I'm so happy for Benedict đ„șđ„șđ„ș Wish there's part 2 for his fatherhood đ€đ»đ€đ»
A/N: I have received the following prompt: âBenedict Bridgerton with wife pregnant!reader. If any of Bridgerton's siblings had any problems, she was the first one they came to ask for advice even the oldest. All this attention was making Ben jealous as he was having less time with her. She told him that he would have to share her for the rest of his life before letting him know age was pregnant. You decide how it goes. Thanks!! :))â And I have tried to write it. It must be my first reader!insert romance story and it was so much fun. I hope you like what I have made of it. (~ 4650 words)
Benedict was grinning like a cheshire cat and you found it increasingly hard to refrain from tackling him to the ground to pepper his face with kisses. Expertly you were decorating his chestnut hair with flowers from the Bridgerton country home garden, the large rose bushes on either side of the alley leading up to the house shielding you from the sun. You were sitting in front of him cross-legged, the flowers gathered up in your lap. Benedict was facing you, his long legs stretched out in a way that his shins touched your hips. His hands were propped up in the grass behind his back and the sun was painting shimmering golden flecks on his head when the wind rustled through the leaves of the bushes.
Your husband looked deliciously delighted and nothing made you happier than seeing him that way. After one year of marital bliss, youâd decided to go to the country side with the rest of the Bridgerton family to spend the days in their presence and to enjoy the fresh air outside of London. A week before departing you had realized with heart-wrenching joy that your cycle was interrupted â you hadnât bled when the time was due and had the very strong suspicion that a small version of yourself and Benedict was growing inside your belly. As nature sometimes tended to have its cruel way with humans, you had not yet mentioned it to your husband, fearing that the regular bleeding would merely commence one or two weeks late. But since your arrival, nothing had changed. The sheets remained unstained and your suspicion  transformed itself into something of a certainty. You tended to wake in the night and almost instinctively moved your hands to your belly, greeting the tiny human sprout with the warmth radiating from your palms. âHello,â youâd started to whisper, âI hope itâs not too dark in there. Donât worry, you are not alone.â
Now, as your husband was enjoying your melodic humming and the sweet smell of the flowers that caressed his hair, you felt inside of you a bubbling wish to lean forward and whisper the good news into his ear. The good news youâd barely managed to fully apprehend on your own. It was scary to reveal such a tender, fragile and unpredictable thing as a pregnancy. There was too much that could still go wrong, too much that still stood between you and the day of birth. Yet, looking at Benedict all calm and relaxed made you wish to comment on how you hoped your childâs eyes would be like his or how you could imagine him holding the small bundle to his chest, a little nose peeking out from white cloth.
You leaned over, closer towards him and moved your hand to the side of his face. His half-closed lids blinked open and his smile deepened when his gaze landed on your tender face.
âAm I positively in bloom now?â
You snickered and carefully brushed your fingertips over the petals behind his ear, making Benedict shiver ever so slightly. âAny young lady would envy you for such an exquisite coiffure!â
Narrowing his eyes, Benedict snarled at you, shaking his head and sending a few petals flying off onto the grass. âYouâre lucky I had four younger sisters with a similar taste for dressing me up or I would have long taken off over the meadows!â
Biting your bottom lip to keep from grinning too widely, you got on your knees in one swift motion to wrap your arms around your husbandâs shoulders, bringing you faces closer together. âYou wouldnât even have taken off if I had brought a pair of scissors with me to experiment on your hair!â
He chuckled gently and moved an arm over the small of your back to pull you even closer. âIt canât possibly be a good thing that you are correct about this!â
His lips found yours and you melted into the kiss as if the sun had suddenly gotten strong enough to evaporate you. Smoothly you moved your chest over his torso, your hands following the outlines of his shoulders. He hummed into your mouth, his voice vibrating through your skin as your fingers found his face, where your thumbs started caressing the slightest hint of a stubble.
âBenedict,â you sighed, your smile mirrored on his lips, âI have something to-â
â(Y/N)!!â A shrill voice shouted from the front steps of the big country house. You were so surprised, you almost choked, your forehead knocking against your husbandâs. Benedict grabbed your elbows to keep you from falling over, one eye closed against the pain of head-to-head contact.
âOww,â he groaned, looking over his shoulder with faint annoyance. Hyacinthâ voice was easily discernible and lately, sheâd managed to interrupt quite a few of your⊠get togethers.
â(Y/N), are you in the garden?!â Â
Raising one hand to your forehead, you couldnât keep from letting out a breathless laugh. âTen minutes of peace were quite the luxury, I daresay.â
Benedict let out a sigh, but pulled the corners of his lips up in a little smile, when he saw the humour in your eyes. âSooner or later, I am going to grab her and lock her in the closet!â
Comfortingly, you patted his chest, before moving your hand to his hair to straighten one crooked daisy. âSheâd probably find that rather amusing.â
âAre you sure? She is so very ⊠fourteen now!â Benedict said, an overly accentuated speck of fear concerning teenage-girlhood glinting in his eyes. âWhen the day comes that we have a fourteen year old daughter, you must help me make sure I never become the object of her wrath!â
Holding your breath, you turned to look at him in awe. Did he know? Had he already figured it out all by himself that you were pregnant? But no, his eyes merely showed signs of good-tempered amusement. He had not yet a clue, which made his comment all the more valuable to you. âI love you,â you stated with feeling and crashed your lips to his in such a surprising manner, that he almost fell over, which laced your kiss with his sweetest chuckles. Moving your face away, you hesitated for a second, gazing in his shining blue eyes, unsure whether you should tell him immediately.
âAre you alright?â He asked, his eyes twitching curiously. You bit down on your lip, enchanted by the way he could almost read your mind. The good news about possible upcoming parenthood would have to wait though. You wanted to tell him, when it was only the two of you.
âPerfectly so,â you therefore exclaimed, before bringing your hands to his chest to push him over for good. Quickly you rose to your feet to answer to Hyacinthâ incessant shouting, laughing at Benedictâs attempts to grab for your heels in retaliation.
