avpd culture is i would talk to you, but there's something deeply wrong with me. i can hide it from you as best i can initially but eventually something will give and i'll ghost you and never think of you again so that i don't feel the shame of all that time I was visible to you
reblog if you ship a ship that's unhealthy, toxic and fucked up
on tumblr people will say "yeah i've got 7 mental illnesses" then call you schizo for the most mundane symptoms and on reddit people will say "i'm a slightly awkward introvert" and you go to their profile to see their post history and they have mental health issues you didn't know god could create
avpd/szpd culture is experiencing "love" more like a reptile would--in the sense that you are familiar to me and I appreciate you, however I cant feel any deep emotional connection to you.
what does profdx mean? /gen /neu
It means I support professional diagnosis and encourage others not to self-diagnose but to seek help from a professional. Additionally, I am pro-recovery, but that's just something to tack on. I am professionally diagnosed with the illnesses and disorders I talk about on my blog. Prof - Professional dx - Diagnosis
TLDR: It means I'm professionally diagnosed with the stuff I talk about, and that I support professional diagnosis and am pro-recovery. Thank you for asking, and thank you for your politeness.
A continuation of my project of making a cute lil shota OC for every month of the year !
the way many self-proclaimed disability activists on Twitter automatically and without even thinking about it, treat a fellow disabled person (Luigi Mangione) like a fictional character, like he’s “representation”, like he’s not a real person experiencing real violence and incarceration in the real world, like his disabilities are character traits instead of a tangible source of suffering, goes to show how divorced many of these “disability activists” are from their own communities and their own histories. I honestly see it as no different from referring to a wheelchair user as “that person in the wheelchair” instead of using their name. we are real people. we have feelings. you are not the main character and this is not a tv show or a movie. internalize this
have an urge to create an online presence
post something in a discord server
instant regret! overwhelming shame!
its been hours at this point and i still feel awful!
can we talk about how when you try to make a relationship 'equal' between you and an abuser, they will always see it as you 'flipping the script' or 'engaging in reactive abuse' because if they aren't superior to you then they feel like you're threatening them? Like homie just saying 'Don't do this, it hurts me, every time you've done this it hurts me' and 'treat people like you want to be treated. if you're mean to me, I can be mean back' is apparently as bad as...checks notes... you beating and raping me and spreading lies about me to the public from your position of power. You don't owe your abuser the 'perfect victim. Fighting back is not something to be ashamed of.
Day 5: Ship Dynamics I Like!!
sniffles... be nice about the doodles please..
im cringe and i just want to like posts. (he/him+profdx+college+proship)
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