Alive🥲

You still sit in front of me in English class, and it kills me a little bit more every time I have to watch you read out loud. Passage by passage, word by word sentence by sentence.

I feel used.

I feel ashamed.

You meant so much to me yet you threw me away like I was disposable. Like I was garbage. Maybe that is all I am to you. Was it for the money? Was it because I let you use my cell phone? Was it because I made you look less pathetic in comparison? Ten fucking years and 5 calls to CPS yet once the summer ended it was like I didn't exist anymore. So yeah, sit with your annoying friends and complain about how shitty your life is. I for one, know about the lies, the exaggerations, the manipulations. Just last year you had practically convinced me that every little inconvenience was my fault.

Enjoy your friends, enjoy being popular, enjoy not having me around, the only person who didn't just have you around because of pity. I wish I could tell you right now just how I feel. I try not to cry about it but the tears run down my cheeks regardless. You were my best friend, my sister, my everything, but I was nothing. You used me up until I was nothing left, treated me like my depression and anxiety were nothing to you and wouldn't even apologize. Everytime I just wanted a second to myself you'd cry and make me feel bad like the child you are. I hope you feel this right now, the pain I feel every day because of you. Part of me still misses you, I'll see something funny on the Internet and wonder what you'd think. I'll draw a picture or write a song and wonder if you'd be proud of me.

Go fuck yourself.

oof just watched lots with my mom and she low key has the worst takes

So she is absolutely in love with Gerard and Ray( ofc she is) and she loves rays hair sm

But she thinks frank gives off predator vibes😬

And she says that Mikey looks like a psycho murder and he creeps her out ( she hates Pete went and thinks he's creepy so it's no help knowing they are besties)😭

Also, she said that frank is totally in love with Gerard... 😦

" I'm not shipping, just stating a fact. You can see it in his eyes" NO MOM DON'T BE A FERARDIE AHH

Hi

Howdy partner🤠

i actually need this

Banana Fish miscellaneous merchandise 1990s (?)

Always think the colored artworks are cool. The shogakukan box just felt like artwork I’ve never seen before

ofc bbg

It’s just intentional at this point

ur getting touched 😼😼😼

I'ma call the police 😬

vent TW!!!⚠️⚠️⚠️

Since Frank said in an interview that MCR 5 is probably not happening, I feel like I have nothing left to live for. Idk my life has been really shitty recently and I don't know what to do. Anybody else feel similarly? MCR is the only thing keeping me alive.

this is me if you even care

PLEASE DOOOOO

In my next life I will be reborn as #eiji okumura.

maybe I'm the friend thats too woke but i dont think we should be making fun of bob's death, yall....

sure, he had some extremely bad qualities about him, but he was still a person? I'm not saying this to defend his negative actions; it is literally common sense to respect people who have died

as much as i might not like bob, his addition to mcr with his talents were unreal. he was a great drummer.

i absolutely do NOT agree with his political views, however. his opinions are simply shitty and idiotic. crazy to me how a grown man could support someone like trump.

im sorry but if youre 'celebrating' or 'laughing' at his death I'm just gonna assume youre a mentally undeveloped immature kid.

im sure that he was struggling mentally, and the pressure from mcr fans on twitter probably made it worse.

im all in for "hahaha funny joke!! look bob, GAY PEOPLE!!" but ive literally seen people telling him to khs.

not cool guys

sometimes i forget how immature and petty the mcr fandom can be.

and once again im not trying to defend bob's actions, im just saying that we should be respectful.

that's what it is

rest in peace bob