Dead To The World Tour (1996-1997), Part 02

B L A S P H E M O U S — 2019, the game kitchen

“Now fall. Return to your brothers and sisters. Sleep, and share your dream with those who failed in penance. They who continue to hide their faces and prolong their lies, long after their clothes have turned to dust. If the Miracle has really pointed out to you, you will rise again upon the dead, before the pain of the statue of the twisted Father who will watch over you. If that is your fate then we will meet again.”

I had a dream that I lived in a town on the edge of reality. There was a map showing the location of the town in spacetime, and it was depicted as teetering on the edge of the event horizon of a funnel-shaped warp in reality. Like light a certain distance away from a black hole, we were unable to escape the influence of the warp, but not drawn in by it completely, either.

Our proximity to Unreality conferred many advantages, and we were able to do things in our town that weren’t actually possible. We could survive fatal accidents and walk away without a scratch. Things that were lost forever were found again, and sometimes, if you didn’t think about it too directly, failures transformed into successes just like that. It was as though thought itself was a physical substance that could bend the shape of the world in our favor. Life was good in the little town of Event Horizon, where things always seemed to work out and Lady Luck lived on our side.

But Event Horizon also experienced “reality-quakes”. Now and then the fabric of spacetime would ripple, and shockwaves would rock our little town violently. Sometimes things would shake loose and get drawn in to the Unreality, and even people could be lost this way. They quakes weren’t common, but they seemed to be occurring with more frequency, leading to fears that we were becoming unmoored in spacetime and might lose the equilibrium that allowed us to survive and take advantage of the flexibility of reality.

Thought could stabilize things, if we projected our minds as physical forces to hold things in place. You could cast your thoughts out as a net and pull against the draw of Unreality. But that only worked if we were prepared and braced ourselves against the quake ahead of time, and people needed to work and eat and sleep and go to school. There was no way that everyone could be on anchoring duty all the time.

That’s why we had a lottery. Every twenty years, one among us would be selected to by the community to be the Achor for the entire town—a full-time psychic resistance against entropy. The Anchor would enter a trance state and project their mind out to touch every structure, every tree, every pebble, every person in Event Horizon, and hold them there. Constantly. For twenty years.

People would come to tend to the Anchor, to feed and bathe them and keep them comfortable, but the Anchor rarely became lucid enough to recognize them. It was a vital, respected, honorable position, but there was no glory in it. If you found out you had been selected to be the next Anchor, your family would grieve for you as though you had died. If you had children, they would be taken care of in a princely fashion as wards of the state, and your family would be honored and want for nothing, because even though your assignment was only twenty years, former Anchors did not tend to live for very long. They’d be made comfortable and lavished with good things, but their life energy would be sapped, and they’d fade away quickly.

My dream was 90% exposition and very little in-the-moment action, but I had just discovered that I would be the new Anchor, and I was not happy about it. The most vivid action scene I remember was standing in my kitchen staring at breakfast cereal boxes on a shelf and touching them with my mind, feeling every grain of cereal within and thinking, “Even this? Even this?”

Anyway, thanks brain, that was cool.

Haunting out of Liminal Spaces (im reprinting it atm, hopefully I have it soon!)

This is the fear of rather, the knowledge that at any moment you can only see part of the equation. 

I drew this almost exactly a year ago. A lot of very very heavy memories are associated with this, and I hope part of those feelings translated into ink

October 2020 sketches aka ‘fancy birdman month’ 

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and I oop–

The Last Of Us Part II memes with their original counterparts :)

Part 1

Soooo..I came across @abz-j-harding‘s spooky rooky bird man and I absolutely love him! To think ‘ol Rufus couldn’t get any better, this needs to happen!

Also, you are such an inspiration and I love your art

the "it's just the wind/creaky floorboards/wild animals" horror cliche hits different when you don't live in the city

fossil record patisserie