âI am here!!â You sang, taking your skirts in your hands to take a few running steps in her direction. She did the same, meeting you halfway and wrapping her arms around your middle, asking to be coddled, while she was going on and on about how she needed your help with this one French book she was reading. You walked back to the house with her, a smile on your features and your arms around her smaller body, as you indulged in the fantasy of her being your daughter and of you being the mother sheâd asked for counsel. You looked over your shoulder and saw that Benedict was watching you two. You couldnât help but wonder whether he was imagining the exact same thing as you.
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After two hours of translations and musings about the difficult French language, Benedict came barging into the study, looking at Hyacinth with a quarrelsome expression.
âSister,â he growled in a rather menacing tone, âare you kidnapping my wife?â
Holding both your hands on the pages of the big book, you tilted your head in his direction with a meaningful grin. âOh, you!â
But Hyacinth wasnât the youngest Bridgerton for nothing. Defiantly she stood up from her chair and walked towards him in the middle of the room. âHow dare you!! You didnât even knock!!â
Benedict almost flinched, when she drilled an authoritative finger into his chest. With seven older siblings, there really wasnât much that seemed to scare her. He opened his mouth to speak, but was immediately interrupted.
âI am in the midst of a very important lesson and I am fairly certain you still remember how to breathe without (Y/N)!! So!! Fare thee well!!â
It was incredibly hard for you not to burst into a small laughing fit with Benedict looking positively puzzled and his youngest sister intonating every single word as if there was an exclamation mark behind it. Yet, you managed to hide your smile behind your hand as you feigned a cough, which, judging by the way your husband looked at you, Benedict easily identified as an act. He narrowed his eyes and looked from you back to his sister who was still planted before him with a vigour unlike her size and age.
âVery well.â He eventually said; but it wasnât without a lightness at the end of his phrase â one that was giving him away. Not only to you who had only known him for a short time compared to Hyacinth who had grown up with him. She gasped out âNO!â and wanted to take a step back, but Benedict had already grabbed her and thrown her over his shoulder.
âBENEDICT!!â She screeched, still sounding very childlike, despite wishing to appear much more adult at her tender age. âLET ME DOWN!!â
You looked on with a smile, chuckling at the way Benedict was trying to avoid kicking feet from hitting him in the face. âDo you really think you intimidate me, sister?â
Hyacinthâ squeals mixed with hysterical giggles, when Benedict managed to pin down the swinging legs and started tickling the backs of her knees and calves, her fists drumming against his back. âDohohoohnât!!â She giggled, all vigour gone from her sweet voice that sounded much more like the one of a child again.
âWill you release (Y/N) and continue your âvery important lessonâ some other time?â He asked teasingly, a wide grin appearing on his features when Hyacinthâ mirthful sounds started resonating through the study.
âI WILL I WILL!!â She conceded hastily, her hands trying to grab the fabric of his waistcoat. âDonât tickle!!â
With an approving noise, Benedict stilled his hands and bent over to plant his sister back on the floor. Groaning from the effort, he shook out his arms when heâd finally managed it. âYou are getting too tall for this, arenât you?â The seriousness in his voice combined with the way he cocked his head to the side in wonder had you throw your head back with a laugh.
Hyacinth put her hands on her hips and looked up at her brother with a pout. âI do definitely hope so!!â She sneered, before planting a fist in the crook of his stomach and quickly making her way to the door. A small smile was grazing her features, when she turned around again in the doorframe, directing her question to you. âWe will continue our lessons, tomorrow, yes?â
âOf course, Hyacinth! We will make time for it!â You responded with a smile of your own, closing the book about French history and getting up from your chair to join your husband who was over-dramatically enacting an on-the-brink-of-death scene in the middle of the room, coughing and wrapping his arms around his middle.
âInternal bleeding! Internal bleeding!â He repeated hoarsely, making it impossible for Hyacinth not to break out into a laugh. âYouâre so annoying!â She giggled, quickly bustling away, when he took a menacing step in her direction.
When the door fell close behind her, he dropped the act immediately and turned towards you with a sigh of relief. âFinally!â
You made a very undignified noise, when his hands grabbed for the fabric of your dress and pulled you towards him, your bodies colliding in an inelegant way, full of hunger and devotion. Giggling, you turned your head to the side, when his lips found your neck, kisses and nibbles sending ticklish jolts into your hairline. âStop it! What are you doing?â
âIt appears, I am overcome,â he mumbled into your skin, taking a deep breath from the sensitive skin under your ear, âby a very strong need to spend some⊠quality time alone with you!â
âQuality time?â Moving your hands up his back, you allowed him to lead you backwards into the study, your steps mirroring his own until you reached the table with the big French history book. Your eyelids fluttered shut at the warm touch of his lips to your cheeks.
âMhhh,â he agreed, his nose circling your own and his lips grazing your mouth as he spoke, âthe rare, special occasion is one I am very ambitious for!â
Smoothly, Benedictâs hands moved under your behind to lift you ever so slightly and place you on the table, the book shifting backwards, giving room to you. You moved your hands from his back to his cheeks, your hands cupping the face in front of you and holding it steady for the kiss you planted on its lips. Benedict smiled peacefully, his blue eyes sinking into yours. âI love my family dearly, dearly, dearly⊠but I need to have these moments with you alone, truly alone!â
The heart within your chest contracted for one beat, sending a slightly painful sting through your body. It was only a short moment, only one small hint of fear, but it sufficed to make you realize that you were scared Benedict might not actually be as thrilled as you were about the child blossoming in your belly. What if it was too early? What if Benedict still required, perhaps even hoped for some time without a family? What if he would be overwhelmed by a family that grew and grew and never seemed to allow you two any more time alone? You gulped and suddenly moved your hands back to his shoulders, holding on tightly.
Benedict seemed to notice that something was off, moving his head away from the side of your face to look you in the eyes. His gaze was soft and sweet and you wanted to drown in it, wanted to get lost in it as he moved his hands all over your body. But for now there was no more movement aside from his nose brushing against yours, a movement equal to a question.
