she/herholding myself accountable for my studies and meeting new people!(looking for study buddies for next year TvT)
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i had horrible coffee jitters this afternoon but honestly it wasn't that terrible of a day! I feel pretty happy with what I ate today and I've been trying to eat cleaner because I notice that it genuinely makes me more energetic and excited for tomorrow :D
schedule for 07.09.2025
5:30 - 6:30 wake up, brush, Invisalign, shower, contacts, breakfast bowl, waterbottle
6:30 - 9:00 SAT
9:00 - 10:00 make card for dance teacher
10:00 - 10:15 organize to do list
10:15 - 11:00 clean room while listening to fm radio through flipphone
11:00 - 12:00 edit video
12:00 - 1:15 work on art piece
1:15 - 2:15 tutoring over zoom
2:15 - 2:45 lunch and tv
2:45 - 3:00 organize dance binder
3:00 - 3:15 work on marketing for art class
3:15 - 3:30 finish up nonprofit initiatives
3:30 - 6:30 dance class
6:30 - 7:00 change, unwind, dinner
7:00 - 8:00 organize college folder
8:00 - 9:00 complete AP schedule and start working on it
hi y'all! long time no see but life has been getting better :D I think. anyways my parents are definitely mad at me because I woke up this morning and i was using tiktok instead of going on the grind so back to accountability it is! i'm nervous about going downstairs because that means confrontation and at least three more hours of screaming but I need to eat breakfast and shower I can't survive on Altoids forever :(
schedule:
8:45-10:45 SAT from Princeton book 1540 :/
10:45 - 11:15 go downstairs, share amazing results, etc
11:15 - 12:00 work on improving whatever I made mistakes on
12:00 - 1:00 work on nonprofit
1:00 - 1:30 organize lesson plan for art class today, work on marketing strategies
1:30 - 2:30 work on art
2:30 - 3:00 lunch
3:00 - 4:00 college admissions workshop attendance
4:00 - 4:30 finalize AP list and bring actionable schedule to mother with all compromises, email copy to father
4:30 - 6:15 art class
6:15 - 8:00 dinner, family time, take the trash in, create lesson plan for next week's art class, organize to do list, flex time
8:00 - 9:00 edit video
9:00 - 10:00 organize to do doc, reflections, go to sleep
I feel a lot better after making this post, it doesn't feel unreasonable when I put it like this :) I have so many things due and it feels like time is just slipping through my fingers and i've missed so much and I'm far too old and I should just drink windex but we persevere ;\ oh also AP exam update I got 5's on WHAP, calc BC, and physics I but ofc my 3 in apcs (which I self studied for and am going to retake this year) means I should die (I love my father sm)
hi guys! bit of sad news :(
I don't think I'll have access to a laptop regularly for the next month at least (no more live-blogging boooo) but I feel a lot better about my productivity AND I convinced my parents to buy me a flip phone because I need to organize things with my friends and clients constantly :)
I'll miss y'all though :']
EDIT: currently in negotiations with the 'rents and I mighttt be regular on here again but don't want to commit to anything honestly so if you see me liking your post that's why :)
06/29/2025 ~
go to youth group meeting
finish editing that infernal video from three weeks ago
invisalign
contact lenses (after showering)
update and sort forms for art class
create expenses spreadsheet for art class
put posts in queue for photography sideblog
sort through pending emails and tabs
prepare academic schedule for the summer
set up meeting with book club to discuss course of action for next year and sort out paperwork
cut nails
SAT s2m2 practice
plan next event for nonprofit
post socal pics on insta
set up volunteering timesheet forms to be filled in for dance class, tutoring, and nonprofit
goals for today
not indulging in BFRB's
finish editing that infernal video from two weeks ago
transfer vacation pics onto Google drive
go to dance class
everything shower
take trash out
delete doubles from SIM
switch Invisalign cases
get back onto dailies
organize desk
email art class members about class on wednesday
update and sort forms for art class
1 practice SAT
put posts in queue for photography sideblog
sort through pending emails and stuff
prepare academic schedule for the summer
meet with friend about dance competition sign ups
set up meeting with book club to discuss course of action for next year and sort out paperwork
cut nails
work on email template for nonprofit sponsorship outreach
also your art is beautiful
omg tyyy <3333
hey this is fastfouriertransformed (you can call me rookie !) ive been stalking your tumblr a bit after you reblogged my post w danger days, and saw we have a lot of similar interests and stuff ! i would be down to studying w you on the weekends and stuff to motivate each other or be online friends/ discussing mcr ! hope you have a good day<33
omg hi rookie :) wait lwk I was so shaken up by the fact that someone else in my sphere enjoyed danger days in the big 2025 lmao stalked u a bit too lolol marauders!!! and Bowie!!!! that's so cool :D yes studying together sounds amazing and honestly much needed (can I dm you my discord to connect?)
