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redesigning Lowell's appearance to make him look like slutty valentine camp stand by for thot

I know exactly how I'll make you mine forever. By breaking you down, bit by bit. When you hit rock bottom, there will be nowhere to go but straight into my arms.

What if I use affection, be obedient, and all that to Lowell just to use it to try and escape? :3

Initially he'd be quite hurt! All the progress you've made trying to trust him and adjust to your new life and you'd throw it away, just like that? It wouldn't take long for him to turn the tables on you though- he might act petty and broken hearted at first, but he'll quickly adjust to being a gaslighty, manipulative little monster who's willing to do whatever it takes for your compliance to be assured. He'll use drugs, rope, chains, operant conditioning, sensory deprivation/overstimulation, cross any moral boundary to keep you "safe" in his care. You're the star piece of his collection, his favorite treasure. He simply can't let you go.

He'll enjoy himself too! What better could he ask than for a brat to tame? And good luck getting him to trust you enough to make the same mistake again- he's got your number now, and he'll make sure you're thoroughly broken before he let's you off the hook anytime soon.

RANDOM QUESTION but what is Lowell's favourite animal

it is frogs 💕

LOWELL beloved... what kinks are he into

asking for a friend

I'm gonna give a blanket reminder that this is a yandere/ intense game and while it WILL have multiple settings for players who don't want to interact with some aspects of it this is an extremely fucked up little blorbo. Some of these broach potential triggers in respect to consent and bodily injury so keep that in mind. NSFW and heavy kink under the cut!

Giving/dominant: Dollification, objectification, heavy bondage, hook and rope suspension, dress up/lingerie, sensory deprivation, mindlessness/dumbification/bimbo/himbo/thembo, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, corseting, breathplay, face slapping, impact play, praise, loving degradation, graphoerotica, ownership, toys, ahegao, bruises, hair pulling, somnophilia, dacryphilia, intoxplay, CNC, double penetration, mind breaking, fearplay, large object insertion/dilation, knifeplay, piercings, needleplay, brat taming, free use, oral, blood/gore, collaring. To name a few lol.

Recieving/submissive: Heavy degradation, scratching, biting, dry humping and heavy petting, being ridden, bootblacking, just fucking.,,punch him in the mouth lmao, foodplay (putting chocolate syrup on him type foodplay), edging, asphyxiation, service, stepping on him, intoxplay.

Can I bite Lowell? (Said with adhd rizz and biting is my love language.)

he is so fucking biteable tempted to make him produce a canon squeaky toy noise just for u ❤️

I think he would look nice with bite marks on him! he has very pale pretty skin that is nice and soft and plump!

I could get over anything as long as I have something new to be obsessed with

you cant fuck a dude with chronic joint issues quietly you spread his legs and it lets out a cracking noise so loud it sounds like glass shattering

Paintings from the ‘Peripety’ series by Jen Mazza

Let's go to the Halloween store so I can pick which outfits I wanna fuck you in.

protip: rate itch.io games

me and some other gay itch devs friens have been annoyed by people making accounts for the sole purpose of spamming 1 star reviews on lgbt projects and like trying to report that when its blatantly obvious (like i had PAID projects that werent even purchased but still got 1 star reviews lol)

if you like my game and want to go the extra mile to support me for free rate my game on itch dot io

like i know i got patreon and donations too but im always honestly caring more about the ratings cause more ratings means algorithm is happy and more people will see my games.

its essentially the same as youtubers requesting you to like and subsribe and hit hte bell icon it really tells the algoritms that this game is good and will try to show it to more people so especially when youre playing gay games on itch io i think everyone should get in the habit of liberally rating the games they liked

SO, YOU WANNA MAKE AN INDIE HORROR VISUAL NOVEL ON TUMBLR

Have you been seeing some cool blogs for hot, murderous men who are attached to indie projects? Have you ever wanted to try and make your own, especially as someone who doesn't come from a game design background? Not sure where to start, whether with your Tumblr blog to promote it or with the game itself?

Hi, I'm Kat. I have a Bachelor of Fine Arts in Game Design. I've been making games for 4 years and visual novels for 2. You may know me for Art Without Blood, 10:16, or Limerence. I'm here to help you make your first visual novel.

