I Thought For A While That Maybe I Could Not Handle Being Hurt Again. That Maybe My Shattered Heart Would

CALLING ALL ANA’S!

Are you an ana who needs a group of friends who are like you?

Are you an ana who feels like you’re alone in your fight and you don’t know anyone who can relate to you?

Are you an ana who needs a safe space to feel accepted, loved, and supported?

if the answer to any of those questions was yes, then I have the perfect thing for you!

search petiteplease on Kik and join the groupchat for a chance to make friends with girls who are just like you. guys are welcome as well! let’s be there for each other.

❣️

If I NEED U was filmed on a low budget… 

WHAT A RELIEF THAT:

Namjoon didn’t go solo

Jin ignored SM’s street-cast

Yoongi saw BH’s flyer

Hobi didn’t quit

Jimin made it to the lineup

Taehyung went with his friend to the audition

Jungkook saw Namjoon and decided to join BigHit

BTS never gave up

WHAT A RELIEF THEY ARE 7, THAT THEY ARE TOGETHER

AND THAT THEY GOT EACH OTHER

Cr text twt post: https://twitter.com/3shells1991/status/1074110966269243393

Don’t Trust Jung Hoseok

When you look up “whiplash” in the dictionary, all you see is this

He can be r e al cu t e one second

And real n o T CUTE the next

Squishiest squish I wanna squish his lil cheeks

Nvm

It’s okay though bc he’s a real soft boy

Excuse me sir put that thing back where it came from or so HE L P M E

I wanna protect him:(((

But I’m also extremely ready to fight

 Good luck to all the hobi stans out there

Bc your asses will need it

I think I realized the ending of my story ten years ago when I sat in my room and cried over a lost soul and was never comforted. When the pain in my body became physical along with mental. When my empathy took control but stepped back at every possible moment. Who's to say we lead our own lives? When twisting bones and shattered minds get treated as though something were right instead of wrong. When doctors don't take a second glance at your pain or your suffering.

Melissa Rose

The first warning sign was when you went from texting me every second of every day to barely once a day. The second warning sign was when you broke up with me because you "couldn't handle my mental illness". The third warning sign was when you only invited me over to spend the night because you knew I would have sex with you. The fourth warning sign was when you moved away and said you couldn't take time off to come see me, so I flew out there for my birthday to see you and you didn't even bat an eye about the $500 I dropped, when you knew I spent everything I had in savings just to come there. Then proceeded to take a week off to visit your friend in Chicago...without telling me. The fifth warning sign was when you wanted to get back together with me when you said "it seems like you're getting better". The sixth warning sign was when you decided that you really didn't want to get back together because I was "too sick" and you couldn't take the time to comfort me. The seventh warning sign was when you moved back home and didn't say a word to me about it. The eighth warning sign was when I'd text you and you'd never reply, even when you knew I needed you. The eighth warning sign was when I told you that I didn't want to be friends because I thought I was going to kill myself and didn't want him to be sad about it. You ignored me. What if I had killed myself? The ninth warning sign was when you texted me days later asking if I "felt better" and when I called you out on ignoring me during an extremely important time of need and told you I didn't want you in my life, you said "ok". The tenth warning sign was when you blocked me on all forms of social media after I unfriended you on Facebook. Kind of sad that it took ten horrible things to make me realize what a toxic person you were. I hope you're happy. I hope you find a girl you actually want to spend time with, whose normal and enjoys being ignored. Who has never experienced immense pain, doesn't know what the real world is like. Because she only exists in the fictional world. I hope you remain unhappy just so you can realize how shitty you are as a person and really sit down and think about what you've done. Because while to you, you just lost a friend, someone down to fuck, someone to talk to when you're bored; to me, I lost my heart, my trust, over 2 years of my life that I will never get back.

Melissa Rose

Me without You

I cannot tell if the reason I now want to be skin and bones is because you left me. I cannot tell if that was the match hitting the strike or just some kindle to a roaring flame. Did I always feel this way? There are no words left, because you stole them all. You could have saved me an explanation, but I guess my tears were answer enough. I thought I would become a person, but I’m less now than I ever was. Just a pebble in an ocean, instead of a boulder in a pond. When you feel deep in your heart and soul that you do not matter, things start to not matter. Life does not matter. Your health does not matter. So while I try to see the inside of my skeleton, I hope she was worth it, while I sit here and die.

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

109.2

9 pounds away from goal weight.

50 sit-ups just because I had a slice of cake today.

I hate myself.

KyuVoice in ‘Mozart’ Part 1