I hope you have a fabulous day as well <333
Today is my break day, so I just worked on a bit of homework I had due, and have finally started writing my story !
As always, drink some water and feed yourself<3
Byebye :)
with love-broken mouths and frayed souls time will find us utterly destroyed
blog info:
i am a high school student living in America! this is my study blog, which will stay active throughout the year and i'll post my goals and motivation here. My posts are usually formatted with a random (sometimes study-related) image on top, a to do list, and a journal. every single image on my posts is one that I have taken, unless it is a reblog or otherwise specified (eg meme formats, art appreciation, etc.) I absolutely love meeting new people and talking to them, do not hesitate to send me an ask or DM me about anything :D [I follow back!]
sideblogs (I will post and rb from there, but all my likes and following will come from this blog, which is my main one):
@and-prayers - general thoughts, fandom
@alittlebitofathat - photography and art
things of note!
i am a...
dumbphone advocate
resident of california
girl. probably
courses planned for next year:
painting
english
AP Physics II
AP Stats
US History (self study for the AP test)
multivariable calculus (concurrently)
chemistry honors
AP psychology (self study)
AP Comp Sci A (self study if this year's results are lower than a 4)
APES (self study)
AP lit (self study)
clubs/ec's
dance (TA, go to comps)
debate (go to comps)
aerospace (rocketry club PR, go to comps)
book club (VP, do more events)
robotics (join next year)
art class teacher (advert)
join swim team next year (maybe?)
art class teacher (setting it up)
photography business (setting up)
job (hopefully?)
start art box subscription (setting up)
be in the school theater production (audition this fall! prep!!!)
summer goals
1550+ SAT score
learn to drive
develop closer relationships with family and friends
write a book
viral on tiktok
release an album
sell paintings
win a photography competition
watch a movie every tuesday
make at least one meal everyday and leave something looking better than where it started
it has been a hectic day today! I applied to like fifty different jobs because my mom was talking to my friend and found out she works at Kumon (Asian parent final boss) and now I need to get myself employed by the end of the month. my friends and their moms came over for lunch, and I have this horrible thing where when people chew food I want to combust into a million pieces so that was NOT fun. I also live in an area where literally nobody actually likes people and everyone is a soulless productivity robot who just has to churn out more work (gotta love Cali amirite) so I don't think I enjoyed myself either. oh well,
plans for 06/12/2025
wake 4:00
SAT+revision
send art class reminders email
take trash in
help until 10:00
short course preview and academic organization
start editing vid at 1:00
dance at 4:00
drive after 7:00
blog at 9:00
i watched maleficent today and I have decided all men suck!
angelina jolie, on the other hand... ;) hmu bbgrl
6/11/25
• Pretty good day. Tiring though
• Saw some great presentations
• Read some substack articles which inspired me to maybe start another commonplace book? This time I might keep it exclusively for mind gardening. Or I could make an online mind garden. Idk.
• I’m feeling pretty academically inspired after the proceedings of the past two days!
