Please don't kill yourself,you matter. take a breathe. Listen to some music, talk to someone. Message me if you want to talk but don't think you don't have someone to talk to. It gets better, it truly does.๐ท
What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.
You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you wonโt and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he canโt even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to ย her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But sheโs never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because sheโll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now thereโs something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but youโre gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesnโt leave the house anymore, she canโt even get out of bed and sheโs getting thinner and thinner because itโs too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesnโt sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and thatโs when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly sheโs screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because theyโre all ย busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her itโs gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, youโre not there to do it, everything is dark now that youโre gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they donโt talk to each other anymore, they donโt talk to anyone, theyโre all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he canโt breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he canโt fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, heโs never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldnโt save you and heโs never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because youโre gone, and they miss you, and they donโt know why you left but it mustโve been their fault and they shouldโve stopped you and they shouldโve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself
but you killed everyone else around you too.ย
Hello, I'm here Asking for help and support for my 6 years old daughter battling brain tumor(Diffuse intrinsic pontine glioma) . She's so young to suffer the symptoms. Doctor told she only months to live. She's been fighting for her life for 8 months. We're poor and can't afford her treatments. She was schedule of Cranial MRI this last week of August. And please help me to make her happy. I'm so sorry for begging for help. But please understand her situation. Please help her to live. Thank you so much.
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My father passed away this last Tuesday. He was 64, my mother woke up to him needing help. He had a heart attack on the way to the hospital and never woke up once they revived him.
I'm sorry for those of you who have been waiting, but I'm going to take an indefinite hiatus to allow myself time to grieve. Please take time to tell your parents or guardian that you love them and hug them while you can. My father's death was sudden and I wish I would've said and done so much more now that I can't.
This is not required but would be greatly helpful and appreciated if any of my moonbeams could donate to our family.
My father was the sole provider for my family and we still have to find a way to pay for his funeral. He had no life insurance and my mother has no access to his bank account because he never found time to sign her on it. Even if we could, the amount in the bank isn't even half of the final cost for the service this upcoming October.
If you can't donate, please spread it around and share it where you can. We have some money to survive, but it won't last forever and he was helping to care for my sister's five children.
Thank you for any and all help you can spare ๐
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