তোমার ঘরে বাস করে কারা (ও মন জানো না)

Have got back that lost concentration. Moving toward a new destination.

This new destination will be more specific and clear. And specially, I will be a self-controlled person who is not influenced by her environment badly. Helping others is one of the mottos of my life.I will let not any person ruin my focus toward my own journey. And I will not take any decision by my dopamine rush of brain and to calm my mind from the war. I have learnt so many thing but this time, I have to show throughout works not only saying.

I don't know why I can't focus on my goal. Why can't i become like others?

And who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music.

- Friedrich Nietzsche

কোনো math এর এমন solution বের করা উচিত যেটা question maker ই বুঝে না।xd তাইলেই না মজা!

: Guy, you yourself make distance. You yourself repent for it. Why these artificial misunderstanding?

: long term effect bro. Everything gonna change. I just wanted you to cope up with change. Sudden change will kill you.

8 th march 2020 (recognition of first patient) .today is 26 th march . I don't know what is happening in this country.

My parents, being health workers, are working without PPE. We are totally exposed to Corona. I don't fear for my family. But at least i want the real number gets exposed to all. In a densely populated country like Bangladesh, is it possible to stay safe without corona? We are all going to be infected. But at least, who are suffering and dying, their numbers get published. The wrong which Italy did, why we will not learn from the mistake? Even if we all get aware at once,we have to pay for the mistakes which we have done so far.

Bangladesh, be ready. Days are coming.

At last, you came.

“You have to be the bravest person in the world to go out being yourself when no one likes who you are.”

— -memoirs of an imaginary friend

I just like can not but hear them all day!

Dilemmas:the silent killer of your mind

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It's gonna be subjective though I want to tell about this word in short. Dilemmas are the most dangerous pills which may be the reason for ruining mental heath. I have the exhausting experience of deciding among thoisands of options. But I had no specific knowledge for accessing the answers.

Still, I don't have. Notwithstanding this, I learnt to deal with the unknown decisions. Most of the time, I got stuck in the unending loop and I myself used to stop the door of getting out of this. When you dont know which interests you, which defines you, you tend to have more options to you.

This life is full of decisions. Every moment, you are prioritizing one over another. But that time, when you constrain yourself finding abstract answers which you sub-consciously tell yourself that you can not get it. Stop there. Shine.

Believe me it's hard. But I am telling myself,

Rasha, wake up, do something and choose!

Fav quote

"People's perceptions and feelings may change, but the underlying values, and the metrics by which those values are assessed, stay the same."

Nah, তিন মিনিটে একটি অংক দেখিয়া উহা মস্তিষ্ক বহর থেকে খুঁজে বের করিয়া খাতায় যথাযথ হিসাব সহ উদগীরণ করতে কতটুকু তপস্যা প্রয়োজন তাহা বুঝইতে পারিয়াছি। না ইহা অতিমানবের কাজ। মস্তিষ্ক কে ধার দিতে পুনঃ পুনঃ নতুন নিয়মের অংক গলধকরণ প্রয়োজন, তাহলেই অতিমানব হয়া যাইবে।নির্বোধ আমি, সমস্যা সমাধানের তুলনায় মুখস্থ করিয়া অনক করাকে অতি সহজ বোধ করিয়াছিলাম। সত্যি বলছি, এ বড় সাহসিকতার কাজ!

salute!