By Elsa Bleda

It's my 5 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Intro

Hi. 

I don’t have much to introduce myself. 

You may or may not know me. Only God knows.

Sole purpose of this blog is to write and journal down my thoughts and reflections of my life. In a public blog because, i dont know maybe you guys will get something out of it. Or maybe, I can get something out of you.

Anyway, I don’t want to take too long.

See you.

Im so tired.

Im so fucking tired.

I just want to be alone and away.

Just for a while.

Maybe forever.

I don’t know.

I’m just tired.

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But it’s October now, babey! Ha ha ha!

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Overwhelming

It sucks to have yours first posts to be quite depressing.

Sorry about that.

Everything is overwhelming.

It’s just one of those days I don’t want to exist for a while. I want to get out of the city and be by myself in a cabin surrounded by woods in the middle of nowhere.

But sometimes Im afraid that I would want that forever. I need to live my life out there. But something inside me is just...wrong.

I pray to God this’ll be over.

what are your twenties if not an endless string of the ghosts of who you thought you would become