I will slap sunghoon omg
bros before hoes โฐ p.sh smau
synopsis > with the help of fukutomi tsuki, park y/n finally gains the courage to face their long time crush, the one and only, park sunghoon. park sunghoon thinks it's love at first sight when he sees her. paired up as the new mcs of music bank, shenanigans ensue when y/n learns about sunghoon's crush...
or in which... park y/n is an idiot with a big heart and park sunghoon is an oblivious fool [affectionate]
genre > smau + written, idol au, idiots to lovers, mutual pining, slight slow burn but not really, minimal angst, LOTS of fluff
warnings > constant and consistent cursing, probably terribly written 'angst', crack
featuring > idol!p.sh x idol!gn!reader, most of enha, bang chan of stray kids, tsuki of billlie, jooyeon of xdinary heroes, haewon of nmixx, chaeryeong of itzy, sunwoo of the boyz, wonbin & anton of riize (cameo) + wonyoung face claim in *some* places (there's only so much i can do, sorry-)
status > ongoing (150424-?)
taglist > OPEN! send an ask to be added. dms and comments will be ignored !
note > ITS FINALLY HERE ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ i've been working on this for a while now and im SO happy to finally be able to share this with you guys!! shout out to my darling abby who beta read this and kept me motivated while planning, you're the BEST ๐ค๐ซถ
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profiles > EN- | NEXUS | PRIVZ
chapters:-
prologue: bye bye akkong 01: the 'meet' cute (0.7k) 02: the announcement 03: you think i knew ??? 04: Big Reveal(s) (0.6k) 05: he likes WHO?! 06: new MCs in town 07: jungwon major L 08: let me help 09: dance dance 10: great chemistry
more tba !
ยฉ๏ธ yangkitties 2024 do not copy, plagiarise, or repost
YOU KNOW ME TOO WELL ๐
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hereโs a question for those of you whoโve seen my wip post โฆ
for my next wip, the fic will take place in 2023 (dark blood era), in an au where the boys and mila never got together in 2021. now trying not to spoil anything, but letโs say, that mila meets a potential suitor, whether it be another idol (i will take suggestions for this) or a previous crush from the pastโฆ the question for you guys is this:
VOTE SAD ENDING???
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hereโs a question for those of you whoโve seen my wip post โฆ
for my next wip, the fic will take place in 2023 (dark blood era), in an au where the boys and mila never got together in 2021. now trying not to spoil anything, but letโs say, that mila meets a potential suitor, whether it be another idol (i will take suggestions for this) or a previous crush from the pastโฆ the question for you guys is this:
What I look like at the function knowing I should be in bed reading a reader insert rn
summary: it's all over now, but he's still thinking of you. featuring alhaitham, diluc, kamisato ayato, and zhongli. part 2 to you're losing me.
w/c: 2.1k in total a/n: i am really churning out angst for yall. inspired by hits different by taylor swift
I find the artifacts, cried over a hat. Curse the space that I needed.
โThereโs no way you still have that.โ Kaveh comments as he walks past Alhaitham in their little library of the home. Kaveh looks at the small crystal in the scholar's hands, cringing.
Alhaitham glares at the blonde. โShut it.โ He grumbles, twirling the gem in between his fingers. He intended to give it to you over dinner, as an apology for the stunt he pulled two weeks ago. The guilt took over his body like a fever. He was sleepless for a few nights, and you slept in the guest bedroom. Eventually, he drew to a conclusion. The two of you had been dating for quite a while; maybe itโs time to take it to the next step.
He invited you to a proper dinner that night, and you accepted despite the growing tension between the two of you. Unfortunately for him, he didnโt realize the two of you had very different plans for that night. He was there to take it further. You were there to end it.
Kavehโs scoff takes Alhaitham out of the depths of his memory. โDonโt you have better things to do than nag me?โ Alhaitham spit out. โPay your rent, perhaps?โย
Kaveh rolls his eyes, crossing his arms. โItโs crazy how youโre talking to me how you talked to them.โ A glare made its way into his amber eyes. โThought you wouldโve learned to watch your choice of words after what happened.โ
Alhaitham had no rebuttal. He knew Kaveh was right. He didnโt think his words or actions carried much weight until you were crushed under them. His words and actions chipped away at what he loved until eventually, nothing was there at all. How did he not notice? How did he not see the storms in your eyes? How did he not hear the tiredness in your voice? How could he let you fight for the relationship alone, while he stood on the sidelines as it withered to nothingness? His eyes redirect from Kaveh to the gem in his hands. Itโs like he can still see your face in the reflection. Like the love was still there, shimmering and sparkling the same way the gem did in the afternoon sun.
โAnd yes, I do have better things to do.โ Kaveh says, walking towards the entrance of the house. โIโm heading to lunch with a friend of mine.โ A knock pierces their conversation, effectively saving Alhaitham from having to face the harsh truth from Kaveh of all people. โAh, theyโre here!โ Kaveh leaves the library entirely, leaving Alhaitham in the room alone. He hears the front door open. โY/N!โ Kaveh greets. Alhaitham freezes.
What the fuck?
โJust one second, I forgot something in the study.โ He hears Kaveh say, and footsteps are fast approaching. Kaveh retrieves his left behind item, but not before Alhaitham stops him. The grip he has on Kavehโs forearm is almost painful.
โWhat the hell?โ Alhaithamโs voice is bitter. Jealous, even.
Kaveh yanks his arm away. โJust because you lost the love of your life Y/N doesnโt mean I have to lose my friend Y/N.โ Kavehโs voice is firm. Soon enough, heโs walking away and out the door.
Alhaitham feels the sorrow truly kick in. All the times he asked for space from you. All the time he couldโve spent with you. Now, the space between the two of you was farther than ever before. And he canโt do anything but look at the gem in his hand, wishing he could run to you more than ever.
I trace the evidence, make it make some sense, why the wound is still bleeding?
He wonโt admit it, but Dilucโs hands were beginning to ache from the endless action of polishing the glasses. He insisted on working the bar tonight, letting the usual bar staff have some well deserved rest. Peering down, Diluc takes the time to examine the many scars on his hands. They were dotted on his skin, and they all held a story. A burn. A scab he kept picking at. An accidental cut. Either way, they all had an experience leading up to each wound.
He realizes how much of a hypocrite he is. Scolding you for wanting the adventure, for getting a minor injury as if he doesnโt do ten times more fighting than you did. Worried endlessly for your safety, as if he doesnโt risk his life on the daily. Diluc has faced many wounds over his life, but the worst one heโs experienced was losing you.
