i hate doing drugs
i hate doing drugs
but i love em
but i love em
maybe just one
maybe just one
this feels like summer
this feels like summer
do you feel it too?
how my body yearns for you
like gravity holds me to the earth
our souls forever reaching
gripping tighter as we touch
grip me tighter
before i float away
i love it when it rains
reminds me of the days
you helped me thru my pain
but it never went away
teach me how to love you
stay with me,
use me for the climax,
suffocate me,
you’re so wet and i can’t even think straight,
i know you love the way i stare into your eyes,
your soul is mine tonight,
i want you all to myself,
i’m selfish for you, i
think i may need some help,
if you don’t save me now i think i’ll go to hell,
promise me you’ll stay before i die tonight,
hold my hand,
goodbye.
beginning to feel,
don’t wanna survive,
my body is here,
i’m losing my mind,
my mind.
why do i try?
should i forgive?
your touch was a lie,
but you touched me still,
still.
I’ve lost myself, nothing is as it seems,
You gave me a life, outside of my dreams.
watch the sun,
rise,
the sky is a much sweeter poet.
look away,
oh unwieldy femininity,
i am unworthy of your gaze.
may our eyes meet,
reflections in the same star,
the sun watches you,
fall.
candle of the night,
i succumb to your prowess,
extinguish my reality,
oh burning desire,
be gentle with the flame.
i can not forgive what hasn’t happened,
or forget what’s to come,
whether i drown in hazel,
or endure in song,
i’ll still just be watching movies,
leaving it up to the divine.