if you rest a lot because you are chronically fatigued, that’s okay. if you find it hard to focus or accomplish tasks because you are always tired or always in pain, that’s okay. you are not a bad person for requiring more rest than most. you are not a bad student or bad worker. it is not your fault. you do not deserve the hate you aim at yourself.
“Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror. Just keep going. No feeling is final.”
— Rainer Maria Rilke, The Book of Hours (via abattoirette)
creating myself
Anne Carson, from Decreation: Poetry, Essays, Opera
Text ID: DESPITE HER PAIN, ANOTHER DAY
Christopher Isherwood's diaries, September 8, 1960
What do you think all writers have in common?
an overwhelming and insatiable longing for something more than this
pin her up against the wall like the masterpiece she is
deciding i was pretty was the best thing that i ever did
one day i was just like
fuck this im pretty
and i was
Aren’t you gay?
I like how this implies I did something heterosexual. If so, I apologize.
-Anaïs Nin, 1939