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It’s honestly crazy how much better I feel about my body when I’m not eating
im doing this for the thigh gap. im doing this to be the girl i write poems about. im doing this to be skinnier than my boyfriend (oh my god, it is so disgusting and embarrassing that i’m fatter than him). im doing this so when i run my hands over my stomach i don’t feel chunks of fat. im doing this to be worse than her. im doing this to be thinspo. im doing this to feel comfortable naked and in bikinis. im doing this so my boyfriend will ask me if i’m ok. im doing this for a summer body. im doing this for a slutty outfit body. im doing this for the jealous stares that i used to give other girls. im doing this to be the perfect anorexic girl. im doing this to be better than her. im doing this so i don’t hate myself.
It feel so silly ⭐ving myself.
Idk I just feel so happy and kind of excited.
I feel so much prettier when I’m hungry and empty
Nothing feels grosser or uglier than being stuffed with food
Me when I gain
Me when I maintain
I have never seen a more disgusting, fat, ugly, repulsive, stupid, idiotic, miserable failure than the person I saw this morning when I looked in the mirror. I’m so angry.
it's just me, my vape, & cucumbers against the world
i love starving myself. i love feeling the emptiness in me. i love feeling skinny and petite. 🎀
i hate starving myself. i hate the feeling of not being able to eat. i hate how much i love food. 🎀
Getting lightheaded when i stand up again <3 its so validating, its proof im not eating too much and its working. I will be skinny, nothing will stop me
exercising for almost two hours and rotting in bed for the rest of the day>>>>