âAre you alright?â
You realized youâd been holding your breath and took a deep one, before pushing your face into his as affectionately as you could. âI just want you,â you whispered, meaning it in every way possible, from head to toes, from now on to the end of your days, from his soul to his heart to every memory youâd make together. You wanted him. And every single part of him that grew through you. You could only hope that it would be the same way for him. âI want you so badly,â you continued, your voice almost hoarse from raw emotion which made his eyes flicker with a suddenly burning fire. Devotion radiated from his kiss adjoined to something that went deeper, something that was inexplicable and yet so strangely clear.
âYou have me!â He growled into your neck, breathing your scent another time and kissing the vein running up your skin with an urgence. âYou will have me! Entirely!â
You smiled against his cheek and moved your lips to his mouth to steal a kiss from its corner. That made him smile your favourite smile and suddenly you were lifted off of the table and carried towards the door. Moving your arms around his neck, you held on to him, running your eyes up and down his face to not miss a single sign of his happiness. You didnât have to ask where heâd take you, knowing full well that he would tug you into the sheets of his bed, caressing your skin with his own and joining your bodies to become one. You wanted to be as close to him as possible, and afterwards you would tell him, afterwards you would try to find the right words and hope for a reaction that wouldnât scare you. Right now, he was right, it would be just the two of you.
He opened the door⊠and ran into Anthony.
âAnthony!â He exclaimed in surprise, not yet considering to drop you which you found at the same time embarrassing and sweet. Trying to turn around in his embrace, you looked at Anthony over your shoulder, greeting him with a quite awkward âHello!â
âWhere have you two been, I was looking all over for you⊠wait, donât answer that!â He waved his hand around in front of his chest, the corners of his lips twitching ever so slightly. âThough I do have to say, Iâd like to know if the study should be er⊠cleaned!â
âBrother!!â Benedict groaned, his head dropping on your shoulder, the warmth from his reddened cheeks burning your skin.
Chuckling, you patted Benedictâs shoulder to signal youâd like to be let down. The muscles in his arms clenched from unwillingness, but he did indulge you and let you slide to a standing position.
You decided not to answer the last comment and simply tilted your head to the side expectantly, your unashamed smile making Anthonyâs own grow. âWhat was it you needed from us?â
âNot I,â Anthony responded, his amusement at his brotherâs unmistakable frustration quite obvious. âBut our dear mother. She needs your opinions for the upcoming summer ball. Apparently Daphne and Kate would like you to join in on the preparations.â
Benedict groaned loudly. You tried not to send him a sympathetic glance and merely nodded at Anthonyâs request, asking in return where you could find the other ladies.
âDonât worry, brother!â Anthony consoled your husband, when you took his hand in a silent goodbye. âIâll make sure no one bothers you after dinner. I know how hard it can be to find⊠some time alone.â
Benedict actually felt compelled to smile at his brother in gratitude, before sending you one more longing gaze. âI canât wait.â
Then Anthony wrapped an arm around his shoulder and pulled him in one direction and the preparations for the ball pulled you in the other. During the time it took to walk to the ladies of the house, you couldnât stop worrying about what Benedictâs reaction would be once you told him of the pregnancy after dinner.
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Being at the table with the entire family always put Benedict into good spirits, no matter how much heâd longed for a moment alone with you throughout the day. He made faces at Daphne, poked Eloise into the side until she almost choked on a piece of bread, laughed at Colinâs jokes and exchanged warm glances with his mother. You were having lovely conversations with Kate and spoke some more to Hyacinth about her French. Everyone at the table tried to outdo Colin and his funny remarks, but no one quite was as good at it as he was and he seemed to be taking great pride in it.
Seeing Benedict interact with his family reassured you in a way you had not entirely realized youâd needed. Yes, you were both in great need of being close to each other in private. Yes, you were both enjoying it immensely, when no one interrupted your time together. But being at the table with everyone, conversing, joking, teasing and simply enjoying each otherâs company was something Benedict would never have to âsufferâ through. Time spent with his family was time well spent and you could see in his face that he was more than content. e
It took away so much of the fear youâd felt throughout the day, the fear that he might not be happy about the news that you were with child. This was his world and he would be, you were very certain, delighted to have such a world of his own.
Kate and Anthony were the first to leave the table â in the dim candle light you couldnât tell for sure, but it looked like he was waggling his eyebrows at you â and after a while, you, Benedict, Daphne and Simon all decided to do the same, bidding your adieus from the family for the day and retiring to your chambers.
Benedict was in high spirits which was most likely due to the lovely evening and the prospect of finally being alone with you without fear of interruption. You suppressed a squeal, when he decided to chase you up the stairs, scooping you into his arms at the far end of the hallway that followed and banging open the door to your shared room with his shoulder. You giggled uncontrollably, when he kicked the door closed with his foot and practically ran towards the bed to throw you on the covers.
âI am going to jump out of the window if anyone dares interrupt us here and now!â He hissed humorously, taking off his waistcoat as quickly as he could and starting to work on his breeches.
Laughing cheerfully, you moved your hands in his direction, demanding him to get into the bed this instant. âMust you seriously be standing over there while getting undressed?â
âWhere are my manners?â He gasped out in fake shock and all but dove into the sheets next to you, grabbing your waist and pulling you underneath him, drawing more silly laughter out from you when he pushed his face into the silk covering your belly. âTaking off clothes is almost as intrusive as my siblings! We will simply ignore them!!â
It was hard to speak through your laughter, but somehow you managed to grab a hold of his head and pulled it up towards you. âBen, please, I must breathe! I must breathe!â
Grinning widely, he pushed his face against yours. âYou should have to quit laughing for that first!â
It took a moment, but you did manage to calm your breathing, your arms wrapped around your husband who had his head propped up on one hand and was looking at you with a lazy smile. âBetter?â
That almost made you burst out laughing again, but you managed to control yourself and instead grabbed him by the shoulders and changed positions, ending up on top of him. He huffed out in surprise, but his smile was big enough to light up the room, when he grabbed your thighs on either side of his hips.