The breakup wasnโt dramatic. The two of you sat across from each other next to the fire, and you told him of how you lost the love. Of how the flame burned so slowly than it burned out. The two of you agreed to end things together; at least, thatโs what you think. He didnโt lose anything. His flame still burns as brightly as it did in the beginning. Perhaps his flame burned so bright that it overtook yours. You packed your things and left Dawn Winery. He saw you off with a polite wave, but the moment the door shut, the dam burst and the tears flowed.
Now here he was, without you, repeating a stupid polishing action until the door opened. There you were, with the Traveler and Venti of all people. Itโs awkward for a moment, both of your eyes darting around to avoid the otherโs. Eventually, the three of you get a table to sit at. As your group passes by, he hears the Traveler quietly say something to you. โSorry, Y/N. I didnโt think heโd be working today.โ He hears you laugh. Oh, how he wishes he was the source.ย
โDonโt worry about it,โ You say. โIโm basically over him.โ
Diluc feels a sting in his chest, and he has to stop himself from dropping the glass in his hand. That hurt. He certainly wasnโt over you. The night passes, and you are engaged in conversation. Diluc takes the chance to steal fleeting glances in your direction.
The weapon on your back has more wear and tear. Your bag looks heavier, more used. He sees minor scars on your skin. A few on your arm, one on your cheek, some on your calves. It takes everything in him to not fret over you, but he knows he canโt. Youโre not his to lose anymore. But most of all, Diluc sees the way you exude light. Cheer radiates from you, and he doesnโt think heโs ever seen you more beautiful than you were right now.
You may bear more scars than when you were with him, but heโs never seen you happier.
You were the one that I loved! Donโt need another metaphor, itโs simple enough.
Ayato runs a hand through his hair while walking the streets of Inazuma City. He was on the way to a wedding attire fitting, for his wedding to another Inazuman noblewoman. The wedding isnโt for another month, so itโs crucial to ensure that all clothing is prepared and ready to allow ample time for unforeseen circumstances. On the way to his appointment, Ayato passes by a familiar restaurant. He softly smiles, remembering how he used to visit often. Then, his smile is replaced with a frown when he realizes he hasnโt been in two months. There was no reason for him to eat there anymore- he used to eat there with you.
Heโll never forget how puffy your eyes were when you broke things off with him. It was obvious you were crying, and with how the conversation was going, Ayato was about to cry too. โI canโt do this anymore, Ayato.โ Your voice sounded exhausted. Ayato hated knowing he was the reason for your sleepless nights. He didnโt understand why he snapped at your skepticism over the arranged marriage. He couldn't, and wouldnโt ever imagine you marrying someone else. He understood. The problem is, he understood too late. Now, itโs been two months and he still doesnโt go a single day without thinking of you.ย
Finally, Ayato arrived at his destination. The tailors was a quaint little shop in a less busy corner of Inazuma, but many of the locals purchased ceremonial clothing from the owners. Theyโre said to have a very keen eye, even when it comes to choosing employees. Ayato slides the door open, and he is greeted by a worker.
โWelcome! Are you here for a fitting or-โ
He could recognize that voice. Thereโs no way. His eyes widened at the realization, and you did too, seeing how your words trailed off.ย
โY/N.โ He breathed out your name as if he had been suffocating prior. You take a second to compose yourself before putting your professional facade back on. He is a customer. He is no more than that.
โAre you here for an appointment?โ You ask.
Your formal tone throws him off. He remembers your cheery usual tone from back then, and he wishes nothing more than to go back to those times.
โYeah.โ He nods. โItโsโฆwedding attire.โ
You feel your breath hitch in your throat. Of course, heโs still going forward with the marriage. After all, he made it clear that you have nothing to offer for the Kamisatos.You nod curtly before gesturing him to a fitting station. โPlease allow me to grab my tools.โ You give a small bow, ignoring eye contact. You turn away to head towards the shopโs tool drawer with measuring tapes and such. When youโre certain he cannot see your face, you allow your bottom lip to tremble slightly.ย
Meanwhile, Ayatoโs eyes stay trained on your figure. For the two of you to break up, then have you be the person attending to him during the wedding fitting? The Seven must be laughing at him as he experiences this cruel twist of fate. Suddenly, it hits him. The two of you are part of each otherโs past. Itโs over. You arenโt in each otherโs present lives, and you most likely wonโt be part of each otherโs futures.
You might be a stranger now, but he will forever recognize your voice in a sea of people.
A wrinkle in time, like the crease by your eyes. This is why they shouldnโt kill off the main guy.
โWho do you think the lucky one is?โ The women of Liyue gossip. Their eyes are fixed on Zhongli, following him like a hawk. The man in question is shopping for flowers. However, he seems to be interested in the large bouquets of flowers, the ones far too large to be classified as โjust felt like itโ flowers. He takes his time to examine each flower thoroughly. He checks the stems, petals, if theyโre fully bloomed. Uncommon than most men nowadays, Zhongli was truly looking at every factor while shopping for these flowers, which is why the women were so interested to know who they were for.
On Zhongliโs end, his senses were being absolutely bombarded with the signature floral scent. Zhongliโs taste in flowers only gets incredibly picky around this time of year. After all, the anniversary of your death is upcoming. He only wants the best flowers for you, since he couldnโt give you the best when you were still alive. If thereโs one memory heโll never forget, itโll be how you still told him that you loved him, even in your final moments.
โExcuse me, are you looking for anything in particular?โ A worker asks him.
Normally, heโd politely decline and continue about his day. But he canโt. Not when said worker looks identical to you. His eyes are wide, scanning the person up and down. Same hair, eyes, facial structure. If he didnโt know better, heโd think you were right in front of him. Unfortunately, Zhongli does know better. He knows that you are no longer alive. And he knows that he is the reason for your death.
He regains his composure. โIโm alright, thank you.โ His smile is polite, but not sincere.
"Ah, alright. Iโm sorry if this sounds weird butโฆโ The worker started. โAre you doing alright? Iโm sorry, I just felt like I had to ask you. Gut feeling, I guess.โ
For a second time, Zhongli was taken aback, but he answered nonetheless. โYes, just trying to find some nice flowers.โ The worker smiled. It amazes Zhongli how much they look like you.
โAre you buying flowers for someone?โ They ask.
โYes,โ Zhongli pauses. โTheyโre for someone who is very dear to me.โย
The worker points to a bouquet. โHow about this one, then? Itโs one of my favorites.โ
Zhongli smiles. They were your favorite too. He lets out a chuckle at the situation. He had always hoped to see you again, but he didnโt think youโd visit him like this. โThat one looks great.โ He responds.
