Then One Day...

Fuck my geometry teacher.

We have exams coming up next week. Tuesday for his class. And he decides its a good idea to have us do a TEST and give us more HOMEWORK. What the actual fuck. We have EXAMS. What made him think it was a good idea?!

Anyways, how's your day going?

A P P R E C I A T E    T H E M

my dad, mum AND step mum are ALL teachers. My school district doesnt require students going to school BUT the teachers have to go to school (not everyday but still) and some students go to school because of their parents work schedules.

I am not one for hanging out with my family because I don’t understand people and I don’t understand jokes and so I kinda always did my own thing. Nowadays, I hang out with them because of the risk.

I have a three year old sister. My brother is at the second lowest risk because he’s healthy and stays healthy, but he’s still at risk since he is younger than me. My mom has issues that she won’t explain but she has gone to the doctors a lot to make sure she okay. My dad has a strong immune system and the lowest risk but if he gets it, he can pass it on. I have a weak immune system (probably from my bad lifestyle) and I end up in the hospital quite often (not related to my immune system but COVID is at hospitals) and my step mom is at risk, third lowest but she also gets headaches quite often. If one of them gets it, we’re all in danger. Also we now have smoke here too, so that’s a danger too.

(I am especially worried for my little sister and my brother they are both younger than me, and though my brother and I fight quite often I’d die for him.)

My dad is a teacher. I don't think we, especially us students, realize how much our teachers are risking for us.

They're going to work in a school every day with disgusting, germ infested children and teens during a global pandemic.

They are risking their own lives and the lives of their families because if they don't, they lose their jobs. They are literally risking their lives and their families' lives to teach you. My life is literally in danger so my dad can teach. My dad is diabetic and is at greater risk of death if he gets COVID.

So appreciate your teachers, kids, because I could lose anyone in my family, especially my dad, or die myself because my dad is a teacher.

LOGAN NUUUUUU

Dead by Dawn- Part 1/?

Warnings: Suicide, self harm, unsympathetic sides I guess,

Summary: Logan is tired of being ignored and silenced.

Pairings: None

Logan stared at the others as they argued.

"Virgil, I think we should-" Virgil cut him off.

"Not a good time, L." Logan turned to Patton.

"Patton, please listen to me-"

"We can't logic our way out of this one, Lo, I'm sorry." His final choice was to turn to Thomas.

"Thomas, maybe we should-"

"Logan, let them handle this one, okay? This isn't really your thing."

Logan felt hot tears burning his eyes. He glanced down at the cuts on his wrists. Nobody noticed the marks. He pulled out a notebook and pen and began to write.

Dear friends,

By the time you read this, I will likely be gone. I am so sorry I was such a burden on you all this time. I understand now that I was useless from the beginning. You do not need me, and I know it now. That why I have done this. There must have been a reason you ignored me. What I said was not important. I was not important.

The pain grew to be too much. I do have feelings, and it hurts so bad. Do not blame yourselves for what I've done. It's my fault, not yours. I should have known sooner I didn't matter. I'm sorry.

Love, Logan

He tore the page out of the notebook. But before sinking out, he tried one last time to make Thomas listen.

"Thomas, I really think you should listen to me-"

"Logan! We don't need you right now!" Thomas was growing impatient. That stunned Logan.

"Yeah, Microsoft Nerd, we never needed your opinion!"

"Shut up, nerdy wolverine."

"You just aren't important, Logan," Janus said. "You're useless to them. They hate you." Logan didn't know then that Janus was being Janus and lying.

The words stung, like being shot over and over again.

"Whatever! It doesn't matter to me anyway! I'll be dead by dawn!" He held up the note. "I'll be dead by dawn!" He sunk out.

"'I'll be dead by dawn?' What does that mean?" Patton asked.

"I don't know," Roman answered. Janus thought about it. He thought about the note Logan held and the marks on his wrists and the last words he said, and he gasped.

"Oh my God!"

"What?!" Thomas asked.

