Jinmao is the definition of the unbothered king and her indefinitely bothered queen
CRISTINA AND PRESTONS WEDDINGGG
I don't think I've ever seen a more well written break up wedding.
Up until that point, their relationship devolved into Burke wanting something like moving in together and Cristina giving him what he wants because she loves him even if it's not what she wanted. She was his unseen hand. She, as an intern, wasn't that far from his level of brilliance.
Then he proposes, and she says yes but wants a courthouse wedding with Mer and Derek if Preston wanted him there. But then that becomes what him and his mother wanted. And she does it all for him again. She sacrifices her personal preferences to make him happy. And that's also what bothered C*lin M*rlow. Because she loved Burke enough to do those things for him but not for M*rlow. (I HATE MARLOW HES A CREEP AND WEIRD AND GROSS)
Then the wedding happened. (Mama took my eyebrows) The choker is such obvious symbolism for her becoming trapped in this life she never wanted, never had any desire for. And of course she freaks out, but Meredith comes through. Except Burke realized what he was doing. He realised he was trapping her. She wouldn't be able to do the things she wanted to if she was trapped. So he let her go. He loved her enough to let her go. And that is so heartbreaking, they're the most tragic to me. It was so obvious they loved eachother except they could not give eachother what the other needed.
When she gets back to the apartment and she's like he's gone and Meredith is confused because his things are still there. But his CD collection is gone. His luck scrub cap is gone. His trumpet is gone. Only Cristina would notice that. She knew him well enough to notice that. And the relief in her voice when she said "I'm free" except it was coupled with the pain because even though she got what she wanted, she lost someone she cherished dearly. Oh myngodd guys i can't.
I'm so ready to be in a relationship again so universe send someone who's a keeper thanks
Started watching interview with a vampire, I love how we can visually see Daniel get more and more pissed off by Louis and Armand. Like he's so sick of Louis lying and Armand is like nah he's not and Daniel is internally pulling his hair out from disbelief. (I'm on season 2 ep 2)
CLAUDIA IS MY ICON TOO
JJK hospital AU bc I started watching Greys anatomy bc my mom got me invested.
I'll be using the American medical system bc my own country won't come up when I google it. And uhhh if I get anything wrong lmk.
Yuji, Nobara and Megumi are all 1st year interns at a teaching hospital.
They all rotate under different residents.
Yuji will go into pediatric surgery.
Nobara will go into obstetrics and gynecology.
Megumi will originally just aim to be a general surgeon until he talks with gojo, and then he'll look into cardiothoraic surgery and neurosurgery ( I can't decide which he'd choose)
Panda, Maki and Inumaki are residents.
Panda is a general surgeon
Maki is a cardiothoracic surgeon
Inumaki is a pediatric surgeon or goes into otolaryngology (ear, nose, and throat doctor)
The rest are all attendings
Gojo is a neurosurgeon
Geto is a cardiothoracic surgeon
Shoko is an obstetrics and gynecologist (and will eventually be Chief of Surgery at the hospital)
Utahime works in general surgery.
Nanami is a pediatric surgeon (inspires yuji)
Mei Mei ( YUCK) is 100% a plastic surgeon because it makes her the most money the easiest. ( don't compare her to mark Sloan please he's better than her)
Randoms:
Ozawa ( I think that's how you spell her name ) is a pediatric doctor not a surgeon.
Todo is a neurologist.
Mahito would either be an oncologist bc he's a cancer or would work in urology
Idk what kind of doctor Sukuna would be
he was always meant to be a 2010s teen pop icon
gojo reminds me of 2010 justin bieber
they’re literally the same person HELP
me ever since watching wicked:
GOODNESS KNOWWWSSSSS
AHAHHHOHHHAHHHHHHHAHHHHH
IM DEFYING GRAVITYYY IM FLYINGGG HIGHHHH DEFYING GRAVITY
I HOPE YOURE HAPPY IN THE ENDDDDDD
UNLIMITEDDDDDDD WE CAN BE UNLIMITEDDD
LALALALA LA LA LAAAAAAAA YOURE GONNA BE POPULAR
THERES A STRANGE EXHILARATION IN SUCH TOTAL DETESTATION
Those who shine brightest, often burn fastest
I heard a tiktok using a sound from lovejoy (Wilbur soots band omfg I'm cringing writing this) and I'm so upset bc why do bands that make good music turn up being pieces of shit. Like they had genuine good songs.
Anyways, does anyone have recommendations for bands with a similar sound?
they won't tell you this in therapy but sometimes the best way to stop catastrophizing/anxiety is to interrupt your spiraling with "girl what the hell are you talking about"