Aethererebus - The Forest Of Stars

i love them so much

i wish they were here

this is so sad

raaaagghhh i miss them sm

me when the disorder starts disordering

the urge to disappear to see if anyone notices

my emotional support self neglect

let me sleepily makeout w my partner before bed mannnn

why must i be so hard to be around?

I'm ashamed of my own pain

I am very tired and I want to be held by someone who loves me

How to Disappear Completely - Radiohead

"that there that's not me i go where i please

i walk through walls i float down the Liffey i'm not here this isn't happening i'm not here i'm not here

in a little while i'll be gone the moment's already passed yeah, it's gone and I'm not here this isn't happening i'm not here i'm not here

strobe lights and blown speakers fireworks and hurricanes i'm not here this isn't happening i'm not here i'm not here"