He looks up at the sky, and he hopes you know that in every other universe, he wouldโve chosen you.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ฅ๐๐๐ง ๐๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐
โคฅ ๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐๐๐ซ๐ค ๐๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ง ๐ฑ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ซ
โคฅ ๐ ๐๐ง๐ซ๐: ๐๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ง๐๐ฆ๐ข๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ!๐๐
โคฅ ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ง๐จ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ: ๐ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ง๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐๐๐ญ ๐๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐๐ฅ๐ฏ๐, ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฆ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ง๐๐ฆ๐ข๐๐ฌ. ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐๐ข๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ข๐ง๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ข๐ซ ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ ๐๐๐๐ค ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐๐๐ก ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐๐ญ ๐๐ง ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ'๐ฌ ๐ข๐๐ ๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ค.
โคฅ ๐๐ฐ: ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ซ๐๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ฉ๐ฌ, ๐๐๐๐ง๐๐จ๐ง๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฏ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ
โ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ฏ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ โ ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ โ ๐ง๐๐ฑ๐ญ โ
(A/N: they're flirting your honour ๐ซฃ anyway, there it is babies!!! it's a little insight into the nishimura dynamics which means we're now on our way to angst wave no.3 let's go!๐คญ thank you guys SO much for all the love and sweet feedback on the previous chapter, i love and appreciate you all so so so much!!!!๐๐ฅบ reblogs are always appreciated!!!๐ซง๐)
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CRAZYYYY
pairings: charles leclerc x reader (romantic/platonic).
summary: friendships donโt always survive, you and charles would know.
warnings: cheating towards the end. no smut but a makeout session. sorry alex ๐
authorโs note: the brocedes au that me and anon wanted. iโm trying something new btw. let me know how u feel about it.
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you never imagined yourself in the same room as charles. not willingly anyways. yet, when you received the invitation with his handwritten note asking you to come. you knew you couldnโt say no. you had spent so much of your childhood discussing the future. he wanted a family. three kids, a dog and a gorgeous wife that loved him. you wanted a career. the glory, the accolades and the fans that loved you.
he made you promise one day that youโd be at his wedding. you were fifteen at the ice cream shop that heโd always drag you too. you had snuck out without arthur in order to have an extra scoop after charlesโ dad had paid for the ice cream youโd had earlier. he looked over at you, eyes serious and asked you to be his best man โ (โbest woman, best girl. it doesnโt matter. i just want you next to me. iโm serious yn.โ he took a lick of his ice cream and the seriousness melted away when he left a smudge on his nose.)
you didnโt break promises easily.
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however, when arthur came running up to you, asking you to follow him. when your relationship with charles disintegrated, you never lost touch with arthur. he was like a little brother to you. you would very rarely meet him for brunch in whatever city you happened to both be in. so when he asked you to follow him, you did willingly.
โwhere are we going?โ you ask, as he pulls you along by your right hand. โusually, whenever you donโt give me context it means youโre doing something bad. is this something bad leclerc?โ
โwhen am i ever doing something bad?โ he looks over his shoulder and gives you a wink. you roll your eyes. he plants you in front of a room and nods at it. you stare at him blankly.
โokay? iโm not a mind reader arthur.โ
โi need you to help me look for something.โ he nods at the room. โin there.โ
โyou can do it yourself.โ you turn to leave before he runs in front of you and stops you.
โlisten. i donโt care if you had that weird breakup with my brother,โ you start to protest that it wasnโt a breakup but he stops you. โbut you didnโt need to cut me off too. you were a part of my life too. you abandoned me too.โ
โi donโt ask you for anything yn but i need your help. iโm looking for my silver cufflinks. i need them.โ he raised his cuffs to show you the distinct lack of cufflinks. โplease. iโm begging you. i wouldnโt ask otherwise.โ
you didnโt expect to come here to be blackmailed and guilt tripped but it was working. you avoided everything leclerc. even his family, especially his family if you were being honest. they went from being your second family to nothing at all.
โokay.โ you nod. โiโll get your cufflinks.โ
arthur smiles and opens the door for you to walk in. itโs someoneโs hotel room. either arthurโs or a friendโs. itโs messy and you sigh. itโll be hard finding them in this mess but you start carding through clothes.
โyn?โ
you know that voice anywhere. you turn around and itโs charles. heโs half dressed in his wedding suit, his crisp white shirt half unbuttoned. his hair is still messy as if heโs ran his hand through nervously multiple times. you smile with no teeth and move to open the door. itโs locked.
โarthur leclerc! open this fucking door!โ you seethe. you bang against the door and hear his voice through the material.
โnot until you fucking talk! iโll be back in half an hour.โ you hear his footsteps walk away. you turn to charles who smiles sheepishly at you.
โtea?โ
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ham1ltonshaderoom: it seems all the rumours are true. sworn enemies f1 drivers charles leclerc and yn yln have seemed to call a truce to celebrate his wedding to art historian alexandra saint mleux. she was seen wearing a dark green vivienne westwood gown as she celebrated the coupleโs nuptials.
what do we think about the rekindling of this flame, ham1ltons?
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user1: CHARLESYN IN THE SAME ROOM NO ARGUING NO FIGHTS WE CHEERED!!
user2: i wish we had pictures of her. she always eats her outfits.
-> user3: wtf how does she digest them?
-> user2: figure of speech babe <3
user4: did she have a date??
-> user5: her longtime boyfriend!!
user6: they worked it out on the remix
-> user7: so FERRARI โค๏ธ
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charles makes you the tea. he doesnโt finish buttoning his shirt as he pours it into a mug for you. he remembered how you liked it - two sugars and a splash of milk. you stay silent but nod gratefully.
itโs been so long since youโve been alone with him. youโre not the same wide eyed kid but neither is he. heโs getting married and youโre giving him the silent treatment. he sits on the edge of his bed awkwardly. tapping his thigh with a single finger.
โthank you for coming,โ he says. โi didnโt think you would.โ
โthe handwritten invitation was a nice choice,โ you sip your tea. โpersonal. did everyone else like it?โ
โonly yours was,โ he coughs into his elbow. โhandwritten. i mean. only yours.โ
thatโs news to you but you donโt have time to ponder what that means before he speaks again.
