guilty
i feel guilty when i eat
no matter how healthy it supposedly is
eating in a room full of people gives me anxiety
“she’s such a pig”, i worry they're thinking
it doesn’t matter what i do
the weight i can’t seem to lose
i try to exercise but give up
i try to starve but can’t put in the work
it sucks cause it just makes me feel worse
every time i fail, i’m such a fuck up
i can’t do anything right
i have no self control or discipline
i think about what it would be like to pick up a knife
and get rid of all the parts of me i don’t need
parts i wish i didn’t have to see
as i look at my reflection
i would probably end up dying
but i don’t care, not when i look like this
Girl !!!!!!!!
hi mama
Who do you think you are?
Literally me:
i think about this an unhealthy amount
my biggest fear is fainting and being too heavy for one person to carry me
progressive Christianity is so freeing. I find love everywhere. I look at God and i see and feel His love.
i believe that hate is the end of Christianity. being spiteful, being hateful, being judgmental, all of that leads you away from God
it is so freeing to look at scripture, to look at God and recognise how perfect He is and how perfectly He made me and that everything I am is exactly as He wants me to be.
God is love, and i am loved
❀ she was so obsessed and for what? ❀
Ms Go in "Little Women" every night at home Re Choi Do-Il and Oh In-Joo's relationship
people are so mf dumb, i can’t
how are you going to call yourself my friend and then go around telling people you’re disappointed in me for dating someone i’m not even dating???
skinny skinny skinny
you will be prettier skinnier.
people will like you better skinnier.
everything will be better skinnier.