âI feel deliciously trapped!â
âI have something to tell you!â You mused, searching for his hands with your own to interlock your fingers. Apparently you were in need of holding on to him while telling him what would come next. The pressure of his palms against your own quieted your mind and helped you focus on the matter at hand.
âSomething you have to pin me down for?â He joked, his eyes widening with amusement. For you, his question brought back a small amount of dread and your smile fell ever so slightly.
âI⊠I hope not!â With hesitation you looked away, running your thumbs over his hands to calm yourself, while you were in search of what exactly to say. It would appear easy enough, declaring that one was pregnant, but, in truth, uttering the words was quite powerful and made the reality of the phrase stand out quite drastically.
âWhat is it?â Benedict asked, sitting up slightly and observing with a portion of concern the way you were biting the inside of your cheek. â(Y/N), is everything alright?â
You moved your eyes up, locking your gaze with his and taking a deep breath. It was all there, in his eyes: the love, the devotion, the care. He would be delighted. Yes, there was no other wayâŠ
âBen, I know that sometimes it feels like we do not have a lot of time to ourselves.â He snorted in response to your words, underlining them with his reaction.
âThe time I get to spend alone with you is a most cherished treasure.â You continued and slightly bucked your hips against his, making him chuckle softly. âNow, it is simply soâŠâ You gulped and looked from left to right, before deciding to bring both of his hands to your belly. âIt is so that⊠I am almost one hundred percent sure that I amâŠâ
âYOUâRE PREGNANT!!!â Benedict shouted over your poor attempts of uttering the words you found so hard to actually say out loud and before you had a chance to asses the situation, you were pushed on your back, with your head by the foot of the bed and your husband fussing over you. His big hands were moving from your cheek to your belly to his head and back to your belly, all while he made noises of the purest and most natural delight youâd ever seen in a man.
âYouâre pregnant!! Youâre pregnant!!â He kept on repeating, his joy reverberating through every single nerve end on his body and conjoining with your own. All the insecurities of the day fell off your shoulders and the light weight that remained made your eyes water.
âOh, my love,â you almost sobbed out, âI am so happy to see you react this way!â
âHow could I not?â Benedict laughed with joy, cupping your face and kissing you and kissing you some more, small wet drops falling on your cheeks, when his emotions got the better of him. âWe will be parents!â He choked out, before kissing you again and moving his hands to your belly again. âYou are having a baby!â He uttered with teary eyes, sinking down on the level of your middle to place a thousand kisses on your gown. âA baby!!â He repeated again, before laughing incredulously.
You wrapped your arms around him and pulled him up and towards you. You needed to have him close as you buried your face in his shoulder and allowed tears of your own to run down your cheeks. âI love you!â You whispered with all your affection. âI love you and I love you and I love you!!â
More of Benedictâs tears fell on your face, when he moved himself up slightly, the salty traces mingling with your own. âMy love,â he hummed softly, âyou were worried, werenât you? You were worried, it would make me fear for our alone time! Oh, (Y/N), I donât fear that! I donât fear a single thing when it comes to us!â
He buried his face in your neck to breathe you in, before looking at your belly again â it would become a recurrent thing in the following nine months, as your belly grew, he would look and look and look with all the adoration he was capable of. âI am beyond happy!â
âAs am I!â You placed your hand over his own on your belly, as you were starting to realize the truth of this situation together, as you started to talk about names and traits, as you started to exchange assumptions and plans. It was exactly the way youâd hoped it would be.
A new chapter in your life began.
Today, 18-19ish of April, where something has happened. Something that is sad, gut wrecthing. Where the 9-1-1 family had lost their captain. A father, a leader, the light at the end of the tunnel, the rainbow after the storm, the mind, the soul, the heart, the very reason of our existence.đđđđ 9-1-1 saved me in time when no one did and taught me everything I needed to know. I know Bobby from season 1-3 (4-8 hasn't watched because at that time I was busy and the channel I'm watching cancel our subscriptions, so...)đ„ș. Bobby is 9-1-1. 9-1-1 is him. Without him, 9-1-1 can't function. I know it's the writer's decision to kill him off. But he didn't have too. Peter doesn't want to leave the show, fans need him as humans need air. đ„ș But I respect their decisions. I'm just hoping that maybe this is just a dream or anything else other than what I just saw during 8x15. Thank you everyone!!! Thank you Bobby!!! Thank you Peter!!! Saluteđ«Ą
*tears falls slowly* đđ
oh bobby, mr captain robert nash, mr dad to us all. thank you for all these years. thank you for showing strength, and heroism, and braveness. thank you for showing they also exist in vulnerability. thank you for raising them as a family. thank you for allowing yourself to love once again đ€
thank you for fighting, and teaching how to fight. thank you for your kindness, and your candor, and maturity. thank you for loving them through and in-spite of it all.
thank you for loving athena, and her kids as your own. thank you for forgiving yourself. thank you for saving them all in so many ways. thank you for admitting your wrongs and seeing beyond them. thank you for staying a little while longer.
and most of all, thank you to Peter Krause, for giving this character life. thereâs a part of me that hopes this was fake. I hope this posts looks ridiculous in a couple of weeks. if not, you have and will always have my heart. thank you for giving us bobby, heâll be honored and remembered through centuries to come đ€
pairing: jack abbot x reader.
warnings: very lightly implied smut. a knife? lol
summary: a lull in your shift allows for some quiet time with Jack which is suddenly interrupted by the wielding of a knife.
word count: 700+
a/n: not edited or proofread at all!! I wrote this literally in an hour. ho-ho-holy shit itâs been a minute since Iâve posted on here but, Iâm back? Sort of?
It was a quiet night in the ERâ more so than normal. It almost made you miss the chaos. Almost. Because while the chaos guaranteed your shift went faster, sometimes not even that could compare to the moments hidden in the quiet. When on the rare occasion, during a lull in the night and there were only one or two people in the waiting room, every patient behind the doors sound asleep and all the staff caught up on their work, did it allow you a couple of minutes alone with your husbandâ the familiar feeling of his solid arms sliding around your waist from behind putting you further at ease.