โiโve thought for the longest time on what iโd say to you if i got the chance. everything. how sorry i was, how sorry i am, how much i hated you and how much you meant to me. you were my best friend yn. my best friend. no one has even come close to what you were for me.โ he chuckles as he presses his palms into his eyes. โwho else could i talk to besides you?โ
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(insert a tiktok edit of the two of you throughout your careers. the song playing over it is the song โchemtrails over the country clubโ by lana del ray specifically the lyrics โnobodyโs son/nobodyโs daughterโ. it gets 167k likes.)
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โdo you still hate me?โ charles looks at you under his lashes.
โof course i do. you hurt me.โ
โyou hurt me. but i donโt hate you.โ charles fidgets in his seat. he stretches his hands to place them on his knees. you sip your tea. โdo you remember when i asked you to be my best woman?โ
you nod.
โi didnโt mean that. i wanted you to be my wife.โ
you would choke on your tea if you didnโt know that information but charles wasnโt subtle. yet it was a case of missed opportunities. you didnโt like him then and he didnโt like you now.
โi couldnโt hate you yn. god knows i tried. it hurts me knowing that you hate me as i could never hate you. i said all that shit because i was hurt and angry. you said i was a shitty driver. that is wouldnโt have won without ferrariโs strategies which we both know are shit-โ
โiโm sorry, i didnโt know you still cared about my opinion.โ you interrupt. your voice still has a defensive edge to it. he just shrugs.
โiโll always care about your opinion.โ
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user1: editing yn to lโamour de ma vie by billie eilish (extended version) rn ๐
user2: what part?
user1: listen from 2:15 till 2:56!!
user3: THATS GONNA EATT OMGGGG
user4: wish we could edit the wedding appearance of the two of them omggg.
user5: when i get off my lazy ass and finish my edit of them to โthe girl so confusingโ remix
user6: do yโall think theyโre talking at the wedding?
user7: babe do you know yn? sheโs probably at the very corner of the reception right now. sheโll take a pic with every other leclerc besides charles and probably leave before dinner is served.
user8: youโre so real. yn would NEVER talk to charles let alone be alone with him. i hate it but itโs the truth.
user9: plus charles is probably busy with the wedding.
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you never considered yourself to be a bad person but making out with your ex best friend/teammate literally a few hours before heโs about to get married? thatโs a bitch move.
you try to think about his fiancรฉe. sheโs probably getting ready excitedly with her family and friends. thinking about being the future mrs leclerc while youโre two minutes away from committing adultery on both of your partners.
you pull apart from charles. he looks at you with wide eyes.
โwe canโt fucking do this. weโre awful people,โ you sit up. โmy fucking lipgloss is all over your mouth.โ
โi look good in pink. itโll be fine.โ he wipes it off.
โyou have a fiancรฉe. youโre getting married.โ
โtell me the word and iโll call it off. just for you.โ he looks at you. โiโm quitting f1 after this year anyways. iโm not attempting to go for the second championship. i donโt want it.โ
โhow do you not want it?โ
โwe have different priorities but i wonโt be a f1 driver anymore. you always said you couldnโt date a driver. iโve grown now. iโm fine being in your shadow. i love it. i want it.โ
he looks at you as serious as he did when he asked you to be his best woman all those years ago.
โwhat do you want yn?โ
you bite your lip, and think.
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user7: iโm hoping we get at least a picture. just one.
user4: i would DIE!!! imagine!!!
user3: charlesynnies suffer every day and everyone else wins.
user2: i think yn is right there with charles. maybe dancing.
user1: he always said sheโd be at his wedding. he was right. i think there is still love there.
user5: FINISHED MY FUCK ASS EDIT PLEASE LIKE AND COMMENT ON TIKTOK BESTIES
user6: okay i wrote a little fic for ao3. itโs called โwait until you like me againโ!! itโs domestic charlesyn as they are forced to work everything out. kinda angsty but really smutty.
user1: spamming u both charlesynnies are the best idc <3
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interviewer โ so is it true? youโre renewing your ferrari contract?
charles (laughing) โ it is true. racing is my life. this is it for me. itโd take something big to take me away from it.
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๊ฐ synopsis ๊ฑ all hopes were crushed when you realized there was no way to get close to your crush, choi beomgyu. your advances to get close to him never seemed to work. so, you decided to get closer to his best friend, heeseung, by joining the broadcasting club. but as scripts change, so do crushes, and you end up falling for his best friend instead.
โธ auditions are open . . . !
ใ คโMATCHMAKER โโ crush bsf ! heeseung x reader
fast forward โโ [ genre ] : written, fluff, angst, 90s au, unrequited love
meet the members ! beomgyu, gaeul, jungwon, taehyun, juyeon [more tba.]
warnings ๐งท [only in this scene] unrequited love, yn kinda uses hee, thats all I think
ใ คhe's a real catch โน est. 2OK
โ [ archives ] one result found . . . hi (still on hiatus kinda) js came here to post the fic teaser :D (im prolly gna post this after mocks or after my igcses) also ty @yenqa sewlmate for writing the synopsis (ly dookie) send an ask or comment to be added in the taglist !
THE FALL OF NINETEEN-NINETY SIX MARKED A PIVOTAL MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE. Ever since you came into the world, you never really could grasp the concept of love.
You wrapped your head around the myths and tales your mother would read to you every night. You thought that every princess would have her own shining knight in armor. So, after thirteen years of living, where was yours?
Your knight in shining armor, or knights in shining armor, existed within the pages of the comic books you read. You often wondered if they would magically pop out of your books and transport you into their world. Similarly, you wondered whether any of the characters from your adored TV shows would step out and bring you into their lives.
So, it wasn't a surprise when your jaw dropped to the ground as you saw the most beautiful man in your life (well, technically, boy). If the epitome of beauty was a fourteen-year-old boy, it would be Beomgyu.
But it wasnโt just his face that made your thirteen-year-old self swoon over him, it was also the way he acted. You loved the way he conversed, his smooth way of talking at a young age and the way he smiled at you every time he made jokes with his friends. You loved how his eyes lightened every time heโd pull a silly prank.
But the problem was, he never talked to you. You admired him from afar. You never actually had the guts to talk to him, as if. You were content with watching his funny actions from a distance.
There were some moments when you pushed aside your nervousness and talked to him. You remember having butterflies in your stomach the moment you first talked to him. There were times when you both were paired up as project partners for a biology assessment and at that moment, you swore you couldโve worshiped the floor that your biology teacher walked on due to her giving you an opportunity like this.
