Dearly Beloved

Nighteyes

Books and flowers fantasy

I was honestly so surprised that I’ve only seen one fanart of this scene?? It feels like something that could’ve been drawn a hundred times.

I love Amber so much.

I keep thinking about how, out of all the different versions of the Fool, she’s the one who gets to be the most emotionally open: She’s young and in love with Fitz, she has literal telepathic conversations with him every day for fifteen years, she does all these “foolish” things like creating a new face for Paragon, dreaming about a child and a family with Fitz when they become older. Yeah, she only said it out loud once — when she was just happy to see an old friend — and after that, she always called Bee Fitz’s daughter. And she kept stopping herself every time she got too close to that weird line between "my dear more than friend" and "it reminds me of Molly". And through all of it, she stayed so painfully alone. It’s just… heartbreaking.

Fitz said he didn’t like her — I forget what exact word he used, but honestly, whatever it was, he could’ve said the same about the Fool in general if he wanted to. Sure, he’s the most charming person in the world, but he’s also a manipulator, if he needs to be somewhere, he’ll get there, even if it means hijacking a ship full of hostages.

/Speaking of old friends — and one more thing that absolutely broke me — the dragons, yeah, they’re total assholes, but the way the dragons of the Paragon completely ignored Amber? You were jealous, you considered her your friend, and she was your friend, bringing you silver and all… Funny how, after becoming dragons, you just forgot about her ?

//I rarely write long texts — I have to double-check everything I write in English to make sure it’s still readable. But I have so many thoughts

The Fool. Happy birthday gift for my very special person.  Get well soon, beloved! <3 

Bee Farseer somewhere in the fields around Withywoods. Created with Photoshop only and stock photography. Photo collage heavily edited and filtered.

post AssQuest water-fight doodle

Confusion... 3 Stages of confusion + final stage- a) complete lost of any comprehension or reason, , b) anger and fear, c) realization as it seems which could be a deeper unfathomable level of confusion.. depending on your point of view and the reality you live in. Finally, d) acceptance of the situation and facts according to one's reason and understanding and being fairly comfortable with it. . Image created in Photoshop with the aid of BeFunky

-Summer-

Winter has come by Mechouille