Today

Little too relatable

Credits to the creator (dolliecherie on tt)

yeah i woke up with my heart pounding severely. and i could barley get up without it getting worse. my head was so dizzy i was seeing black and white glitchy patterns so i had to focus on that before continuing. i had Half a tukey sandwhich with 8 pieces of lays chips and a cup of sweet tea. as unhealthy as it sounds it helped me feel better physically. the scale says i gained 1lb but im gonna be working out, drinking LOTS of water then taking a cold shower. to help burn some cals. but i think i jumped back into relapsing to fast bc its only been 3 days of fasting and i felt like i was near fuggin death.

why would i stop when everyday im just getting thinner and prettier?

You’re doing better than you think you are.

You’ve only lost 5 pounds? You gotta start somewhere.

You’ve hit a plateau? It’s better than gaining.

You didn’t fast as long as you wanted? At least you didn’t eat every hour.

You only burned half of the c@ls what you wanted? You could sat around and not burned anything.

You’re gonna get there hun. Give yourself some time. You’ll get there.

i feel so fat i used to be thin when my ex broke up with me then i met a new boy and i gained some weight and he even said he prefered skinny girls. his ex's were stunning i need to get back in control. Gw for now is 115. then we'll go lower :P

in 6 months, you can either be thinner than ever, or disappointed in yourself. your choice!

"there's food in your skin" i'm going to st4rve myself to death

so ive been stable at 123, not loosing not gaining unless i have a IBS episode which makes it go up but it ALWAYS goes back down. i was somehow 121 a few days ago AND IM BACK AT 123lbs LIKE WTFFFF it js wont stay down. even if i BARLEY eat. im gunna kms omg

i need to lock in.

Happy may! Let's start this month off strong ♥️