You knew this was an opportunity to make your move. And you did. You brought him small snacks with little notes on them. Gave him gifts regularly. Maybe even took lessons from your best friend on how to subtly flirt with him. You really thought you had him. Because whenever you used to play out these little acts, you saw the subtle smile on his face. You were so close. Itโs like the universe laid it out for you. Gosh, how lucky you were!
Luck. The luck that you thought you had. If luck was a person, you wouldโve tackled it to the ground already. Because the day you were about to confess to him was the day he announced his new girlfriend.ย
His first girlfriend. You doubt you called it โloveโ since the only thing she cared about was that he was popular and pretty. Thatโs it! All that girl could get from Beomgyu was his looks and his reputation. You couldโve scoffed at the sight.
Beomgyu was so much more than that. He was loyal, kind, and trustworthy. And she went for his looks. Even though she had him, you felt as if she was missing out on so much. You were partly sad due to them getting together and also due to Beomgyu getting used to his looks.
So, you were practically prancing when you heard the news of their breakup a month later. Did you care that Beomgyu was absolutely heartbroken? Well, yes, but you felt relieved that Beomgyu was finally unleashed from that mean troll's wrath.
And as he got older, he grew more handsome. And God did you love it. When you entered high school he was a completely different person. He had gotten more flirty and way more pretty. He was way out of your league.ย
Out of the years you were in this crappy high school, you made absolutely no improvement in your and Beomgyuโs relationship. Beomgyu, who kept getting new flings every summer and tons of situationships seemed to discard your existence. One could only say โWhat the fuck?โ
Your thoughts swirled, and you had a collection of emotions roaming around your head until your best friend jolted you back into reality with a gentle nudge on the shoulder.
โAre you even listening?โ Seoriโs voice cut through your thoughts, annoyed, since she had to explain what she was talking about in the first place.
โSorry, what were you saying?โ You blinked, focusing your attention on your best friend.
She sighs, โI was saying that I think Doyoung is going to ask me out.โ Seori pouts โWhy does he not get that I donโt like him that way, jeez.โ
Her ramble about her current boy toy washed out in the background. You were once back in your thoughts until you saw him heading into the cafeteria. Beomgyu entered the cafeteria, his smile widening at something his best friend said.ย
Lee Heeseung, Beomgyuโs best friend. His ride or die. As long as you can remember, they were attached to the hip. They were basically the package deal. If Beomgyu was the life of the party, Heeseung would hold up his hair while he threw up in the hostโs toilet. While Beomgyu was the exact depiction of a social butterfly, Heeseung remained aloof, keeping people at armโs length. You could only wonder how he dealt with Beomgyuโs outbursting personality.
โEarth to Yn!โ Seori snapped her fingers in front of your face which once again, brought you back to reality.
โSorry.โ You sheepishly smiled looking at your best friend's annoyed face. Your friend followed the gaze you had fixed before looking over to her. And her eyes followed the trail of your alleged โmanโโโ Beomgyu.
โHim again.โA sigh erupted from Soeri, having enough of your rambling over your four-year-old crush.
โIโm sorry, alright!โ You pouted, your back hunching over the disappointing development between you two which was nowhere to be found. โHeโs just so cute, God!โ
Your sigh was followed by your best friend. Not long after, your best friendโs fed-up expression converted into a rather eager one.
โI got it!โ She exclaimed, her hand hitting your back while she practically screamed. You winced in pain as a few fellow students gave you judgemental stares.
โAll you have to do is be close with his best friend, Lee Heeseung.โ She slowly said, almost like a mastermind coming up with a villainous planโwell, you would consider your best friend to be some sort of evil criminal.
But this, this opened new angles in your head. It felt like the universeโor more like your best friendโlaid it out for you again. Your once unsolvable puzzle showed a new direction, and the missing piece was all in front of you.ย
Okay, maybe you felt bad that you were going to use Heeseung like that, even looking forward to it. But, you were really desperate. To the point where you would actually be eager to attend Sunday mass just to ask God for Beomgyu to like you back or even spare one glance at you. Well, what could you do?ย
Out of excitement, you pulled Seori in for a hug with a squeal while giving her a kiss on the cheek which she in return, yelped. โSeori, youโre a genius!โ
โYes, I know.โ She laughed a bit, escaping your tight grip on her before wiping the spot you kissed her hastily with her hands.
โI mean, how hard could it be?โย
You smiled and your gaze wet up the the boy you loved for most of your life, then slowly to the equally handsome boy. Jackpot.
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โฌ ๐ ๐๐ง๐ซ๐: ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ!๐๐, ๐๐๐!๐๐๐ฒ, ๐ฌ๐๐๐ซ๐๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฒ!๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
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"Are you sure we're at the right address, Sir?"
His chauffeur's question barely makes its way to his consciousness, as Jongseong allows his gaze to nervously and curiously roam the parts of Seoul he's never been to before.
As a business man he's definitely seen most of his favorite and most important capital, yet it genuinely feels like stepping foot into a whole new city.
All of a sudden and for the first time in his life, Jongseong simply can't recognize the place he was born and raised in, the capital he's always loved and appreciated. All of a sudden and for the first time in his life he genuinely feels out of place.
"Yes, it's the apartment complex right here", is the only thing he manages to say before the car comes to a halt and he finds himself in the midsts of Seoul's other kind of night life.
Despite the time being quite late, there are children and teenagers out on the street, laughing and playing together, a group of old man comfortably seated in front of a random little restaurant as the old women are slowly starting to close their shops.
Jongseong doesn't know what he expected when he had spontaneously decided to join his driver to pick you up, especially since you had already told him about where your apartment is located, yet it absolutely didn't prepare him for the reality of it.
It's not like he's never been to the less wealthy parts of Seoul, but for some reason he can't help but doubt the safety of it.
The thought of his pretty girl having to take the bus at late times with all these possible dangers lingering around has his head spinning with worry.
There's absolutely no way he'll let you go home by yourself ever again after this.
With a harsh gulp, Jongseong gets out of the car, the boys' and young men's attention quickly shifting to him as he shoots his body guard a firm gaze to stop him from following the way he'd usually do it. Because for some reason, Jay feels like he doesn't need him in his back in this particular situation.
"Oh, damn", one of the boys yells as soon as his eyes meet Jongseong's, his face quickly giving away just how young he is, however his height as well as the proportions of his body making him seem like they're the same age, "seems like Y/N's finally getting over that stupid asshole!"
His words leave the young CEO speechless.
Why does he know you? And why the fuck is he all up in your business to the point where he actually knows things about your personal life in such great detail?
