Keep going until you're excited to weigh yourself
It felt so good a while ago when I went to class and was talking tow friend of mine (WAY skinnier than me) and tell her I didn't eat anything that day, after she was rambling abt how much she ate. She was yapping abt how she had some side effect of meds and how she already had like 2 meals and snacks and still felt hungry, and I was like "oh I didn't have anything today."
She was so shocked, but I felt so good. Like yeah I'm bigger than you and still have a better discipline.
I want to be able to hang out with my friends and not feel self concious abt my rolls
Chocolate covered strawberries >>>>
(I count about 30 cals per strawberry)
Maybe I'm just balls deep into my £d but I don't get the hype of having 3 meals a day. I understand ppl who have it because they legit need it to function (esp while you're alr struggling w an £d and splitting your calories throughout the day works best for you), and ppl w/ a b.e.d. Finding comfort in food is a thing and I get it.
But otherwise... why are ppl so obsessed w/ eating? You don't constantly need to shove food in your mouth. You can just go on w/ your day, do whatever you have to do and eventually eat when you're actually, properly hungry.
I can't wait to be done w my exams so i can starve myself properly again
omg I'd be so skinny then :sob:
I'd burn like 2K cals on my lazier days and 12K-15K on my more active days, but like 5K to 8K on an average
In an ideal world 1 step would = 1 cal burned
I've been on and off fasting for 12 to 24 hours the past week and a half or so and low key, it's a vibe. I'm then more tolerant of what I eat, esp when I have one meal a day. My exams are starting on monday, so I might eat a bit more through the day (like, more than 1 meal).
As much as I love ana, I value my education more than anything.
Can't wait to be skinny enough to not feel like I'm embarassing my friends while I'm hanging out with them, or when they introduce me to their parents.
Hearing someone else say "I'm not hungry" while I'm eating floods me with guilt and kills my appetite. Every time.