you shouldn’t be afraid to be proud of yourself. you can take a step back and say “i did that really well” or “that looks good” or “it’s not as difficult as i thought it would be”. acknowledging your little victories as you go isn’t the same as settling for less.
Can i please stop finding young attractive actors so i can have a life other than searching for their pictures and also stop comparing normal boys to them
Peter Paul Rubens, details from The Origin of the Milky Way, 1636-1637
dark hozier take me to hell
Maia Mitchell via instagram.
I’m always hit by some small moments
“When I was 21 I read “Anna Karenina.” I thought Anna and Vronsky were soul mates. They were deeply in love and therefore had to be together. I found Karenin cruel and oppressive for keeping his wife from her destiny. Levin and Kitty and the peasants bored me. I read those parts quickly. Last year I turned 49, and I read the book again. This time, I loved Levin and Kitty. I loved the fact that after she declined his proposal he waited for a long time to mend his hurt feelings and then asked her again. I loved that she had grown up in the interim and now felt grateful for a second chance. Anna and Vronsky bored me. I thought Anna was selfish and shrill. My heart went out to poor Karenin, who tried to be decent. What has literature taught me about love? Literature (along with experience) has taught me that love means different things at different points in our lives, and that often as we get older we gravitate toward the quieter, kinder plotlines, and find them to be richer than we had originally understood them to be.”
— Ann Patchett, “A Sentimental Education - Writers on Love”
Back to basics…
NEPTUNE IN THE 10th HOUSE; Observations
No one can get a good grasp on these types. Their persona is an illusion and many wouldn't recognize them in a private setting. The first thing people notice about these types is their kind nature. They are open minded and non-judgmental. They see people as the individuals that they are, because they would like to be understood in the same way. They struggle with finding their place in the world. Growing up, they may have always felt unusual or different. They spent a lot of their time alone with their fantasies, wishing to share them with others. As adults, they channel this energy into their long-term goals. People with this placement thrive as artists because of how easily they connect to the public, they understand what the public needs emotionally. They are in tune with the collective, but sometimes this can become overwhelming when they are trying to distinguish their own feelings. Neptune tenth housers frequently lose touch with reality and become confused when trying to set goals. They dream big, but struggle with managing day-to-day objectives. They have a hard time mapping out the future, and have a tendency of becoming trapped within delusions. When times get rough, they will do everything they can to avoid the uncomfortable truths of reality. Many with this placement turn to drugs and alcohol and have a significant relationship with substance abuse. Ultimately, these individuals prefer to go with the flow and like to see where life takes them. This type of mentality is healthy, but it wouldn’t hurt if more effort was put into the outcomes of their actions. They believe in fate and know they’ll always end up where they need to be, it is not easy for them to shake this mindset when needed. This passive attitude can lead to a lack of recognition within their careers, they don’t voice their talents. If people don’t recognize their talents, Neptune tenth housers go on to assume that it is because they're talentless. When in actuality, they are not expressing their talents enough. They doubt themselves and don’t like to impose themselves upon others. But, this risky attitude is needed for them to run into the type of fate they’ve dreamed about.