg and James as uncles…

they always say waiting on u anpanman but no one asks how are u anpanman 😔

Random and kind of weird thought of the day.

(reference to ep 32)

Remember this scene in the Beach Boys arc?

Buddy licked Chase's wound and said it made it better once Chase complained about it.

Is it bc saliva is like, good for wounds in general and all that or for some other reason? This is kind of a weird question but since he's a key, could like, his saliva have healing properties? We know that the Narratonin that gets stored in the keys' vials has healing properties but what about this?

YESSS YES YES YES

you're so right saying Billy is so JD coded (Eddie being JD just doesn't sit right with me. He's much more Veronica and Martha vibes...for some reason). And also! May I add! Freeze your brain!Billy. Billy searching for comfort in (slushies/drugs/drinks...) the one thing that stays, even when he's moving...

In this au max is probably not in the picture. His dad just drags him around the country trying to escape life. And is obviously awful to Billy, and this means Billy obviously has so fucked up views on friendship and society (which is why he so perfectly fits in with the "Heathers").

!!!!! Robin as a lowkey Martha to Steve's kind of Veronica. I love Steve having the kind of power so nobody doubts him having a little weirdo for a bff (Tommy is pissed). (This tips into Jennifer's body territory, kind of, except more platonic. But that's another story entirely).

Big fun-- I can't even begin to think about how this would work out for them. I just know Eddie is in for big fun. Something about rubbing eachothers...backs...while watching porn on cinemax. And this could continue with Eddie's Martha agenda if Steve/billy is Ram.

!!!!! I NEED OUR LOVE IS GOD HARRINGROVE I NEED IT!!!! I feel like Eddie is half terrified half enchanted...

And don't even get me started on Billy blowing up the school.

"We're the asteroid that's overdue" and Steve's like yes...yes, fuck, yes, anything you say baby.

There's just also so much potential within the heathers, they're so chejzjenmsj. Yes. And may I add: Tommy wanting to stay close to Steve/billy not wanting to become irrelevant to not only the school but also to THEM. because he does see them as... Wait for it... Gods.

I’m thinking so much about S1 Steve and how much Worse he could become if Billy only showed up sooner. Billy saw S2 Steve and he was too easy to bowl over. He was constantly trying to draw out the fire, and if he had seen it earlier, in a different context, I think they would have immediately been friends. rivals too, yes, but friends and they’d make each other So Much Worse

S1 Steve meets Billy and keeps Tommy and Carol, and is so intense about his whole deal that instead of having a private kickback and inviting Nancy and her friend he doesn’t even know, he becomes even More Serious about his reputation and starts having private kickbacks that are equivalent to fucking dining with the queen. it’s exclusive, elusive, and if you’re invited once you’ll do Anything to stay in that circle

Steve who plays matchmaker, who’s mean, who uses his looks and the power of bisexuality to get whatever the fuck he wants from truly anyone

I want Eddie who hates Steve and Steve who doesn’t even remember Eddie’s name half the time, who never acknowledges him until he really needs drugs for a party and suddenly is flirting so hard with Eddie. And Eddie’s shell-shocked and kind of goes along with it, and sells him the drugs for less than he probably should have, and oh fuck, it just worked on him. Damn it.

So next time he puts his foot down, and Steve bargains with an invite. Come check out his exclusive scene. One time only. If Steve wants he can ice Eddie out anytime, but he has one chance to make it in the crowd. And Eddie’s like… fuck you. But I’ll come, because free alcohol. And then he shows up and it’s actually a really good time, and Steve has so much influence and between him and Billy, no one gives Eddie a hard time

and Eddie’s never been able to just. Be in a crowd before. And have people seem to Like Him and Want Him and whatnot. and once again King Steve seems to have wrapped someone around his finger and Eddie hates himself a little for it but it’s Nice and he’s not lonely, but this is different. it’s different. so he keeps dealing to Steve for cheaper than he should, barely breaking even on the guy, and Steve keeps bringing him along. setting him up with people.

I want crazy tension when Eddie has to explain to Hellfire why he’s not available on Friday nights anymore. what that bruise is. why he’s not jumping up on the tables to cuss out King Steve anymore. guilt and shame and his own doctrine coming back to choke him

I just really like Mean Girls vibes and Heathers vibes. I think it’s beautiful and terrible and I’m a huge fan of social drama