M-i-l-d

I don't want to sleep bc I don't want to start another day & I don't want to b awake bc I can't b bothered to derive pleasure from anything

U ever try to get to sleep at night but then sum dark thought becomes too real and u have to immediately open ur eyes b4 u fall too deep? Cause same

currently feeling:

I've been getting more angry? Usually when it's bad I'm just sad, but now also angry?

on repeat

I hate feeling this way

“You’re not a mental health advocate if the only mental illnesses you’re comfortable discussing are depression and anxiety.”

— Project LETS

yeah, its all fine and cool to say “fuck columbus” or whatever, but like. dude’s been dead for hundreds of years now. do things that actively help native lives in the present. learn about native lands and cultures. learn to appreciate but not appropriate. help us maintain what little we actually have when the government inevitably tries to take it from us.