Jongseong can't help but wonder if you've managed to create bonds to these young men, and as he thinks about the possibility of it, he knows it's nothing too unrealistic, as you usually tend to treat every single human being the exact same way, no matter who they are or where they come from.
"I like him the most so far", another boy yells, a little older than the other ones yet still young enough to be in school, "he actually looks like he'll treat her well."
For a short moment, Jay tries his best to understand whether or not this is actually happening because despite how overwhelmed he is, he feels way more comfortable than he would have ever expected to.
"Y/N and I are just โ friends", Jay suddenly says, a soft smile on his lips and the way all boys are quick to reciprocate the sweet gesture melts his heart on the spot, "I'm here to pick her up."
"Nah, you guys aren't friends", the first boy chuckles, "you like her more than that, am I right?"
This time he simply can't hold back a little chuckle in response to the boy's playful words and yet all he does is shrug his comment off.
"What's your name? Might as well let us know since you'll obviously come around a lot more from now on."
For a moment, Jongseong hesitates. Not because he doesn't trust the boys but rather because for the first time in his life, he doesn't want people to know what reputation his name comes with.
"Jay", is what he decides on, "I'll make sure to get to know you all as well next time, but for now I gotta pick her up. The host of tonight's dinner we're invited to is incredibly stingy when it comes to being on time."
The boys nod, some of them shoot Jongseong another row of smiles whereas the older ones seem suspicious and mischievous. And as Jay comes to stand in front of the apartment building's front door, he carefully looks for your name on one of the tags before ringing your bell and silently praying that you won't speak to him through the speaker bur rather just buzz him in instead.
To his luck you're way too stressed and in a rush to actually care about who you're letting into the apartment complex. After almost two three of living here, you've grown used to the random ringings on your doorbell because one of the kids has forgotten their keys again or a random neighbor asking you for leftovers, especially towards the end of the month when the money situation gets a little critical for everyone.
Ever since you've started working for The Park Company, you've been earning way more than most people in your complex and since you have nobody but yourself to take care of, you love giving the rest to the people in your community.
To some people it might be too much but these exact people were the ones who took great care of you throughout the few times you spent jobless and on the actual edge of poverty, barely making ends meet.
It's a great privilege and honor to finally give back to them and there's nobody in this neighborhood you're not genuinely grateful for.
It takes Jay a little longer than five minutes to find his way to your door, the middle aged lady at the end of the hallway quickly letting out an amused laugh upon seeing the tall CEO desperately looking for the right way to go before finally helping him.
And as soon as he lifts his hand to knock on your door, he feels his heartbeat picking up its pace in no time, thrumming in his throat as the blood rushes in his ears and easily blends out every single other noise.
You can't help but be a little surprised as soon as you realise that there's actually someone on the other side of your door since you weren't really expecting anyone and are pretty sure Mr. Park's driver didn't feel the need to come all the way up to your apartment.
With only one boot on your feet and your lips half way lined, you swing the door open and find yourself standing in front of none other than your boss.
The sight of Park Jongseong in your complex hallway feels surreal, like it's nothing but a mentally created image and the longer you stare at him, the more intimated you feel. This block, this part of the city, your life โ none of these things are made for people who were fed with silver spoons the second they came to this world and even if you don't feel ashamed or embarrassed, you definitely feel a little shy and yet defensive about it.
If it wasn't for the initial shock, you would have easily missed the way his eyes widen just the tiniest bit and for a moment you're not sure if he actually just gasped for air, but with him you usually tend to read too much into his behavior, so without giving it another thought you take a deep breath.
"I'm so sorry for making you wait, Sir", you say and start fumbling with the little belt of your rather small black dress, too nervous to make eye contact as you feel his dark eyes roaming your body almsot shamelessly.
"I didn't know you would be the one to pick me up."
"Don't worry about it", Jongseong says and clears his throat, every single drop of blood finding its way into his cock, "I wanted to make it a surprise."
His words leave you flabbergasted.
And from the sudden nervousness grazing his features you're pretty sure you haven't done a good job at hiding your reaction.
Jongseong doesn't want to make you uncomfortable, yet he simply has no idea what to say.
You look like you came straight out of his biggest fantasies, your whole demeanor is what he's been dreaming about for the past few weeks and besides that one night at Heeseung's new club he's never been in your presence outside of work.
For some reason he kind of expected this to be a little easier, but at the end of the day all of his worries and doubts have become reality.
"Call me Jay, please", he suddenly blurts and looks at you with his pretty eyes roaming your face, "I think we're past the point of you constantly addressing me as 'Sir' and by my last name."
"But...you're my boss", you whisper and start playing with your favorite necklace, but still too shy to look him kn the eyes, "I don't want to be unprofessional or inappropriate."
"Y/N, Iโ", but Jongseong doesn't get the opportunity to finish his sentence as his phone starts ringing and the custom ringtone lets him know exactly who it is.
"It's Hoonie", he sighs and pulls the device out of his pocket, not yet picking up the call, "I'll be here waiting for you to get ready. No need to rush yourself."
All you do is nod before turning around and quickly looking for your second shoe as well as finishing the last touch ups on your make up.
For a single second you actually consider inviting him inside but you're not ready for your boss to see your tiny little apartment. This time it is a little bit of shema which kind of hoods you back because compared to his big penthouse, your place is as big as his home office.
Once you've finally finished getting yourself ready and actually presentable, you try your best not to stare at your boss who's currently talking to his best friend, leaning against the wall and looking absolutely out of place and yet like he actually fits into the whole picture perfectly.
With a soft sigh you throw away all of those little thoughts and glimpses of hope before locking your door and waiting for Jongseong to join you.
You're too nervous, too anxious and excited to actually hear what he's saying to Hoonie on the phone and as soon as he pulls it away from his ear, you find yourself gasping for air at the mesmerizing sight of Park Jongseong.
He's not wearing his usual three piece but the casual version of his daily outfit. Few of the buttons on the top of his white dress shirt unbuttoned, revealing just the right amount of chest as the blazer hugs his strong biceps in just the right places. You don't let your eyes find their way to his legs because you know the sight of his thick thighs in those black slacks are going to drive you insane. Riding and using them for your own pleasure being one of your personal favorite fantasies.
Neither one of you says a single word as you make your way to the car, the cold November air hitting you a lot harder than expected and now you're absolutely regretting your choice of jacket.
You quickly check up on your boys, who have obviously been waiting for you two to come downstairs, before they all shoot Jay a knowing look and an appreciative nod of acknowledgment, which you would have missed if you hadn't been attentively watching your boss's reaction to the kids of your block.