Though this is specifically geared for a Tumblr crowd making horror games, horror/yandere dating sims, murdersims, etc, I think anyone will find this useful! All of my advice is under the cut.

THINGS TO CONSIDER BEFORE STARTING

You should be wanting to make a game because you want to make a game. I'm sure there's someone out there who is only making a visual novel because they saw that dev's OCs and artwork get their own fandom. Do you want to make a game, or do you just want the attention that comes from making a game?

You cannot be a perfectionist, especially with a demo.

YOUR FIRST PROJECT WILL NOT BE GOOD. THAT'S OKAY. No one's first anything is good.

Some of this advice may sound rude. It's not meant to me. It's just meant to be realistic. Making games isn't fun 24/7. It'll be stressful. And that'll be okay.

OKAY, SO, LIKE, HOW DO I START?

"I've never done programming in my life! I'm so fucking scared right now!" You may be telling yourself this, shaking in your boots with tears running down your face. You're going to have to learn a little programming. It's not going to be all that bad, I promise.

ENGINES

Ren'py is the number one engine you will be recommended. It is very beginner-friendly, with lots of tutorials, assets on itch.io to use and download, and support. The engine comes with a few tutorials in the form of games, whose code you can freely browse. This is the engine I use most often.

Twine is a text-based engine that most people use for interactive fiction. You can add images and audio, though, if you don't mind messing with HTML. I use Twine for text games and for outlining for my larger games.

RPG Maker has multiple versions and has been used for exclusively VNs if you don't mind fucking around with plugins. It can definitely give your game a super unique feel. I recommend RPG Maker MV, since it has the most resources. This line of engines usually costs money, but it often goes on sale for under $5-$15.

People will recommend TyranoBuilder, but as a user and player, the lack of options and the format the games often come in is just...not fun to navigate. It advertises itself as little to no code, but it's often evident in the final results. Some good games have been made in it, though, so if you want to use it for prototyping/practice, you can. I'm not a fan, but that doesn't mean that fans don't exist! This engine costs money.

There are tons of Youtube tutorials for each of these engines. Promise. It's okay to be scared of code, but you're not going to stop fearing it until you learn how to combat it.

YOUR FIRST GAME

This is probably the most important piece of advice I will ever give: DO NOT MAKE YOUR FIRST GAME A LARGE PROJECT.

Your first game will not be good. And that's okay. What I recommend is doing "one week prototypes", where you make games in a short amount of time to learn skills. It doesn't matter how bad they are, just try to make them polished, and try to learn a skill along the way.

Eventually, start working your way up until you feel that the load for your dream project is going to be manageable.

ON MAKING YOUR DEMO

Your demo does not have to be perfect. That's why it's a demo! You are free to (and often will do) change things in it for the final game.

The purpose of the demo is to showcase the features, the general theme, etc. It doesn't mean it has to be the start of your game, but with a visual novel or other narrative game, it's easier to start from the beginning. One demo I really like is Dead Space 2's for E3 because although it's 2 hours into the game, it gives you a full feel for how the real thing will be.

I would say make your demo only 5-15% of your game. If your game is going to be less than 30 minutes of playtime, there isn't really a reason to make a demo.

OUTLINE AND PLAN YOUR STUFF, especially if you aren't used to writing. Keep a list of tasks on a website such as Trello, Notion, or Jira.

Do not spend more than 3-4 months on your demo for a visual novel. You can update it later. You can add things. You can do whatever. But if you are spending more than 3 months on a demo build, then you are never going to get the full project done. Unless your project is going to be super, duper big (as in you have a longer than 2 year plan on creating it), I'd be wary of your time. You also have people who are waiting for your game. Let them know of your speed, your scope, and your own expectations.

ON MAKING YOUR BLOG

Your Tumblr blog should enhance your game. Your game should not enhance your blog.

Make your blog, I'd say, when you have 75%-ish of your demo done. There's a lot of times I've seen people make blogs when they have ideas, those blogs sit for a year, and a demo never manifests.

