Latest Posts by forsomereasoniexist - Page 3
I love this song, Skin by Sixx: A.M. it has so much meaning behind it.
I completely understand everything you said in this post and it's so fucking valid.
Like I could brake my arm and would probably try to hide it. I've been told it was unreasonable whenever I do this but I just can't help it, it's to scary to try to tell someone something.
Like once I threw up and walked around in circles for 3 hours outside my mom's room sense I was scared is get in trouble for some reason? Like I knew I wouldn't get in trouble it's just the 1% possibility that I do freaks me the fuck out.
Or with getting my period I didn't tell her. I had already read books and watched videos that mentioned it so I just knew what I was supposed to do. And like 2 months later she asked me if I had gotten my period get and I just said no? I have no idea why I said no it would have been much easier to just say yes but instead I was to scared and said no.
in conclusion anxiety sucks.
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Reblog if it’s ok for your mutuals to just send you posts they think you’d like or talk to you about random parts of their day
Time for a summery of dear, even Hansen from someone who hasent actually listened to it or watched the bootleg on YouTube.
so this kid named even like breaks his arm. Then like this other guy named Connor kills himself. And so then like umm... Stuff happens and even is like I was friends with connor. But like he wasent actually. And so like even likes connor's sister? Maybe? I can't remember? And so like everyone is all like we litrily never saw you guys together what the fuck? And so even is like we didn't want anyone to know we were friends. And then everyone was like okaaay. And then umm... Even started a thing that was about noticing people that committed suicide? I think? ( I have zero idea if this is true.) And he makes up a story that him and Connor were hanging out when he broke his arm. Oh and even has over protected mom and no dad. And so then like everyone finds out and is all like well that's sorta fucked up even. And the end they all like live or something?
So my friends tell me about a lot of shit and sometimes I don't care enough to actually find out about it so I am going to summarize things based purly off shit I've heard my friends say. This will be fun.
I love the fact that I'm ace sense nobody in my friend group ever expects me to make a sex joke so when I do they just stare at me with the biggest look of confusion.
I drew jaiden animations. I wanted to draw this for awhile but I didn't think my art was good enough. But I finally said I don't care I want to do this. ( yes I know her hair is brown but whenever I draw like that I just use pens and I don't have a brown pen. ) I would have included ari but im the worst at drawing birds. I also wanted to thank jaiden for being my real inspiration in trying animation. Before I had always wanted to animate ( I used to religiously watch a bonus scene in bambi where it showed how they made the characters move like real animals.) But I didn't really think I could until I found jaiden( she was the first animator I found on you tube.) I just saw it as well I'll never be able to sense i won't be able to afford it so i kept wanting it but knowing I cant. But then I found out you could teach yourself, that you could make what you wanted to on the internet and other people could also see it. ( still don't know what I want to actually go to college for.) I just wanted to say thank you for showing me I might eventually be able to animate( currently I can't animate sense I can't afford a tablet but once I get one I'll teach myself.)
I don't think I've ever related to something more.
I have blotches of scars on my legs and permanent bents/scarring/loss of feeling in the sides of my fingers from how often I compusively pick at my skin, but please go on about how anxiety is such a cute and quirky thing to have
So I like researching m disorders and I might have one called dermatillimania. ( a form of ocd in which the person with the disorder scratches at their skin( can use objects to help) to remove imperfections such as zits, bumps or scabs to the point of it becoming a disorder.) And I know I shouldn't self diagnose but... I sorta have all of the symptoms of it. I also took a quiz on a dermatillimania which said I had very severe dermatillimania. (https://www.skinpick.com ) I mostly scratch at my head but I also scratch acne, all possible scabs and skin around the nails and the edges of the nail. My mom also has ocd which makes it more likely I have a variant of ocd. And I've also scratched like this as long as I can remember.but recently it got a lot worse. Like my mom has started noticing how much I scratch my head ( don't know if she knows how hard I scratch) and telling me to stop. This may sound simple like just stop scratching but it really isnt. At least it doesn't feel simple.
now I know this doesn't seem to bad but I can tell you it does suck.
why does everyone and their mother have a song called “jenny”
lgbt ppl* rb this with what stereotype u fit for ur gender/sexuality. im the “gay dude obsessed w britney spears”, the “gay guy accent”, and the “tacky fashion gay”.
