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filmkenobi

beatriz

kafka, dostoievski and camus.

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filmkenobi
3 months ago
Wes Bentley As Patrick ↳ Broken Vows (2016)
Wes Bentley As Patrick ↳ Broken Vows (2016)
Wes Bentley As Patrick ↳ Broken Vows (2016)
Wes Bentley As Patrick ↳ Broken Vows (2016)
Wes Bentley As Patrick ↳ Broken Vows (2016)
Wes Bentley As Patrick ↳ Broken Vows (2016)
Wes Bentley As Patrick ↳ Broken Vows (2016)
Wes Bentley As Patrick ↳ Broken Vows (2016)
Wes Bentley As Patrick ↳ Broken Vows (2016)
Wes Bentley As Patrick ↳ Broken Vows (2016)
Wes Bentley As Patrick ↳ Broken Vows (2016)
Wes Bentley As Patrick ↳ Broken Vows (2016)

Wes Bentley as Patrick ↳ Broken Vows (2016)

filmkenobi
10 months ago

segunda feira, 02 de setembro.

eu me preocupo tanto de tudo dar errado. e mesmo que isso aconteça não vai ser o fim do mundo. não com toda a rede de apoio e os privilégios que eu possuo.

essa semana eu quero acreditar que tudo vai dar certo e eu estou fazendo a minha parte.

eu realmento quero passar no mestrado. mas Deus sabe o que faz.


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filmkenobi
10 months ago

Eu sei que você se sente insegura, receosa e mais precisamente, com muito medo. Mas agora é hora de ser forte, de se dedicar ao máximo. Estude com todas as suas forças essa semana. Você vai passar no Mestrado. E vai passar no Mestrado com bolsa. Você é mais do que capaz. Você faz tudo com excelência. Eu acredito em você. Sem músicas melancólicas essa semana. Você está no caminho certo, não se esqueça disso. As coisas estão dando certo. Continue se esforçando, faça a sua parte. Você está batalhando pelos seus objetivos. Não importa o que os outros pensem ou o que terceiros vão fazer no futuro. O que importa é que você vai se tornar mestranda na Pós-Graduação em Letras.

Não quero ouvir lamentações essa semana. Você não vai falar mal da sua vida ou de você. Vamos focar. Vamos dar nosso máximo. Você é inteligente. Você merece. Você consegue. Vamos caprichar. Falta pouco.

filmkenobi
10 months ago

it's that time of the year in which i feel the urge to watch all lord of the rings

filmkenobi
10 months ago

mais um domingo sozinha em casa. nem coloquei o pé na rua hoje. mas está tudo bem. Deus apenas me coloca em situações em que eu sou capaz de vencer.

preciso estudar. terminar o projeto do mestrado hoje. eu consigo. vai dar certo.

acho que vou realmente utilizar o Tumblr até o falecido twitter voltar (ou nunca vai voltar).

filmkenobi
10 months ago

eu oficialmente desisto do tinder em 2024. nunca mais vou baixar o aplicativo esse ano. ano que vem? talvez. até ano que vem a vida é outra e eu sou mais outra ainda.

quero finalizar o ano em paz. sem caos. focar em mim mesma.

filmkenobi
10 months ago
Janta De Hoje! Fui Num Restaurante Super Chique Com A Carol. Claramente Ficamos Deslocadas Em Meio às

janta de hoje! fui num restaurante super chique com a carol. claramente ficamos deslocadas em meio às famílias ricas. foi caro? foi. mas experiências.. preciso viver coisas atípicas. são coisas de "pelo menos uma vez eu estive lá.

a melhor parte, talvez, foi andar de moto à noite. sentir o vento no rosto. e andar de moto de vestido e meia calça. me senti em um clipe da lana del rey.

realmente, tudo é sobre romantizar e emular estéticas.

agora estou seminua dançando em casa sozinha.

como eu poderia querer mais do que isso? tudo já é perfeito.

me sinto jovem, selvagem, livre e sexy.

filmkenobi
10 months ago

namoral quase me arrumando e indo comer sozinha

filmkenobi
10 months ago

o twitter realmente caiukk

porra velho vsf

eu vou ter que postar meus pensamentos e minha vida aqui se não vou enlouquecer


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1 year ago
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filmkenobi
1 year ago

how to fall in love with life?

