Random ass rant about something that just happened to me.
Warning for Possible(?) Transphobia/Enbyphobia
So I was feeling more masc today so I decided to work with some makeup of mine and accentuate some of my features to make it sharper(?) and one of the things I did was give myself the illusion that I had a much bushier mustache(I did have some facial hair but it wasn’t super noticeable imo).
Why is this important? Well, my mom was doing my hair and at some point she went to the bathroom, grabbed a buzz razor(I think it’s what it’s called) and FUCKING SHAVED IT OFF WITHOUT ASKING ME. I was pissed off and she was like, “Well I could see it.” And I legit had to bite my tongue from talking back to her less we get into some stupid argument.
Now I just feel really bad because I realized that no matter what I do, nobody around me is going to see me as anything other than a girl. Like whatever I don’t care that much about being called by my given name but other than that, I feel fucking humiliated.
I wish there was someone, SOMEONE, who wouldn’t care as much about my gender and how I express it as these fuckers around me, especially my entire family.
Helping spread the message!
"To kind-hearted souls 💕,
I never imagined I’d be in this situation, writing to seek support . I’m Ahed, a father of 3 young daughters , and we found ourselves living in a crowded school after our home was destroyed in the war 💔. Every day is a battle just to provide the basics for my girls 🏫.
If you are able to help, even in the smallest way, you would be giving us the chance to live with dignity 🌷. I kindly ask you to share our story or offer any support you can With many thanks and gratitude 💐."
Please help them!
🛑Stop, wait and listen. Don't be silent and participate in the crime. 🛑🛑
I stand on the rubble of our home, but my heart is filled with hope. I need your help to leave Gaza and complete my education to build my future. Every donation, no matter how small, will help me achieve my dream. Join us on a journey of rebuilding💔💔💔
Thank you for your support. Every bit of your kindness means so much to me 💔
https://gofund.me/0a0ac124
Helping spread the word as much as I can. I’d hate for these to go ignored.
Dear Supporter,
I hope this message finds you and your family in good health. My name is Eman Zaqout from Gaza. I am reaching you out to seek your urgent help in spreading the word about our fundraiser. I lost both my home and my job due to the ongoing genocide in Gaza and we are facing catastrophic living conditions. 💔
I kindly ask you to visit my campaign. Your support, whether through donating or sharing, will help us reach more people who can make a difference. Thank you for your continued support for the Palestinian cause. Your dedication brings us closer to freedom. 🙏🕊
Note: Verified by several people as 90-ghost and aces-and-angels. ☑
Showing this in hopes of spreading awareness. 🕊️
Damn a three way tie lmaoooo
I guess we gotta do a part two now XD
DO YOUR BEST!
Ok Jirais
I have a few contenders
Battle it out to see who comes out on top.
TFW your past self was happier and more stable than your current self despite all the cringe and morally questionable behavior.
Tho then again when was I every a morally superior person. I’ve been in the grey zone probably my whole life.
Today’s actually been a pretty good day for me, but I know, I KNOW, that by nighttime I’m gonna do a complete 180 and wanna kms.
I’m so used to this happening almost every single night that I lovingly call it my sad hours.
I’ve just accepted it as a part of my day to day life that I can’t do anything about. I mean I’ve been having these thoughts to myself since 2018 so it’s kind of out of my control at this point.
Holy shit I posted something as a silly little joke about chronically online discourse and then my notifications blew up for the past 2 or so days.
Now I managed to get 100 likes in the span of less than a week.
I just wanna say thanks for the recent support on my blog! Definitely have no regrets making this!
XOXO
・:*+.\(( °ω° ))/.:+
I just realized I’m genuinely so fucking lonely and have no actual safe space.
I keep getting ignored or dismissed by people who supposedly care about me. People online who I talk to dismiss my cries for help. All my family and friends either are busy with their lives or are just as bad in a place as me, if not worse. If it’s not that it’s a language barrier barring me from communicating my feelings to them.
Politics have ruined my ability to trust other people because I never know whether they’ll actually like me for who I am or not. Hell because of stupid politics, I might end up losing my only true safe space on the internet.
I swear I might as well just kill myself and see if y’all will pay attention to me then. I don’t care if that’s what the enemy wants. I’m better off at least making them happy with my death because at least I can bring someone joy, since I’m such a detestable mistake who gives people tinnitus just by talking.
I’m such a royal fuck up you don’t even understand.
But hey, I’m just being over dramatic, right? I’m just overreacting and being too negative!
It’s all in my fucking head after all.
Ok Jirais
I have a few contenders
Battle it out to see who comes out on top.
18♉️A cringeworthy, queer internet angel looking for fun. Most pics are from Pinterest.This is a catalogue of my mental illness >:3
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