I want you to take a really good long hard think about why Curly's first reaction to Jimmy being pissed is to immediately please. We all talk about how Anya is a victim of Jimmy, and she absolutely is, but so is Curly. His first immediate concern to the way Jimmy reacts to Anya announcing her pregnancy is met with immense fear and anxiety with the added soundtrack of what could be equivalent to the sound of Curly's heart racing.
He is beyond terrified, and when he does finally get to Jimmy, he immediately fawns, he freezes. He makes absolutely no mention of Anya, no mention of anyone else, because all that mattered in that situation of panic was easing Jimmy down and resolving the situation. "We'll fix it, one day at a time. Just you and me" He is trying to eliminate all potential problems in the situation so Curly can take the full front of Jimmy's rage.
Just like how he told Anya that she should have waited for him before telling Jimmy, he places himself infront of everyone else to take the blows. And having known Jimmy for a while now, he would exactly know what that looks like. Which is also representative of the fact that he braces the asteroid head on in the collision.
He was taking responsibility, and he took it. He took that blow, he took that punches, the insults and the degradation. Which again, furthers the point of exactly why Curly wouldn't recognise the signs of Anya being abused as well because this is all so normal for him.
He is just so used to looking at the bigger picture and how it doesn't ruin the illusion. Because he knows its fake, he knows that its not real, but he chooses to look anyways.
He wants so desperately to see the good in Jimmy that he doesn't even understand the damage its caused. His biggest weakness was his own kindness, and how normal it was to be a continuous punching bag, to be the thing in between his crew to protect them, he gave his whole life desperately trying to fix something caused by someone he genuinely tried to see the good in, and only realised he was being played for a fool until the bright, hot, rock was hurdling right towards him.
Because in that moment, he knew what was happening, and what Jimmy had done. But it was too late for realisations, and despite knowing this, he still tried. He still went into the cockpit, he still attempted to divert the ship, he still tried.
Curly is just as much as a victim of Jimmy's mistreatment and abuse as Anya is, in their own unique and parallel ways, they both had everything taken from them. Both an act of sacrifice, nowhere near their worst moments. Far from it, and it was the best one they've ever made.
And Jimmy continued to violate them, take, steal and destroy everything.
The sequel
I found it and I am bringing it here
“Whatever any of us may have thought about Hatsumomo, she was like an empress in our okiya....”
— 𝘈𝘳𝘵𝘩𝘶𝘳 𝘎𝘭𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘯, 𝘔𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘪𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘎𝘦𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘢
Gong Li as Hatsumomo in Memoirs of a Geisha (2005)
When I first saw her, i was mesmerized on how absolutely beautiful she is!
Hatsumomo is so cruel but I loved how Gong delivered all of her lines. She’s stunning!
Idk what trans man needs to hear this but you're NOT evil or disgusting for being a man. You do NOT have to suffer for the sins of the patriarchy committed by cis dudes. Being a man doesn't invalidate the misogyny you experienced growing up or experience now. Being a man doesn't mean you deserve to be isolated. Being a man doesn't mean you're inherently predatory or scary. You didn't "choose" this, and finding your true self is NOT "betraying the community" because you happen to be a man and/or masculine rather than a woman and/or feminine. You ARE allowed to be upset when people "affirm" your gender by malgendering you.
You DO deserve a community that uplifts you. You DO deserve to experience trans joy. You DO deserve to have your voices heard and your struggles recognized. Wanting the bare minimum of solidarity is NOT "making everything about trans men".
Ok but have we considered you having a succubus mark and Bi-Han just fucking using you as his own personal cum dump anytime he feels like it knowing he can’t get you pregnant? He’s so god damn determined though:
“You and this magic can resist me all you want but we both know I’m going to win,” he groans loudly, the echoing of flesh on flesh ringing obscenely in his stone chambers.
You’re teetering on the edge of insanity and hypothermia unable to count how many times the cryomancer has come inside you. You can barely breathe as he forces you to cum for him again, your walls clamping almost painfully tight around his perfect cock pistoning in and out of your dripping hole. “Bi-Bi-Han,” you whine breathlessly as pleasure floods your body and suddenly warms you as if awakening you from your frozen slumber. Your body twists and convulses under his as you drift in a half conscious sea of pleasure.
His hand presses against the mark, his cold resolution icing it over, “that stupid cunt thinks she can deny me my birthright? Not in a million years, curse or no curse I will fill the Lin Kuei with my heirs,” Bi-Han groans through gritted teeth before finally stilling in your warmth, his short nails digging into your skin like tiny daggers as you’re flooded with his cold release. His handsome face is curled in a scowl as he utters his dark promise to you and the night.
How you wished to give him what he desired, yearned to be rid of this curse but there was nothing you could do other than try and sate his desires as best as you were able.
Should I flesh this out more? I was inspired by watching my partner play Baldur’s Gate 3 and got to thinking what if Bi-Han was in love with a reader who was cursed by a succubus?? I’d love some feedback 🙏
You can’t mention breastfeeding with bi-Han then just not do the headcanons for it. So please Bi-Jan breastfeeding hcs
I don't remember ever mentioning that and I think you're gaslighting me into thinking I did so I'll feel bad and write them immediately and luckily for you it's working so here
Tw/cw: AFAB reader, normal NSFW shit
Not proofread
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Biggest sucker(no pun intended) for breastfeeding EVER. Would most likely spend all his time breastfeeding if he could.
He'd use it as a way to destress after a long day of work. He'd come home and immediately ask you, getting excited when you say yes.
He also wouldn't see it as a sexual thing, I think the only character that would find sexual pleasure in it is Raiden but y'all aren't ready for that convo
He's extremely submissive if you ever let him breastfeed. Like, if you want to dom, all you have to do is say you'll breastfeed him before or after. He'd be on his knees in seconds.
He'd also be really into tit fucking when youre lactating. He'd love squeezing your soft breasts around his cock while seeing milk come out of them.
He'd probably be into anything that has him close to your chest to begin with honestly. If you guys are having sex, he'll cup and squeeze your breasts. He lets out the most guttural moan youll ever hear.
He'd get hard if you played with his hair while he breastfed tho. Like, extremely hard. Whimpering too.
He'd beg you to ride him if you did
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A/n: anon if youre reading this which I know you are, it's short bc IDK WHAT TO DO WITH HIM I am sorry pls forgive me
I don't know what infidelity of my parents I will be paying
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