*terfs dont touch lol
Time for my most unpopular opinion.
The kane chronicles is better than Magnus Chase.
If I took a shot every time I did fingerguns at my screen I'd be dead.
The only correct response for a father when their child comes out is " hello gay I'm dad. "
reblog if vampires are valid and your blog is a vampire safe zone
It's great • U •
SOMEONE PLS CHECK OUT MY DESKTOP THEME AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK BC I LOVE IT SM
It just gets worse.
Reblog if u cannot wait to start middle school and get away from all the drama lies and tears from elementary school <|3
I'm so disappointed in you Magnus Chase fandom. Like come on his could you not call the ship of Alex and Magnus the ship of the dead. It's so simple.
Was it just me or did every aromantic go threw a period of " what the fuck am i? " like you still don't know about the concept of being aromantic but we're like I know what gay and lesbian are and I'm not that and I know what straight is and I'm not that so what the fuck heart why don't you heart right? Was this just me or is it common?
HAVE ANY OF YOU GUYS EVER HEARD ANY MARINE STORY?
I'm sorry but a lot of people in my family have fought in wars and also a lot of people my parents are friends with have been in wars too and fucking no. When your in war your watching your friends die. One of my uncle's used to talk to a few children from the other side of the war. And one day the kids threw a bomb that some of his friends died in. Imagine watching your friends die in an explosion? Cause I don't feel like it's the same.
I get it lgbt people have terrible lives but it's not on the same level as a fucking marine.
gay and trans ppl who live in small towns and have to celebrate pride month by themselves are stronger than any us marine
Can someone give me a writing prompt. I'm bored and am in the writing mood.
Golden
A scream cut through the silence of the night. I knew immediately what had happened and got to him as quick as possible.
Cyrus was bolt up right. His black hair was a mess and he was running his fingers through it and staring at the ground.
" What happened? "
" I-it was m-my mom and a- alice. But it wasent really my mom it was just her eyes. The way she looked at me like a predator stares down its prey. " he suddenly started crying. " dammit she was right. I can't even defend myself from my own mind. " he tried to hide his face and went almost completely still.
" Don't cry. None of us can defend ourselves from our minds. " I pulled up my sleeve. " I let my mind run me for to long. Let's wage the war on our subconscious together and learn to create tools to fight against the shadows that burn our minds. " their was one long scar on my arm and around it the words " your fault" over and over again.
He suddenly started crying harder.
" wait... Did I say the wrong thing? What did I do? "
" no it's not that it's just your the first person that cared when I cried. " his eyes went dark as he started looking down.
" your also just the first person that showed me any kind of affection. " as he said this he got slightly pink and a slight smile formed on his face.
" Your eyes look beautiful when you smile. It's like removing the clouds from the sunrise. "
But armond is much more of a hand eater.
Hilarious! XD
all credits go to the Legend who made this Epic video from clips of ‘Interview with the vampire’.
:D
Let’s NOT exclude aces this month. Or EVER. Fuck exclusionists, ace people are LGBT on my watch.
Can we stop using " straight white male" as an insult?
it categorizes thousands of people by things they can't control and demoralises people by factors they have no say in.
I can't stand it when people use your this as an insult. It's grouping people together into a group they may not want to be a part of because of negative actions by OTHER PEOPLE not at white straight males have the same beleifs.
everyone has different beliefs so don't group together people based on skin color, sexuality or gender.
He looks like I did in seventh grade but better.
Tempo Magazine, 1992.
Onward to victory!
