lately the only way i can make myself study or do any work is by pretending that i’m doing some super important world-saving research or uncovering some insane secrets of the universe…i’m straight up gaslighting myself into school…
oh yeah i love annotating
today’s “study” session:
i have a 30 page seminar work for history I have left for last minute so these next few days will be an actual torture. But at least it’s history.
A lot of reading done today. Tomorrow will be starting putting everything together !
I know Hayden said Punish can be interpreted however we want but there is something so disturbing yet fascinating how without the context it’s so easy to relate to the song for whatever reason anyone has.
The first time I listened to it I genuinely thought that it was one of the most relatable songs, describing perfectly some of my feelings and thoughts. Then I read about the initial meaning behind it and just went “….oh”
She’s genuinely that good of a songwriter it’s insane.
one of the worst depictions of ‘autism power’ actually comes from hannibal, tell me why this emo twink shows up to crime scenes just to be like ‘watch this’ then closes his eyes and stands there weirdly for half an hour daydreaming about killing, if I was jack I would have sent his ass to the mental hospital.
the circle of life
for JUDE ST. FRANCIS from A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara
the diaries of franz kafka, franz kafka / ojibwa / simone de beauvoir, from a letter to jean-paul sartre / manuscript of the brothers karamazo, fyodor dostoevsky / how to cure a ghost, fariha róisín / postcolonial love poem, 'american arithmetic', natalie díaz / life of the party, 'we all got burnt that summer', olivia gatwood / saint stephen by john everett millais / the sorrow festival, erin slaughter / women of the fertile crescent: an anthology of modern poetry by arab women 'jebu', etel adnan / beast at every threshold, 'ten years after diagnosis', natalie wee
“i asked chatgpt—” well i asked the ceaseless watcher to turn its gaze upon you
This is a reminder that you can still serve cunt while using a mobility aid, hope that helps
he/him 19 ⚣ very cool playlists & pin boards( feel free to ask anything ! )
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