If I Gain One More Pound On This Zyprexa I'm Gonna Snap

have to switch meds AGAIN ugh I couldn't handle going to sleep at 10:30 on this latuda, I'm convinced this medication is actually a tranquilizer like y am I so tired

having that silly little thought that everyone is tired of me cause no one's texted me like all day

not me waking up and realizing I might be bisexual

When one doctor asks why your other doctor isn’t doing anything

Me:

EXACTLY

the thing that drives me crazy about fibromyalgia is trying to explain it to people. yes i am in pain all the time. no i didn't do anything to get hurt. no it will almost definitely never go away entirely. no i don't know what caused it.

"so you're just going to be on pills your whole life" if the pills keep working, yeah, probably! i don't like being in pain!

At one of those commonly-occurring-multiple-times-daily-in-a-chronically-ill-person’s-life points of “I’m sick of being sick”.

I’ll say things like “oh I’m just not in a good place mentally right now” like when have I ever been in a fucking good place mentally