Most of the time I don’t even know what today is Then certain dates roll around that I can’t forget
lost abandoned help me find me love me
No matter how hard I try Or the amount of willpower I manage to summon You will always be my weakness
It’s just nice to know once in a while you’re weak for me, too
I have a book full of you
I am angry with you But I am far more disappointed in myself
This is my fault
I let you in I showed you all my softest most vulnerable bits I allowed myself to believe you’d keep them safe
This is my fault
I pray one day you will drunk text me So you can finally find the freedom to express all those things you’ve locked up deep down
the darkness i thought it would consume me but here i am with my light shining through