i love fen from the sea beast, like if I could say what I wanted to say on tumblr i'd be seen as "TOO SILLY" like nuh uh
goofy ass cuphead ocs.
yeah he's just my little silly guy
bear isn't mean! he's just silly.
What if @milkyandtwiz Bear Bratsky sung lady gaga
Just a wee vent hahaha. (it's 1718 words long.) Vent under the cut! Sorry if it makes zero sense, I don't vent at all but I needed to let stuff out
I hate hearing the noises in my head. It’s like they’re banging on the sides of my skull causing it to echo in my ears. I just wish I could do something worth living. I wish all the abuse and the pain I went through fucking killed me so I could finally be free from the sound. I want to find peace. And quiet. I want to be free from the pain everyone has caused me throughout the years so I can finally sleep knowing I’ll be free from every thought that clouds my head 24/7. I wish I actually felt sympathy for my mother all the time instead of when i’m high. I wish all the people who wronged me would see that I didnt deserve that. I was just a kid when I was forced to learn how to be an adult, and I don’t want to be an adult anymore. I want to be free. I want to feel like I’m swimming. Deeper and Deeper down. And when I finally reach the bottom of the ocean, I’ll be free. I’m only ever going to be a distant thought of people in the near future. And I think I’ll be okay with that. Everyone who has wronged me will never feel guilty and they don’t need to be until i give them a reason to. Every man and woman who has taken advantage of me or used me, won’t feel guilty until I give them a reason to. I’ve never been the first person anyone has ever turned to, and I’m fine with that. I don’t need to be the first. Or the second. I just want someone to care about me the way i’ve cared about so many people before. I would move and rearrange the stars if they wanted to see their favourite constellation, I just want someone to do that for me. Is that to much to ask? Am I being selfish? I just want someone to care about me the way i’ve cared. I just want to feel worth something. To anybody. Is that selfish?
back to my normal programming...
i accidentally just called ms merino a whore and I'm next to my brother. send help
I DID MY GIDDY LITTLE LEG KICK TO OF ALL PEOPLE. JIM FUCKING NICKLEBONES I'M SOOOBBBBINNG.
They/Her || I post what I want || "For the first time, he doesn't look at me like I'm crazy."
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