One thing we do in game development is the devlog, where we basically talk about what we've done with our game. Set how often you want to write a devlog. Weekly? Every two weeks? Monthly? In it, list everything you've done, some challenges, and what's to come. It keeps it real, it keeps you working, and it keeps your followers consistently excited for your game.

If people send you hate, anon or not, do not engage. I know how tempting it will be to clap back or to be upset by it, but any sort of response from you is ammunition and fulfillment to the person who sent it. The best thing to do is to delete it. Feel free to joke about it in a private group chat or something, but being public will only make you a target.

In the same breath, do not be immune or rude about genuine criticism.

It's good to be joking and casual, but keep a sense of professionalism.

People on this website are horny. You are not obligated to indulge in horny asks, even if your game is NSFW.

In fact, you are not obligated to indulge in any asks that you don't want to.

People often make tags for asks per character (I have #dorian ask, #aeron ask, etc). Make a pinned post that has your demo's link and any other important social medias for your game.

ON MAKING YOUR GAME PAST THE DEMO

Try not to overscope! Try to give yourself a deadline. "I want to finish this game in a year." Try to stick to that. It is very tempting to want to continue adding things to it, but please make sure you get the important stuff done first. Core features and core gameplay. You can add extras in later updates, helping to prolong your game.

Practice writing and art in other places. Do short writing exercises. Talk about your game and its plot with other writers to help you tweak bits.

Plan your assets. Try to set a weekly goal for yourself ("I'm going to write 5k words and do 1 background this week").

Most of us aren't musicians. That's okay. Make sure the music you get for your game is allowed to be used. You can use anything non-commercial if your game will not cost money or donations. I try to do songs in the public domain or free to use overall with credit if I don't have a musician. Consult the Creative Commons website if you're unsure how you're supposed to use a certain piece of music. If you don't use the right stuff, not only can it put you in legal trouble, but it can put streamers in hot water if they play your game and they can't upload the video because music is copyrighted.

For the love of God, have fun.

the frog boots are non-negotiable tho he's got these in his closet no matter what u cannot change my mind

pending the completion of Flowers of Evil, Lowell is gonna be getting a little design change to freshen up for you all :3 if there's any clothes you'd love to see him in, feel free to kick a few pictures my way! I'm going to be running a poll below to see how you all feel about a couple different aesthetics I'm kicking around. vote below !

pending the completion of Flowers of Evil, Lowell is gonna be getting a little design change to freshen up for you all :3 if there's any clothes you'd love to see him in, feel free to kick a few pictures my way! I'm going to be running a poll below to see how you all feel about a couple different aesthetics I'm kicking around. vote below !

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Thigh riding Lowell 👉👈 I just know the man has nice thighs-

his thighs are plump and smooth and very soft! excellent choice 👌 he'll be moaning and grinding his leg deeper into your center in nooo time hes WEAK for that shit (especially clothed/unclothed, ruin his work pants!!!! he won't mind!!!)

Lowell's so fine I want him to wreck me (respectfully)

- AAA anon (if it's okay for me to be called that)

yea ur all good!!

he will systematically wreck u but like. absolutely disrespectfully hes nasty

I wanna commit arson with this man (flirting)

_🦤

wh-what if u kissed in the ashes of a burning walmart....

jk...haha unless.....

hii how are u ^^

sleepy 😆

Let's lose our minds together, I dont care if reality falls apart around us as long as I'm with you.

Do you guys ever think about dying? ✨

click here to buy the print with my current illustration

You ok?

A little bit yes, a little bit no! Some of you may have known I was in. A really, horrifically bad spot about 6 months ago before I moved across the country. I'm still struggling to recover from what the move and all of the stress has done to my body and my energy- I was already chronically ill with severe fatigue but it's been really god awfully bad lately. On top of that, I don't have the additional income from student aid since I have to wait to gain residency in my new state to be able to afford school, so I'm having to work to make enough to like. barely eat throughout the month and MAYBE pay bills on time (never mind my debt from moving so short notice and the situation I was in 🤡). I'm disabled and I really don't function well when I'm working, so I've been sleeping a lot, unable to keep up with keeping my house clean and my spouse taken care of, haven't been able to establish medical care here yet, and in a lot of pain. that being said, I'm not scared of where I live anymore and I'm no longer in active danger or an abusive situation.