"He said, 'I'll be dead by dawn.' Don't you get what that means?" The other sides shook their head except for Remus.

"Oh God no. Logan!"

"I don't get it," Virgil said.

"He's going to kill himself! He was holding a suicide note, and didn't you see the cuts on his wrists?"

The reality of the situation sunk into the sides, but it was just a moment too late when it did. They were just a moment too late when they broke down the bathroom door.

I've been called out and I don't like it-

I just wanna give a shout out to all the gifted burn out kids who are most likely LGBT, have self esteem issues, hyper fixate, and are either sensitive or show no emotion at all [no in between]

Aka Logan stans

If you see any post I reblogged that says "reblog if you support ---" or "reblog to prove you are not --- phobic", please don't feel obligated to reblog it. I only reblog it so anyone who is in the target group of my support feels accepted when they see my post on their dash. If you feel disturbed by it you have every right to ignore it and scroll past it. If you want to spread awareness that's good,but don't feel morally obligated to reblog it.

How old is Virgil

AND LOGAN!

MY GOD NO!

Sanders Sides Ghost AU

Takes place in the year 2050. Thomas moved into a house haunted by six teenage ghosts. These are their stories of how they died.

TW: Mentions of rape, racism, suicide, death, war, disease, violence, beheading, a car crash, and homophobia (if I need to add any more, let me know)

I'm just writing this down and posting it for future fics as, like, a reference or something I guess

Remus Prince: Date of death: January 17th, 2023. Cause of death: Shot in the chest during battle. Age of death: 18

Roman Prince: Date of death: March 25th, 2020. Cause of death: COVID-19. Age of death: 15.

Virgil Brown: Date of death: April 6th, 1984. Cause of death: Car crash

Logan Ramirez: Date of death: December 11th, 1957. Cause of death: Suicide by hanging because of abuse, rape, racism, and homophobia. Age of death: 10

Patton Hart: Date of death: July 2nd, 1863. Cause of death: Shot in the chest during the American Civil War. Age of death: 19.

Janus Smith: Date of death: October 19th, 1750. Cause of death: Beheading. Age of death: 17.

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Women have to be held to the same standards, but for some fucked up reason, people think it's fucking sexism or shit like that. I will never fucking understand that.

And I am so sorry you had to go through that! I know it probably doesn't help and that the damage is already done, but I still am so sorry for that and I hope that one day the world will realise how fucked up it is and how fucked up kids will/are be if/since this continues happening!

Women and girls shouldn't get lighter punishments for rape.

When I was seven, I was raped multiple times by a female teacher. She would keep me after school or keep me in during recess because I had "work." And she would touch me in ways I didn't like and it escalated to rape. I didn't fully understand what was happening, but I knew it was bad. When I told someone, they thought I was joking.

When I was nine, I had an autistic female friend, who was twelve at the time and one of my friend's older sister. She didn't understand there were rules for how you showed you like someone, and she kissed me and touched me and eventually forced herself on me. I told my other friends, including that girl's brother, and they said I couldn't be mad at her because she was a girl and she was autistic. So I tried to forgive her, but I can't.

When I was ten, I had to go to the high school for band and I met this junior girl. She was nice to me. I trusted her and I trusted she would treat me well and be nice to me. I saw her as an older sister, buy that's not how she felt. She asked me to do sexual things with her and I said no. She got angry and threatened me if I didn't, so I did. I let her do whatever she wanted to me. And when I tried to tell the principal, he ignored it.

When I was eleven, I was in marching band, and I was good at my instrument. I met a fourteen year old girl who also played the same instrument, and we started dating. I didn't realize she was manipulating me until I got a little older. I was naive and innocent. It started out as a normal friendship, she said I was good at playing my instrument. She was sweet, she called me smart. But when she had me pinned to the wall, I realized she didn't care how good I was at the saxophone. For two years this went on. I was with her for two years and let her do these things to me because I was scared of what she would do if I didn't. When I told my cousin, she thought I was joking and laughed.

