I Don't Think You Ever Loved Me.
I don't think you ever loved me.
I don't think you have ever loved anyone at all.
You love how we make you feel about yourself.
I know that you have a need to feel needed and they make you feel needed - you fall for it and call it love.
You never loved her... Or me.
You get used to that feeling of feeling important to someone and be the knight in a shining armour to be their saviour.
You create a habit out of it and that's why it becomes so hard for you to stop.
You get addicted to these feelings of yours like drugs.
I fail to believe in you when you say you love me now.
But I can't say these words out loud and accuse you of all things you did because... I'm addicted to you too. I need you to silence the voices inside my head, otherwise... It gets too loud.
- Hedera Helix
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Inside of her head: it's a vast place.
She travels far and beyond.
But that has a supermassive blackhole as well. In the farthest corner of that place. It's tiny but dense.
She will reach for the stars, talk about anything and everything. Maybe sometimes, when she doesn't chase the stars, when she stays completely still and floats... the gravity starts to pull.
The pull is so strong that it takes her down the abyss where everything is dark.
The good thing is, she can see the polar star from that hole and that's gives her Hope!
She throws a lasso around that star and jumps right out of that abyss.
But sometimes, she's too tired. She is not depressed. She is sad.
Sometimes she thinks maybe sadness is the most real things in the universe, just like the darkness that lets the stars shine so bright and falls into a dilemma where she isn't sure anymore about what she loves more - the dark abyss or the bright stars 💫
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eventually you realize you don’t want to die. you just don’t want to live the life you’re living. and slowly you try to create a life you want to live. just gotta start there.
Inside of her head: it's a vast place.
She travels far and beyond.
But that has a supermassive blackhole as well. In the farthest corner of that place. It's tiny but dense.
She will reach for the stars, talk about anything and everything. Maybe sometimes, when she doesn't chase the stars, when she stays completely still and floats... the gravity starts to pull.
The pull is so strong that it takes her down the abyss where everything is dark.
The good thing is, she can see the polar star from that hole and that's gives her Hope!
She throws a lasso around that star and jumps right out of that abyss.
But sometimes, she's too tired. She is not depressed. She is sad.
Sometimes she thinks maybe sadness is the most real things in the universe, just like the darkness that lets the stars shine so bright and falls into a dilemma where she isn't sure anymore about what she loves more - the dark abyss or the bright stars 💫
- Hedera Helix
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Hey I'm new on tumblr. Is there anyone??
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