âHi,â Jack murmurs against your neck, pressing a kiss to the spot and resting his head on your shoulder.
âHi,â you whisper back, giving his hand that rests on your middle a squeeze before going back to making your cup of tea.
âTea?â you offer.
He shakes his head with a pleased sigh, âIâm quite happy with what I have right now.â
Your eyes widen, feeling just how happy he was as he pulled you closer to himâ something hard pressing into your lower back.
âI can tell,â you breathe a laugh and turn around in his arms.
Draping your arms around his neck, you reach up to press a soft kiss against his lips, his arms tightening around you and holding you in place to pull you back in for another but you deny him to peer through the small window in the door to make sure no one was coming toward the tea room.
âAll clear?â He muses, when your gaze returns to him.
You roll your eyes but, allow him to pull you into another kiss. Slow and tender, his mouth coaxes your own open to snake his tongue into yours. You moan at the feeling of his tongue sliding against yours, arms tightening around him as his hardness presses into your lower stomachâ
âFuck-â you whine, breaking the kiss.
Jack doesnât let up though, continuing to press hot, wet kisses down your neck, his hands sliding down your body and finding perch on your ass to press you even closer to himâ
âIs that a knife in your pocket or are you just that excited to see me?â you tease breathlessly but, your words seem to halt his ministrations.
âWhat?â you ask, head dipping to meet his gaze and concern lacing your voice at the odd look in his eyes. âJack, what is it?â
âUhâ actually,â he removes one of his arms from around you to reach into his pocket.
âIt uhâ it is a knife,â he pull an all black switch blade out and shows it to you. âItâs that one I was telling you about a couple of weeks ago, remember? The one I said I ordered? It was just delivered yesterday. Here-â
You stare at your husband, absolutely bewildered and pressing a hand to your mouth while he shows it off to you, describing its different features and demonstrating them tooâ
âOh my god,â you whisper from behind your fingers. The moment was completely shattered and god, if it was anyone else⊠but, it wasnât anyone else. It was Jack. Your Jack and you couldnât deny the way your heart swelled and filled with more love for him than you knew you were capable of as his eyes lit up every time he looked at you or showed you something new on the blade that he shouldâve absolutely not been carrying around on him but was anyway. âOh Jack, baby, you are so lucky I am so in love with you.â
âWhat? Why?â he questions, brows furrowing in complete oblivion but, you give him a moment to catch on.
âOh-â he says, mouth forming an âoâ to match. âOh- baby- Iâm so sorry-â
âItâs okay,â you hum your amusement, folding the blade up and placing it in the breast pocket of his scrub top.
Leaning back against the counter, you watch as he closes his eyes and grimacesâ the corner of your lips twitching as you suppress your smile. A small laugh escaping you a second later as he groans and falls forward into your arms, his head resting on your shoulder as you rub soothing circles into his back.
âIf itâs of any consolation, I also was and most definitely still am excited to see you,â Jack mumbles into your neck, pressing his indeed hardened member into you.
You donât suppress the laughter that bubbles out of you this time, arms wrapping around him as you pepper his reddened cheeks and neck with kisses.
Yeah, you lived for these quiet moments.
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I'm smiling and blushing all the time!!! If my future man is not like this, we are gonna have a serious talk.
Toto Wolff with wife reader. New video for the Merc team and they rope the couple to answer questions in This or That. Which seems to be an instant hit among the internet. Feat their son, Jack. Up to you. Thanks!! :))
Pairing: Toto Wolff x reader, feat. Jack
Word count: 1.4k
Request are open
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The sun was bright over Brackley as the Mercedes-AMG Petronas F1 Team headquarters buzzed with activity. It was a special dayâmedia day, where the team filmed content for their social media channels and sponsors. Among the lineup of activities, one stood out as a highlight: a âThis or Thatâ video featuring the Team Principal, Toto Wolff, and his wife, Y/n. To add an extra dose of charm, their young son, Jack, would join them.
The idea had been floated around for weeks. Fans adored Totoâs serious, calculated demeanor in the paddock, but whenever he appeared with Y/n and Jack, a different side of him came to lifeâone full of warmth, humor, and a little bit of mischief. The media team knew this would be gold, a perfect blend of light-hearted fun and family love that would resonate deeply with fans around the world.
As the day began, Y/n and Jack arrived at the headquarters, warmly greeted by the staff. Y/n was no stranger to the world of Formula 1; she had stood by Totoâs side through every victory and defeat, offering her unwavering support. Today, however, was different. It wasnât just about the cars, the team, or the strategy. It was about their family.
Jack, bouncing with excitement, held onto Y/nâs hand as they made their way to the set. The production crew had transformed one of the spacious lounges into a cozy, living room-like setting. There were plush sofas, soft throw pillows, and a few framed photos of the Mercedes cars in action, giving the room a personal touch.
Toto, already on set, was talking to the director when Y/n and Jack walked in. His face lit up at the sight of them. âThereâs my little man!â he exclaimed, scooping Jack up in his arms. Jack giggled, his tiny arms wrapping around his fatherâs neck.
Y/n watched them with a smile, her heart swelling with love. Toto was always busy, always on the go, but when it came to his family, he made sure they knew they were his top priority.
âReady for this?â Toto asked, his voice light, but with an undercurrent of playfulness. He leaned in to kiss Y/n softly, his free hand resting on the small of her back.
âAs ready as Iâll ever be,â Y/n replied with a grin, adjusting the collar of Totoâs shirt before smoothing down Jackâs hair. âJackâs been practicing his answers all morning.â
Jack beamed proudly. âIâm going to say âAirplane!â every time,â he declared, which made both his parents laugh.
The director clapped his hands together, signaling the start of the shoot. âAlright, everyone, letâs get started. Y/n, Toto, Jackâyouâre the stars today.â
The family settled into their seats, with Toto in the middle, Y/n on his right, and Jack perched comfortably on his lap. The cameras zoomed in, capturing the easy, loving dynamic between them. Totoâs arm rested casually behind Y/n, his hand occasionally brushing against her shoulder, while Jack fiddled with the buttons on Totoâs shirt, clearly enjoying the attention.