i feel unqualified to answer, im so mentally ill, but i'll try. also, im drunk, so excuse the incongruency. if youre looking to fall in love with life, and youre asking someone who is also hurting, it's likely you have not been given what you deserve throughout your life. please acknowledge you have always deserved the love life has to offer, the sweet moments of connection and warmth. what took that love from you was not fair; grieve it entirely. you always deserved to fall in love with life. let it hurt entirely. please do not be afraid of the hurt. it's proof the love has always belonged to you. please hurt entirely, it's necessary to let the love in. dont let the shame stop you from hurting. please, i know this sounds counterintuitive, let yourself feel so fucking hurt. it doesnt mean you have to be angry, or righteous, or demand answers, just let it hurt. cry, or be sad. acceptance that things are not right is key.

after that, learn to be childlike again. learn to be scared again without baggage. learn to play games without remorse. learn to make art again, regardless of talent. be open, even while being so scared. find the right people to be open to (read: platonic people, do not go looking for romantic openness, that is for later on). love of life6 requires finding the right people to be open to. do not find those people online, or at the very least, dont let the online people be the key people. find people in the real world (if youre like me, that is real fucking scary. but it cant be done any other way. it has to be people whose reaction you can see physically in real time).

after that, just be you. the person you have been reluctant to be. be overwhelming. be sad. be fun. go out in nature. find outlets (up to you. could be physical activity, or writing, or nature appreciation, or other types of art, could be sex, could be platonic activity. everyone is different, dont judge what finds you).

basically, be the version of you that you knew was always true. be messy. be earnest. find safety, which, paradoxically, requires a bit of risk first. be so scared. love requires undoing the baggage put on you, which, in turn, requires a bit of fear.

sorry if this doesnt make any sense. i am still in the process of falling in love with life. if you fail at it this time, try again later. i love you

filmkenobi
2 years ago
Garden With Courting Couples: Square Saint-Pierre, Trees And Undergrowth, Autumn Garden, And Boulevard
Garden With Courting Couples: Square Saint-Pierre, Trees And Undergrowth, Autumn Garden, And Boulevard
Garden With Courting Couples: Square Saint-Pierre, Trees And Undergrowth, Autumn Garden, And Boulevard
Garden With Courting Couples: Square Saint-Pierre, Trees And Undergrowth, Autumn Garden, And Boulevard

Garden with Courting Couples: Square Saint-Pierre, Trees and Undergrowth, Autumn Garden, and Boulevard de Clichy, by Vincent Van Gogh, 1887 / "Last Kiss" by Taylor Swift

filmkenobi
2 years ago

May this month of May be your happiest moment of your life. Where you worry less and finally enjoy yourself with sweet thoughts & remember to be grateful for the simple things in life 🩷

filmkenobi
2 years ago

taylor swift + la la land layouts

Taylor Swift + La La Land Layouts
Taylor Swift + La La Land Layouts
Taylor Swift + La La Land Layouts
Taylor Swift + La La Land Layouts
Taylor Swift + La La Land Layouts
Taylor Swift + La La Land Layouts

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filmkenobi
2 years ago
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filmkenobi
2 years ago

You have no idea how many things are working in your favour right now. Don't give up. Persist with your vision. trust.

filmkenobi
2 years ago

It's gonna work out. It's gonna work out. It's gonna work out.

filmkenobi
2 years ago
Cluttered Vampire Aesthetic

cluttered vampire aesthetic

filmkenobi
2 years ago
Anakin And Padme Headers
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filmkenobi
2 years ago
La La Land (2016): Headers.
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filmkenobi
2 years ago

Anyone ever make you feel so unloveable that you feel like clawing your skin out

filmkenobi
2 years ago

"I'm not lazy, I'm just tired. and I don't mean because I've been working hard. Not at all. I'm tired from forcing myself to get out of bed everyday. I'm tired of distracting myself from the thoughts in my brain. I'm tired because all my energy is put to surviving and people don't understand that because all they see is how unproductive you are."

— depression is a disease and it's tiring

filmkenobi
2 years ago

How many nights have you laid awake wondering if life will ever change?

filmkenobi
2 years ago

“I break my own heart by expecting people to be as attached to me as I am to them.”

— Unknown

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2 years ago
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2 years ago

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

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2 years ago
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