so it's really a toss up but my silence here is largely medical related, including the fact that I can no longer afford the correct amount of my antidepressants so a bitch is withdrawing and having a mental health flare lmao

I miss you all and I want to get back in the swing of things as soon as I can! I like working on my games and interacting with my community! it's good for my mental well being and it helps me express myself and feel some purpose, and I hope spread some joy! right now I'm just trying to scrape by any energy possible to keeping living, though, so we'll see when I'm able to get back on the wagon. I'm also just TRULY embarrassed by the delay with FoE at thus point, and have ruminated on the project just long enough that I've started gutting and redesigning a lot of it.

the positive of this is hopefully I release a nice game. the negative is I'm scared of my socials bc my dev timeline is crap and I should have finished ages ago🤣🤣🤣 anyway this has been an annoyingly long upd8 since it had been a while since I checked in w everyone and I wanted to give the full scoop for anyone who wanted to know whats up. thank you for checking in nonnie ♥️ hope you're having a wonderful day!

I've got a message from Doll: "Ich liebe dich, Gummibärchen!"

ich bin dein kleiner, süßer, bunter, dicker Gummibär-

I'm sure it takes a bit to draw them, but I love the art responses to asks cuz I love your art <33

Hey Lowell?, Can I snap your dick like a glowstick? 🥺

(Sorry i just need to send a cursed ask rn)

NSFW UNDER THE CUT 😌

Aaaaa in the one ask about if mc had a partner while Lowell is stalking them the audio sounds like morse code I think?

But I'm not sure how to translate it and can't find any good websites to translate it either (I've spent the last hour trying to translate it belive me 😭)

So could I PRETTY PLEASE- Have a hint on translating it? I'm struggling bad right now-

[_o_d__on _otw____ _or__r_y _ab___ou _tit_,__ _low__e_ _ll_iski _nd__afu _nny__s_ _om____e _ti_me_s __!_____]

:o)

What would Lowell be like with a MC with DID?

Nothing but supportive :) he'd be pretty good at identifying system members and remembering what they're like and how they like to be interacted with. He's also experienced dissociation and memory loss before, just not multiplicity, so he'd be able to help reorient to time and place if need be.

If the system was comfortable with it, he might even make entirely different sets of outfits in different styles just for them. Just generally respectful and kind.

Eepy ask cuz I'm eepy UwU if MC had super bad insomnia as well, and took sleeping medication for it (like melatonin + trazedone), and offered some to Lowell wanting to help with his insomnia would he take it?

Also if MC liked to nap during the day would Lowell be willing to snuggle with them while they nap (not necessarily having to nap with them tho)? :3

probably not! on top of being unable to sleep, Lowell also doesn't really want to sleep, and when he does, he has terrible dreams. Historically sleeping medication has made that worse for him. He also has an impaired digestion so he metabolizes and reacts to medications strangely- only a few sleeping meds will actually knock him out.

A psychiatrist may be able to balance his meds correctly if you... somehow convinced him to go to one, but it's a losing battle. At most if you were really wheedling him to try and sleep you might be able to convince him to drink a chamomile tea.

He's always willing to snuggle though :3

What if MC already had a partner while Lowell was stalking MC? 👁️👁️ asking for drama

I can't help but feel curious. If Doll ends up warming up to Lowell, would they be able to coax him into sleeping a bit more often?

You might be able to try to get him to sleep more often but he does have severe clinical insomnia, so you're unlikely to be successful beyond maybe a few extra hours a week, and he'd mostly be laying down just to appease you and snuggle up with him.

If you want to actually get his insomnia under control then you'll need to convince him to regularly go to doctor's appointments and recieve psychiatric care and ongoing therapy and THAT is. Extraordinarily unlikely, sorry bud.

WHATS THIS?? A SMALL KINETIC NOVEL FOR THE O2A2 QUEER JAM FEATURING ASEL???????

who wouldnt say no to that face!!!