âOkay, first question,â the producer said, his voice lively. âCoffee or Tea?â
Y/n didnât hesitate. âTea, definitely.â
Toto shot her a mock-surprised look. âTea? Really? Iâve been making you coffee every morning for years, and now you tell me you prefer tea?â
Y/n laughed, nudging him playfully. âYou make it so well, I couldnât break your heart by saying anything.â
Toto chuckled, shaking his head. âAnd all this time I thought I was being the perfect husband.â
âYou are,â Y/n reassured him, leaning into his side. âJust with slightly misguided caffeine choices.â
The camera caught every bit of the banter, from Totoâs faux shock to Y/nâs playful smile. Jack, sensing the mood, contributed his own answer with a loud âJuice!â which earned a burst of laughter from everyone on set.
âJuice is a valid choice,â Toto said, ruffling his sonâs hair affectionately. âBut only when Mumâs not looking.â
âExcuse me?â Y/n raised an eyebrow, her tone teasing. âAre you encouraging our son to sneak juice?â
Totoâs eyes twinkled with mischief. âOnly in emergencies,â he quipped, which caused Y/n to roll her eyes in mock exasperation.
The questions kept coming, and so did the laughs. âMountains or Beach?â was next, and Y/n immediately answered, âBeach. Thereâs nothing like the sound of waves and the feeling of sand between your toes.â
Toto nodded thoughtfully. âTrue, but the mountains have their own charm. The peace, the quiet... Perfect for a getaway.â
âPerfect for escaping emails and phone calls, you mean,â Y/n teased.
âExactly,â Toto admitted with a grin. âBut honestly, Iâd go anywhere as long as itâs with you two.â
The sweet comment made Y/n blush slightly, and the crew couldnât help but let out a collective âaww.â Jack, who had been listening intently, chimed in with âAirplane!â again, sticking to his plan, which sent everyone into fits of laughter.
âLooks like Jack is sticking to his guns,â the producer said, still chuckling. âHow about we change it up a bit? Dogs or Cats?â
âDogs,â Y/n and Toto answered simultaneously, their voices merging into one. They exchanged amused looks, both remembering the countless times theyâd been charmed by stray dogs during their travels.
âEspecially the time we tried to bring one home from Monaco,â Y/n reminisced, her eyes sparkling.
Toto nodded. âThat dog was convinced we were meant to adopt him. He followed us everywhere.â
âAnd he almost ended up in our suitcase,â Y/n added with a laugh.
âJack would have loved him,â Toto said, glancing down at his son, who was now pretending to be a dog, barking softly.
âMaybe one day,â Y/n mused, resting her head on Totoâs shoulder.
The producer, sensing the perfect segue, moved on to the next question. âFormula 1 or Football?â
This one took a moment. Y/n grinned, knowing where her loyalties lay. âFormula 1, of course. How could I choose anything else when Iâm married to this guy?â
Toto smiled, a bit bashful under the attention. âIâd have to agree, but,â he leaned in conspiratorially, âI do enjoy a good football match. Just donât let the drivers know.â
The cameras caught the playful exchange, the way Y/n playfully nudged Toto, the fond look in Totoâs eyes as he gazed at her. Jack, meanwhile, shouted âCars!â in a burst of excitement, once again steering the conversation back to his favorite subject.
âYou know what, Jack?â Toto said, shifting his son slightly so he was facing the camera. âOne day, youâll be in one of those cars, and Iâll be on the pit wall cheering you on.â
Jackâs eyes widened with delight at the idea. âReally, Daddy?â
âAbsolutely,â Toto replied, pressing a kiss to Jackâs forehead. âBut first, you have to promise Mum and me that youâll always have your juice.â
Y/n laughed, shaking her head at the promise. âThatâs one way to secure his focus.â
The producer smiled, flipping to the final card. âMorning person or night owl?â
Y/n and Toto looked at each other, this time with more serious expressions, though still laced with affection. âNight owl,â Y/n said with a knowing smile.
âIâm a morning person,â Toto countered, âthough Iâve learned to appreciate the night more because of you.â
Y/n tilted her head, her smile growing. âYouâre sweet. But you have to admit, some of our best conversations happen late at night, after Jackâs asleep, when itâs just the two of us.â
Toto nodded in agreement, his hand finding hers and giving it a gentle squeeze. âYouâre right. Those are the moments I cherish most. Even if it means less sleep.â
Jack, who had been listening carefully, suddenly yawned, earning another round of laughter from the crew. âLooks like someoneâs not quite sure if heâs a morning person or a night owl yet,â Y/n said, wrapping her arm around Jack and drawing him close.
The session wrapped up soon after, with the family exchanging warm goodbyes with the crew. As they walked off the set, hand in hand, the cameras continued to roll, capturing those unscripted moments that showed just how close-knit the Wolff family truly was.
When the video was finally released, it was an instant hit. The internet exploded with love for the Wolff family, with fans praising their natural chemistry and the way they made every moment feel genuine and full of heart. Jack became an overnight sensation, with his âAirplane!â answer and infectious smile winning the hearts of millions.
âMore Wolff family content, please!â was a common comment, along with âJack is the real MVP!â and âToto and Y/n are couple goals!â
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The sun blazed over the Circuit de Barcelona-Catalunya, the Spanish GP weekend bringing with it a flurry of excitement and a hint of drama. The Channel 4 studio, situated just a stone's throw away from the roaring engines and fervent fans, was abuzz with activity. Todayâs broadcast was set to be a special one, with a panel that included the ever-charismatic Steve Jones, the insightful Mark Webber, the perpetually sunny Y/N, and the seasoned yet curmudgeonly David Coulthard.
As the broadcast started, the camaraderie among the presenters was palpable. Steveâs easy banter with Mark, Y/Nâs radiant smile, and Davidâs focused demeanor created a vibrant atmosphere. But beneath the surface, a storm was brewing, and it was centered around one driver: Logan Sargeant.