June 1st: German and a second hand copy of Northanger Abbey 💛
06/10/2025
summer break has just begun! I finished my last class of the year earlier (we watched twilight and I was the most invested person in that classroom it was so embarrassing), so now I'm at the coffee shop and i'll do some maintenance and get my life back together :D
finish summer 2025 braindump
bike home
take out trash
make salad for lunch
ice cream?
watch Phineas and Ferb
burn CD
rocketry vid editing
start summer 2025 time blocking
confirm amazon order with father
find credit card
I can't wait to see how this summer goes! My family and I are in a pretty good growth mindset right now, fingers crossed that everyone stays amicable for at least another week :p
today wasn't great but tomorrow is going to be better!
prepping for 06/09/2025
wake:
brush, invisalign
edit video according to script
burn cd for siblings
last study of Malebolge for English final
7:00 - bath, contacts, makeup, help
bike to school (punctuality is of essence)
english final
physics free period
bike home
1 ep of Phineas and ferb
start studying for Spanish final (make flashcards, study guides, Quizlet practice)
dance class
help
job search grind
sort todo list
invisalign, brush, floss
contacts, atropine, change
as the stress ramps up during summer vacation with everyone stuck at home I am expecting some not fun days ahead but I think sacrifices need to be made ( flashback to when I was diagnosed with GAD after burning out halfway through the school year because I was taking five AP's but my parents decided to ignore it because mental health is a scam obviously :D ) we will power through with the divine strength bestowed unto me by my lord and savior gerard way
this weekend summarised in one picture. hope this pays off tomorrow during the technical interview. but honestly, even if i don’t pass, i’m still going to be so proud of myself because the old me could’ve never been able to do all of this in one weekend.
knock knock
who's there
6/6/25
• FINISHED EDITING!!
• edited my essay for 1 hr 15 mins. I need to cut my essay by, like…half :)) or slightly more
Total study time: 1 hr 40 mins
• Read some of The Book: A Cover-to-Cover Exploration of the Most Powerful Object of Our Time. Very interesting
• Rode in a car with the windows down and felt the wind in my hair and the air smelled like nature and maybe a bit of smoke? In a good way
• Doc appt went well
fit in somewhere:
make rocketry insta post
study for Spanish finals
driving practice
listen to new mcr album
saturday:
4:00 - wake
4:00-5:00 - send out book club officer election email, finish editing rocketry vid, text friend about evening meeting, ask for friends' moms' phone numbers and put on doc
5:00-6:00 - make study guide for English final (summarize Pinsky translations, rewatch videos)
6:00 - get ready and bike to pete's
6:15-9:15 - take a practice SAT
9:15-10:00 - sketch session
10:00-11:00 - get home, clean room
11:00-12:00 - flex (leeway for anything I wasn't able to get done earlier)
12:00-3:00 - take practice SAT
3:00-5:00 - make dossier out of the documents on to do list and present finalized actionable summer plan to parents
5:00-7:00 - meet with friend and discuss plans
7:00-8:00 - WATCH PHINEAS AND FERB REVIVAL OMG
8:00-9:00 - update blog to reclaim ownership of self, figure out and plan for Sunday, job search, nightly routine
i've had a pretty hectic time trying to reassure my parents that I won't do heroin and end up in a ditch because my report cards weren't pristine and my mom was fasting she was pestering my dad, but I think I can make this work! They've been threatening to take my internet access but joke's on them i'll just do heroin and throw myself into aforementioned ditch :D so anyways if you don't see me post in a while i'm probably just suffering eternally ;)
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Summer to me is a lot about endings. In particular this summer will be all about endings as I wrap the past few years up, not exactly in a neat bow but it will be wrapped and I'll move forward. I'm preparing for some final exams and will continue writing my thesis. Over the summer I hope to get around to learning some algebraic number theory, I've spend the majority of the past year on algeraic geometry which has been a treat however I would like to do something else for a while. Beside that I'm enjoying the moment, I try to refrain from borrowing grief from the future. The melancholy is here, but so is the joy, both are essential to a human experience and I'm just here to be here.