With a soft smile, Jay opens the door to his car, making sure you're comfortably seated before making his way to the other side.
You're quick to start a conversation with his bodyguard, since the two of you have been spending just as much time with each as you have with Jay himself and for some reason he can't help but feel a sense of relief hit him.
You're here with him. You're in his car and he finally gets to take the tiniest bit of care of you, something he's been daydreaming about for so long.
You can feel his eyes burning through your skin and you can't even deny how much you're enjoying it. Knowing he actually seems to like what he sees has the butterflies in your tummy go absolutely crazy, despite your many attempts to kill them off completely. There's just something about Park Jongseong which seems to turn the easiest things into the biggest challenges.
"Y/N, I've thought a little about the rules I've set up for you in my office and have decided to abandon most of them", Jongseong suddenly says and when you turn your head to meet his strong gaze, you're surprised to see that he genuinely seems nervous.
"Oh?" You look at him with raised eyebrows, your hands neatly folded in your lap and all of a sudden you feel a lot less anxious than just a few seconds ago.
There's just something about him, which never fails to esse your mind, yet you still struggle to put a name on it.
"I've talked to Yeonie and the boys about this quite a lot and have realised that most of these rules were rather ridiculous. You can wear whatever you want and personalise your desk however you see fit. Please also don't hesitate to call or text me whenever you need something, anything, really. I want you to see how much I appreciate your hard work and you've never done anything to make me doubt your abilities, which is why those rules are kind of nonsense."
You can't help but be a little iverwhelmed because not only has he never been this casual and smiley around you before but the fact he actually gave these things another thought to the point where he felt the need to talk to his friends about makes you feel incredibly seen and appreciated.
"That is really, really thoughtful of you, Sir, thank you so much", you say calmly and are surprised just how well you're hiding the excitement currently rushing through your body.
"I'm also going to organise a company car for you because I don't feel comfortable having you take the bus every single day after working so hard", this one Jongseong was the most nervous about. His urge to lay the world to your feet has been absolutely overwhelming and after quite a little bit of arguing back and forth with Sunghoon, the lawyer had managed to put the company car idea into the CEO's head instead of his initial idea of letting you live rent free in one of Seoul's most expensive apartments.
"That is notโ", but Jongseong is determined and as soon as he cuts your words, you know there's no room for discussion left.
"It is necessary. Please, Y/N, let me do this for you. You work so hard snd you try your very best, at all times. Allow me to take care of you, it's the least I can do to show you my appreciation."
Fucking Park Jongseong.
Why the fuck did he have to pull the 'taking-care-of-you' card when literally every other explanation would have been the better choice? Because now that little voice you've been suppressing for the past few days, telling you that your boss isn't as neutral about you as he claims to be, has basically gotten a freeway ticket to freedom and you know it's going to be the only one up there for the next who knows how long.
"Thank you, Sir, I really appreciate this", you whisper and look away, whereas Jay refuses to look anywhere but you. He's been forcing himself to avoid you in any way possible for the past three months, he would never let an opportunity like this go to waste.
"Please, Y/N, let's try and be a little less formal with each other, yeah? I know I've been super keen on keeping everything strictly business but realising how much time we actually spend with each other has changed my mind", he says calmly, this time obviously a little hesitant. Jongseong doesn't want to let his intentions be known right away but rather ease you into it.
He rejected just a few weeks ago, no matter how badly he wants to dive head first into this and just tell you how crazy you've been driving him, he knows he has to slow it down for the sake of your mental and emotional well-being.
"I'll try my best to use your first name but I am afraid I won't get rid of the 'Sir' as easily", you chuckle nervously and carefully watch his reaction, only to regret your decision because the way he oh so obviously lets his eyes fall to your lips and back up has your blood boiling with arousal.
"That's okay", Jay replies calmly, "I like to hear that one from you anyway."
As if destiny heard the sirens in your head going off in response to his flirty little comment, the car comes to a stop and before you can actually think of a verbal answer, Jay's bodyguard has already opened your door.
The following hour is filled withw ay too many hugs and handshakes as Hoonie makes sure to introduce you to everyone you're not familiar with and by the time you finally get the opportunity to sit down, your friends are already all over you.
You don't tell them about your conversation with your boss, too shy and embarassed but also a little scared someone might hear and for some reason their lack of knowledge eases your nerves and soothes your anxiety in the best way possible.
It's a rather small gathering with about twenty people, most of whom you know, which makes the evening so much more bearable than you had initially expected.
The fact that your boss can barely keep his eyes off of you doesn't help much with your nervousness but you can't even deny how much you're liking it.
Every time one of his or your own boys comes a little too close to you, Jay physically tenses up to the point where you can actually watch the way his knuckles start turning white from his tight grip on the table when Jungwon pulls you into a silly little bear hug.
For a while, you completely forget about your actual relation to Park Jongseong. In this moment, you're just two adults with way too much chemistry and sexual tension and it feels like neither one of you is trying to suppress or run away from it.
You can't help but feel a little bit silly for gaining hope yet again but for some reason tonight feels different. Jay's never been this relaxed and casual around you, seeing him interact with his friends in such an environment is something you've honestly daydreamed about and to see it become reality seems surreal.
To your surprise, you find yourself seated next to none other than the man who's been messing with your head for the past three months and as the official dining part of Sunghoon's birthday dinner is about to start, Jongseong casually pulls your chair out for you to sit.
Nothing but a whispered thank you falls past your lips as you try your very best to stay calm but as soon as your gaze meets your group of friends, you know exactly how well that attempt went.
You don't let the girls' wide eyes and smiles as well as the boys shocked facial expressions get to you, the only person you allow yourself to indulge in is your boss, who's been more than just adamant about having a proper conversation with you.
It doesn't take long for his boys to chime in this time and even if he can hide his annoyance very well, he knows their actual intentions. With a soft sigh, Jay decides to pull himself out of your argument about which kind of stew is the best and why, his eyes never once averting from you as they take in your breathtaking beauty.
Maybe it's because he hasn't allowed himself to actually look at you in person or maybe it's because he wanted to maintain the mental and emotional distance to you, but regardless of the reasoning, Jongseong realises that up until tonight he's never fully comprehend just how beautiful you are.
Everything about your facial expressions, from the way you raise your eyebrows or scrunch your nose, as well as your brsathtaking smile and your incredibly adorable laughter simply blows him away.
He dowsn't even realise that Jake as well as Heeseung have gone back to their seats until you tilt your head to the side and meet his curious gaze.