"Welcome back to Channel 4âs coverage of the Spanish GP," Steve announced, his tone light and engaging. "Today, weâre diving into the ongoing debate about Logan Sargeantâs performance and treatment at Williams."
Y/Nâs eyes sparkled with conviction. "Logan has been showing real potential. I think heâs been treated unfairly by the team. Thereâs been a lack of support and consistency thatâs holding him back."
Davidâs jaw tightened. "I disagree. Loganâs had his chances, but performance is what matters. If heâs not delivering, itâs on him, not just the team."
The debate began as a friendly discussion but quickly escalated. Y/N leaned in, her voice tinged with frustration. "David, youâre not seeing the bigger picture here. Itâs not just about raw numbers. Itâs about how the team supports their drivers. Loganâs been left out to dry. His car has old part, now how can we expect him to perform with a carboard box of a car?"
Davidâs eyes narrowed, his gruff exterior barely concealing his irritation. "And youâre not seeing that F1 is cutthroat. Itâs not a charity. If you canât perform, youâre out. Logan needs to step up or accept the consequences."
Y/Nâs face flushed with determination, her smile fading into a serious frown. "And if the support isnât there, how can we expect him to perform at his best? Itâs a two-way street, David."
Steve and Mark exchanged glances, sensing the conversation was veering into dangerously heated territory. Davidâs voice had taken on an edge, and Y/Nâs passionate rebuttals only fueled the fire.
Mark tried to interject, his voice calm yet firm. "We should consider all aspects of the situation. Itâs not just about one side or the other."
But Y/N was undeterred, her eyes locked onto Davidâs with an intensity that made the air around them crackle. "David, youâre so focused on the individual performance that youâre ignoring the broader context. Itâs not all black and white."
Davidâs response was equally intense, his voice low and controlled. "And youâre romanticizing a situation thatâs as harsh as it gets. Itâs a tough world out there, and Logan needs to toughen up."
The atmosphere between them was electric, the debate clearly bordering on something far more personal. There was an unspoken tension that neither was willing to acknowledge, their bickering laced with a charged energy that was palpable.
Steve, sensing the imminent danger of the situation escalating further, stepped in with practiced ease. "Alright, alright, letâs take a breather here. Weâll cut to a quick ad break and come back to this. Everyone, stay tuned. This debate isnât over yet."
As the camera cut to an ad, the studio fell into a brief, uneasy silence. Y/N and David exchanged lingering glances, each trying to process the conversation that had just transpired. The spark between them was undeniable, yet neither was willing to confront it head-on, leaving the air thick with unresolved tension.
The Spanish GP weekend was just beginning, and so was the ongoing drama between two of Channel 4âs most passionate presenters.
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The roar of the crowd, the smell of burning rubber, and the adrenaline of race day continued as usual. The Spanish GP had unfolded with its typical thrills and spills, but the tension between Y/N and David lingered in the air, unseen by the millions of viewers who had tuned in.
As the race concluded and the coverage wrapped up, the Channel 4 team began to disperse. Y/N found herself in the media center, reviewing her notes. Her mind, however, was far from the race results.
Why does he always have to be so stubborn? she thought, her pen tapping rhythmically against her notebook. David Coulthard, of all people. The way he looks at me, it's like heâs trying to see right through me. But it's just work, right? It has to be. He couldn't possibly feel the same way.
David, meanwhile, was in a quiet corner of the paddock, sipping on a bottle of water. His eyes were fixed on the horizon, but his mind was replaying the earlier argument.
Why does she get under my skin so easily? he wondered, rubbing his temples. Y/N, with her sunshine smile and relentless optimism. Sheâs so passionate about everything. I canât let her know how much I actually admire that about her. She probably thinks Iâm just a grumpy old man. If only she knew how I really felt.
Y/N gathered her things and made her way towards the exit, her thoughts still tangled with the events of the day. He probably thinks Iâm naive, she mused. Always arguing, never agreeing. But every time we debate, thereâs something more. I canât be imagining this. Can I?
David spotted her from across the paddock and hesitated for a moment before striding over. He cleared his throat, trying to keep his voice steady. âY/N, can we talk?â
She turned, surprised by his presence but masking it with a small, polite smile. âSure, David. Whatâs on your mind?â
He shifted uncomfortably, searching for the right words. âI wanted to say, about earlier⊠I didnât mean to come across so harshly. We both care about the sport, just in different ways.â
Y/N nodded, her heart pounding. Is he trying to apologize? âI know, David. We both get passionate about these things. Itâs what makes us good at our jobs. I respect that about you.â
Davidâs eyes softened, and for a brief moment, his guard dropped. âItâs more than just respect, Y/N. You challenge me, push me to think differently. I⊠I admire that.â
Her breath caught in her throat. Did he just say he admires me? âThank you, David. That means a lot coming from you. I⊠I feel the same way. You always push me to be better, to see things from a different perspective.â
A silence fell between them, charged with the weight of unspoken feelings. David looked into her eyes, willing himself to take the next step. Tell her, you idiot. Just tell her.
Y/Nâs heart raced, her thoughts a whirlwind. This is it. Maybe he feels the same way. Just say it.
But before either could speak, Steve Jones appeared, breaking the moment. âThere you two are! Weâre heading to the team dinner. You coming?â
David and Y/N exchanged a fleeting look, their silent conversation interrupted. David nodded slowly. âYeah, weâll be there in a minute.â
As Steve walked away, Y/N sighed softly. âI guess we should join them.â
David nodded, a trace of frustration in his eyes. âYeah, I guess we should.â
As they walked towards the exit, their hands brushed briefly, sending a jolt of electricity through both of them. The unspoken words hung heavy in the air, but for now, they remained just thatâunspoken.
One day, David thought, glancing at Y/N. One day, Iâll find the courage.
One day, Y/N echoed silently. One day, Iâll tell him how I feel.
But today was not that day. For now, they walked side by side, their hearts full of words that only they could hear.