excuse me weird al yankovic do you think i should take multivariable calculus next year
Sure
excuse me weird al yankovic do you think i should take multivariable calculus next year
Sure
guess what fuckeroni
excuse me weird al yankovic do you think i should take multivariable calculus next year
Sure
this is wonderful thank you so much! i have been ravioli approved y'all I'm going to be an academic weapon next year Harry styles says so and he's never wrong :D
hello mrs. ravioli it would mean the world to me if you approved one of my posts. big fan of your work
this post has been ravioli approved.
I'm planning to make my study blog more focused on studying other things, because I think it's really important to make observations about your environment and a rigorous curriculum always helps (for me, at least)!
I'm probably going to post about my time blocking, mushroom foraging, art history courses, projects I'm working on, etc because those feel like 'humanities' courses, almost. I would totally recommend self studying something, but if you need a break, don't burn yourself out :)
Genuine question, what do people do with their study blogs when summer break rolls around?
I don’t have internships or summer courses or anything… but maybe I’ll self study smth!
almost done with thermo revisions, going to go to bed so I can wake up early tomorrow
06/05/2025
4:30 - wake
thermo notes
staple packet
thermo practice problems from MIT workbook
6:30 - get ready
contacts, shower
invisalign, brush
hair, makeup
help the children, school
dance class
return by 6:30
spanish final prep (flashcards, study guide making)
edit rocketry vid and confirm insta post
organize
june 4th / quiet study day at home
my second politics exam is tomorrow in the afternoon. i feel okay about it, but not too confident, but i don't think i ever will when it comes to exams. i managed to review all of my flashcards for politics paper 2, and realised i had forgotten to revise an entire topic a day before my exam, but hopefully i've made up for it.
i have my history exam on italy the day after politics (on friday) which isn't particularly helpful with the amount of content that comes with it, but i'll do what i can. i managed to review some of italy today, but i'll cram the vast majority tomorrow.
overall, today has been okay. i have consumed 3 lots of caffeine, but that's where the energy source is coming from, but i'm not complaining - it tastes good.
M2 diaries: day 01/100. I started off strong with pharmacology, one of my most hated subjects. I decided to use the Amboss study plan but changed the order of the subjects a bit. I am kind of panicking about my low score. The practice questions didn’t match the articles, so it’s not even that surprising, but it’s good to see how I apparently lack a lot of background knowledge. 🤡
Anyways, I will try to stay optimistic. Overall, the questions seem to be manageable once you actually study the material. Also, I actually enjoy the studying so far and the feeling of every piece coming together after three years of clinical studies. Lastly, my study snack was heavenly delicious, would recommend!
06/04/2025
planning for tomorrow, it's going to be a good day!
4:00 - wake up
physics hw
study for thermo test on thurs (rewrite notes, practice problems from homeworks)
pack math textbook in bag
edit rocketry video
6:00 - get ready
brush, invisalign
shower (wash hair), contacts
help children get ready
SCHOOL
post on insta for rocketry club
scheduling and organization
study for spanish final (make study guides, mock)
take trash in
june 3rd / coffee shop study day
completed a whole topic for my italy exam on friday, which i’m not too sure how i feel about. it’s a lot of content (obvi) but it’s just sooo overwhelming. i still have to complete 3 topics, which is too many flashcards to count.
i got a fair amount done, but i need to start focusing on my politics exam on thursday. i never really feel prepared for exams, but im hoping thats just the nerves. im going to do a massive politics day tomorrow, and then try and do a bit of history as well (hopefully)
the coffee was a solid 8/10. i had a bit too much ice in it and it went so watery, but it still did what it needed to do (taste good and give me energy)
All of my borrowed books have been returned, i have no absences, notebooks have been finished, and my classes have been passed ♡