And then, I was twelve. I had a friend who was my age. I met her in class. She was nice to me. Finally, a girl who just wanted to be my friend. Who didn't want to screw me. We would spend all our free time together. Hours every day, talking and playing video games. She was a great friend. And then, she said we would be a good couple. I had trauma from the last four girls who said that, and I immediately told her no. So, naturally, she screwed me and kept my hoodie. I went home that night feeling like pure shit. It was snowing too, and I had to walk home in a t shirt. I didn't stop crying for a week. She tried to talk to me, but I ran away. I couldn't tell my parents. Why would they ever believe me anyway? Nobody else did.

So yeah, women who rape deserve every ounce of the same punishment men who rape do. The females who raped me got no punishment. It's not a symbol of female empowerment. It's not something to be proud of. It's fucked up and I have to live with the memories of these five females sexually abusing me. I have to be ashamed of my past because of what these women did to me, and I know I'm not the only one.

I just needed to talk about this because I see women who talk about raping their SO like it's something to be proud of. It's not, get in the dumpster, love.

i felt that.

in both music and spanish.

(PS sight reading SUCKS especially when you sight read in front of the class alone rather than with a bunch of people)

“Join jazz band,” they said.

“It’ll be fun,” they said.

Patton: I'm super nice!

Logan uses one word wrong

Patton: I'm never gonna let you live that down

Patton: Dont hurt people

Also Patton: hurts everyone except Virgil

Me: Morality. You. Are. A. Hypocrite.

Patton when someone argues with Virgil: LEAVE HIM ALONE

Patton when Roman and Logan are fighting: *ignores or acts scared*

Patton when Roman/Logan argues with the dark sides: Kiddo listen to them, they're right

Patton when Roman/Logan agrees with the dark sides: so you don't love me?

hi uhh could i ask why patton sucks in canon? very sorry if this is rude! i personally hate patton for personal reasons and then realized that i'm not sure what he's done wrong in canon! you don't have to answer this by the way!

I too hate patton for personal reasons but also he's kinda a dick in canon

1. Exposing Logan's name without any known consent considering how we can get the since that names are given after trust (headcanons about Logan not knowing things until thomas knows is funny but my point stand at this point Logan may not even be his real name)

2. He does a lot of guilttripping if you know how to spot it (see: SvS "Roman i thought you fought for honor-" stfu patton, he's literally Thomas' hopes and dreams and passion and ego he wants do his damn job LET HIM DO- sorry)

3. He seems to kinda push the others to the side when it comes to Virgil? There's trying to make people feel comfortable and then there is favoritism which is like "No you can't call him (harmless) names but he can insult you all he wants"

4. He's kinda fucked up in my books for wanting to give Virgil a chance but when it comes to the other 'dark sides' he's just so stubborn about not giving them one

5. He needs to leave Logan alone really. Let the man speak, don't prod at his failures, don't try to make it seem like he's just a silly billy under his seriousness. Sir please you go all out of your way to make the angst ferret feel comfortable but you're not letting the others that were your friends(?) Before him comfortable I will *screams*

6. Tryna guilt trip thomas in SvSR

7. If you don't do what I want I'll kill your friends Lee and Mary Lee (SvSR, I get your stressed out because everything you know it's being pulled into question but daaamn)

8. He took over Roman's Song and Roman felt like he had to ask to take part of his own goddamn song I will lose it on this very night-

I would also look through the patton critical tags

*flashbacks to the amount of times hes been talked to*

I-I can’t really remember when they were nice to him but O K A Y

Remus: Janus and Roman might think you're cute, but I just think I really want to fuck you!

Roman: *covers Remus's mouth* I'm so sorry about him...

Logan: *crying*

Remus: Oh my God did I upset you? I'm so sorry!

Logan: *sniffle* No, that's just the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me.

Virgil: That's the nicest thing anyone's said to you?! Oh you poor thing...