I Was Ringing Up A White Couples Burrito Bowls The Other Day At Chipotle. Their Total Was $17.38.

I actually freaked out because I didn't think it was the fake knife at first

Ineffective “guard dog”

a car, a torch, a death // twenty one pilots

i feel so bad even making this post but i’m a 22 year old mentally ill autistic who lives in a very emotionally abusive household with the same parent who sexually and physically abused me as a child and i’ve been told i have until the end of the year before i’m being kicked out

i haven’t done anything wrong except fail to be the independent, successful, neurotypical person that my father keeps expecting me to be. he refuses to acknowledge my autism and in his mind there’s nothing keeping me from getting my college degree and being like everyone else except my own laziness. so he’s gonna cut me off by a certain date. my mom died five years ago and i’m still mourning the loss of her unconditional love and support while trapped in the presence of someone who has abused me my entire life. it’s absolute hell

i don’t have any friends, and no family that i would feel comfortable confiding in about my situation. i don’t know how to cook or pay bills or anything pertaining to being on my own, let alone have the financial resources or income to do it. i do have a job as a grocery store cashier but it doesn’t pay nearly enough for me to be financially stable or to afford a place of my own. plus working too many hours is very detrimental to my physical and mental health. the only reason why i have a job in the first place is because i’ve been forced into pushing myself beyond my levels of comfort and i was threatened to have basic necessities taken away if i didn’t comply, even if it causes me unnecessary amounts of stress and anxiety

i’m honestly terrified because the day will come sooner or later when my dad tells me to get out and i won’t have anywhere to go or any money to survive on my own. i’ve had this post saved in my drafts for months because i know that to a lot of people, my situation isn’t as dire or important as others and i couldn’t bring myself to ask for help because i feel like i don’t deserve it

i know it’s a lot to ask but if there’s any way you can help, my paypal is alexagreenleaf@gmail.com or there’s a donate button on my blog. every small amount will be appreciated and put towards escaping my dad. even just signal boosting this will help if you’re unable to donate 

I couldn’t of said it better myself

So I found out this company is helping deaf people to find jobs.

There is an unemployment rate of 70% in the deaf and hard of hearing community. ( I know it might be a skewed figure). But this is just for your information to look up in.

My roommates diary says I snoop to much..

EVERYONE STOP I JUST LEARNED A NEW EMOTICON

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what im here for: little girls being allowed to cut their hair short and wear comfortable clothes so they can roll around and play. little girls never being asked about their theoretical “boyfriends” and not having the idea of having a boyfriend thrust on them. little girls having crushes on their best friend whos a girl and being able to be open about it. little girls being allowed to be themselves and be comfortable and be little kids.

I’m sure you’ve heard about the crisis in Flint, Michigan. Heres how my muslims brothers and sisters help!