"Hoonie's gonna hold a speech, Jay", you say softly and never once in his life has he loved the sound of someone saying his first name as much as this.
"Oh, right, sorry", he replies quickly and clears his throat, his cheeks filling with blood as embarassmenr overwhelms him, so to avoid an even worse moment, he simply turns around to face his best friend, who's just a single shot away from being absolutely drunk, yet makes sure to hold his yearly birthday dinner speech.
And as the waiters serve the appetizers and side dishes, you finally have a moment of absolute peace, only for the constant vibration of your phone to disturb you.
For some "unknown" reason you're so not in the mood to talk to Jiwoong. It's not line you're going to cancel the date over a simple conversation you probably misinterpreted yet again but talking to him on a night where your boss gives you his actual attention just doesn't feel right.
And on top of that you really don't feel like being on your phone all the time.
With a soft sigh you put your phone right between your own plate and Jay's, knowing he might notice the unnecessary high amount of messages you're receiving and all you can do is hope that he won't actually comment on it.
"Someone seems to really need your attention right now", Jongseong suddenly says and he has no idea why he actually decided to say anything because as soon as he got a single glimpse of the contact name a few minutes ago, his blood has been boiling with rage and jealousy.
It's not like he has the right to feel the way he does but the mere thought of you with that loser of a man makes him want to take you back to his place and claim you in the most intimate way possible.
You're his and he'll make sure to let every single fucker on this planet know about it as soon as possible.
However, until he's made sure he's won you over again, Jay has no choice but to accept your decisions.
And for now, Jong doesn't mind. He's known to be a patient man. He knows exactly when and how he has to handle these things, if he didn't he would have never made it this far.
He'll just make sure to have you forget about every single one of your little boy toys once you let him back into your heart.
"Well, I've got great company here and it'd be a shame if I wasted a night like this by staring at my phone the whole time, right?"
Your response it witty and slightly sassy, your smile actually cheeky and even if Jay knows it's the few glasses of champagne talking, he can't hold back the little chuckle regardlessly.
"Exactly", he says calmly and holds his whiskey glass up, waiting for you to react to his offer and as soon as you xlink your own against his, that heaviness on his chest seems to get just light enough for him to take a deep breath.
And as he watches you burst into loud laughter because of Sunghoon's random childhood story, he knows he has to have you. There's no way he's going to back away ever again until you're his and his only.
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(A/N: I know this one's a little boring BUT it's super important because from now on Jay's finally about to act on those feelings and not just write them down and be all grumpy about the whole situation. I just wanted to thank you all for the love and support, you guys never fail to make me feel so loved and appreciated and it's everything to me. Sending everyone the fattest kiss! Feedback and reblogs are always appreciated!!!!๐ค๐งธ)
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an eye for an eye โ p.sh masterlist
pairing: park sunghoon x fem!reader
genre: revenge, angst, smut, fluff
synopsis: Sunghoon nurtured a profound animosity towards his childhood friend, Lee Heeseung, blaming him for his sister's death. To Sunghoon, his sister was the only person who had genuinely loved him, making Heeseung's perceived betrayal unforgivable. This deep resentment sparked an intense desire for revenge, driving Sunghoon to extreme measures to achieve it. But to what extent would he go to find satisfaction in his vengeance against Lee Heeseung? Would his plans unfold smoothly, or would everything take an unexpected turn, throwing his schemes into something he didnโt expect.
word count: around 19k
warnings: swearing, unprotected sex, kidnapping (kinda), possessive hoon, mentions of death, fake marriage, depression, fist fighting, bleeding, hoon has detachment issues.
โ an eye for an eye: part 1 (7k)
โ an eye for an eye: part 2 (8.1k)
โ an eye for an eye: last part
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pairing: lando norris X american!reader / mclaren photographer!reader and slight pato o'ward X reader
warnings: swearing
summary: a remix of my fic wanna be yours in social media au form. or basically lando and the reader both being in love with each other but being too stubborn and scared to say anything so they suffer in silence until one finally crumbles.
contains: best friends to slight strangers to lovers, pining, angst, jealous!lando, asshole!lando, clueless!lando, and perhaps a little lando or pato? situation.
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may 5th, 2024
liked by landonorris, y/bsf, oscarpiastri and 100,000 others
y/n.jpg: miami baby! i think the guy in the second pic won some kind of race involving super fast cars but i could be wrong.
landonorris: who is that guy???? he's really good looking...
โณ y/n.jpg: i think his name is lando onewin.
โณ landonorris: bye. that doesn't even work.
user1: you always take such good pics of lando.. thank u queen
user2: lando always being the first to comment. dude's down bad lol
y/bsf: the kids miss you. please come home.
may 6th, 2024
may 8th, 2024
may 9th, 2024
liked by landonorris, mclaren, patricooward and 200,000 others
y/n.jpg: back at the mtc today for a very special reason! everyone was there to celebrate my amazing photography skills and editing on all the pictures from the season so far! lando was even kind enough to show up with a trophy to give to me! i love my job <3
in all seriousness. could not be more proud of you lando!!! it's been a long time coming, but we both know it's only the beginning!
landonorris: that awkward moment when you tried to take the trophy from me....
โณ y/n.jpg: DON'T SAY THAT PEOPLE ARE GONNA THINK IT'S TRUE.
โณ landonorris: i'll make sure they engrave the next one with your name too.
โณ y/n.jpg: ok but as long as my name is listed first.
mclaren: our favorite photographer โค๏ธ -liked by author
user1: ok but where is y/n's trophy fr??? she's hands down one of the best photographers in the game rn.
user2: y/n and lando you are so dear to me
user3: pato in the likes??
โณ user4: y/n used to work for arrow mclaren before working for mclaren f1. also pato is literally the reserve driver for f1 this season... honestly the web that is y/n, lando, and pato intertwines so much it's kinda crazy...
may 11th, 2024
may 14th, 2024
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landonorris replied to your story
โณ WHY WOULD YOU POST THAT??? IT'S MORE THAN A JUMPSCARE!
oscarpiastri replied to your story
โณ why do you always catching me folding in front of lando like that :/
may 15th, 2024
may 19th, 2024
liked by y/bsf, oscarpiastri, patricooward and 100,000 others
y/n.jpg: imola 2024.
y/bsf: best photographer in the world. i love you!!! -liked by author
user1: not even a pic of lando's car.... oh no :/
user2: no funny caption... no lando like or comment... guys we are in the trenches
user3: we love you y/n! -liked by author
may 21st, 2024
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landonorris replied to your story
โณ what the hell?