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Title: The Unspoken Truths
The post-race atmosphere in the Red Bull hospitality suite was buzzing with excitement. Max Verstappen and Sergio Pérez were lounging, sharing a few laughs about the day's events. David Coulthard, usually engrossed in race discussions, seemed unusually distant, his eyes frequently drifting toward Y/N, who was chatting with Steve Jones on the other side of the room.
Max nudged Checo, a sly grin on his face. "Hey, have you noticed how David keeps looking over at Y/N? It's like he's trying to solve a puzzle."
Checo chuckled, nodding in agreement. "Yeah, heâs definitely got it bad. Itâs almost painful to watch."
David, catching their words but pretending not to, tried to focus on the conversation. Yet, his gaze betrayed him, lingering on Y/N as she laughed at something Steve said.
Across the room, Steve had taken Y/N aside, his expression a mix of concern and amusement. "Y/N, we need to talk."
Y/N tilted her head, curiosity piqued. "Whatâs up, Steve?"
Steve sighed, running a hand through his hair. "Look, it's time to cut the horseshit with David. Everyone on the team has noticed the tension between you two. Itâs getting old, and frankly, itâs affecting all of us."
Y/Nâs eyes widened in surprise. "What do you mean? Weâre just⊠we clash, thatâs all."
Steve shook his head, a soft smile on his lips. "Itâs more than that, and you know it. Thereâs something between you two thatâs been left unsaid for too long. Itâs obvious to everyone except you and David."
Y/Nâs cheeks flushed, a mix of embarrassment and realization dawning on her. "I didnât think it was that noticeable."
Steve chuckled, his tone gentle but firm. "Trust me, it is. And it's not just the bickering. Itâs the way you look at each other when you think no oneâs watching. Thereâs something real there, Y/N. Something worth figuring out."
Y/N sighed, her defenses slowly crumbling. "I guess Iâve been too scared to face it. I thought it was one-sided."
Steveâs eyes softened with understanding. "Youâre not alone in that. But you both need to stop hiding behind your arguments and face whatever it is youâre feeling. Weâre all here for you, but youâve got to take the first step."
Back in the Red Bull suite, Max and Checo were still observing David with amused curiosity. Max leaned over, his voice low and teasing. "David, you know, staring at her like that isnât going to solve anything."
David tore his gaze away from Y/N, looking at Max with a mixture of irritation and resignation. "I know. It's just⊠complicated."
Checo raised an eyebrow. "Complicated or youâre just making it complicated?"
David sighed, his tough exterior cracking. "Itâs not easy, alright? We argue all the time, and I thought it was just because weâre so different."
Maxâs expression softened, a rare moment of empathy shining through. "Sometimes, those arguments mean thereâs something deeper. You should talk to her. Really talk to her."
David nodded, feeling a weight lifting off his shoulders. "Maybe youâre right."
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The evening sky over Barcelona was a beautiful canvas of twilight hues, the stars beginning to peek through as the noise of the dayâs race faded into a distant hum. The Red Bull hospitality suite was winding down, with only a few stragglers remaining. David Coulthard found himself on the balcony, the cool breeze doing little to calm the storm of emotions within him.
Y/N stepped out onto the balcony, her footsteps soft against the tiled floor. She paused for a moment, taking in the sight of David leaning against the railing, lost in thought. Steeling herself, she walked over and stood beside him, the tension between them palpable.
"David," she began, her voice a tentative whisper. "We need to talk."
David straightened, his eyes locking onto hers with an intensity that took her breath away. "Yeah, we do."
The silence stretched between them, filled with unspoken words and unresolved feelings. Y/N took a deep breath, her heart pounding in her chest. "Iâve been avoiding this for too long. Steve⊠he told me to cut the horseshit. Said everyoneâs noticed the tension between us."
Davidâs jaw tightened, his gaze never wavering. "Max and Checo said the same. They can see it too. I thought I was the only one feeling this way."
Y/Nâs eyes widened, the weight of his words sinking in. "You mean⊠youâve felt it too? All this time?"
David nodded, his expression a mix of frustration and vulnerability. "Every time we argue, every time weâre near each other, thereâs this spark. This tension. I thought it was just me, reading too much into it."
Y/N stepped closer, the distance between them shrinking. "I thought it was one-sided. I thought you just⊠couldnât stand me."
David let out a bitter laugh, shaking his head. "Itâs not that I canât stand you, Y/N. Itâs that I canât stand how much you get under my skin. How much I care, even when weâre arguing."
Y/Nâs breath hitched, her heart aching at the raw honesty in his voice. "I care too, David. More than I wanted to admit. I was scared that if I acknowledged it, it would ruin everything."
David reached out, his hand trembling slightly as he took hers. "Weâve both been scared. Scared of what this could mean. But maybe itâs time we stop running from it."
Y/Nâs eyes filled with unshed tears, her voice barely above a whisper. "What if it changes everything? What if it makes things worse?"
David gently cupped her cheek, his touch sending shivers down her spine. "Sometimes, you have to take a risk. Sometimes, the things worth having are the hardest to fight for. And I think youâre worth fighting for, Y/N."
Y/N leaned into his touch, her heart soaring at his words. "I think youâre worth fighting for too, David."
As the night deepened, the stars above them seemed to shine brighter, the world around them fading away. The tension that had once kept them apart now drew them closer, their hearts finally in sync.
David leaned in, his forehead resting against hers. "No more pretending. No more hiding."
Y/N nodded, her eyes closing as she savored the moment. "Together. We face this together."
David leaned in closer, his breath mingling with hers, their foreheads still touching as the world around them seemed to hold its breath. With a tender hesitance, he tilted his head, their lips finally meeting in a kiss that was soft and tentative at first, then deepening with the intensity of all their unspoken words. As they kissed, the night sky above them erupted in a dazzling display of fireworks, the vibrant colors reflecting the newfound clarity and passion in their hearts.
The bursts of light and sound seemed to celebrate their courage and the beginning of something beautiful, marking the end of their fears and the start of a shared journey. In each other's arms, beneath the exploding sky, they found the promise of a love worth fighting for.